When i look at all the various posters in my room, i notice that i have a particular memory attached to each poster. When i look at the poster, i react and access a specific memory that i have connected to the picture. Where i got it, what i was doing at the time, why did i get it, etc. So here is a self definition that i have accepted and allowed to exist, but when i look at it within self honesty, i can see that none of the memories i hold onto in relation to the picture im viewing is practical in anyway. None of these memories serve me in anyway in taking self responsibility standing here as breathe of life in self honesty.
I mean memory is just accumilated experiences and knowledge replaying through my acceptance and allowance of the specific mechanism to exist and replay. But if the knowledge cannot be practically tested and lived by anyone as physically valid and best for all, then the point is not physically of any use in my daily living application, it is not supportive in anyway, and thus is not valid to exist, so requires deletion.
For instance i have a poster of Malcolm Mcdowells face from clockwork orange, and everytime i look at the poster, i react and access memories and thoughts about studying this film and others at college. Then thoughts of stuff like "i got an excellent grade in film studies" "i know my films" "i have such a wide taste of films" "i would've made a great film actor/director/critic" behind these thoughts in relation to this poster i am experiencing pride that i got a high grade in film studies, arrogance that i understand film terminology and have seen many films, self judgment that i am not professionally working in the film industry.
These points come up in relation to one poster, and each poster has a memory, so will be investigating and releasing each one where and when required. So im seeing here a self defintiion that is completely pointless to hold onto. Its not best for all or practical to continue these points to exist, because a poster is a poster no more no less, it only becomes more or less within my reaction and judgment to it within the mind. There is no matter what i think about it, it is just a picture, and when i am allowing this picture to move me to go into memory as the mind, then i am just compromising my self, and separating myself in my mind from myself as who i really am as life here.
So i stop here, and take self responsibility to release this system, this self definition through writing, self forgiveness, breathe, self honesty and common sense.
I mean memory is just accumilated experiences and knowledge replaying through my acceptance and allowance of the specific mechanism to exist and replay. But if the knowledge cannot be practically tested and lived by anyone as physically valid and best for all, then the point is not physically of any use in my daily living application, it is not supportive in anyway, and thus is not valid to exist, so requires deletion.
For instance i have a poster of Malcolm Mcdowells face from clockwork orange, and everytime i look at the poster, i react and access memories and thoughts about studying this film and others at college. Then thoughts of stuff like "i got an excellent grade in film studies" "i know my films" "i have such a wide taste of films" "i would've made a great film actor/director/critic" behind these thoughts in relation to this poster i am experiencing pride that i got a high grade in film studies, arrogance that i understand film terminology and have seen many films, self judgment that i am not professionally working in the film industry.
These points come up in relation to one poster, and each poster has a memory, so will be investigating and releasing each one where and when required. So im seeing here a self defintiion that is completely pointless to hold onto. Its not best for all or practical to continue these points to exist, because a poster is a poster no more no less, it only becomes more or less within my reaction and judgment to it within the mind. There is no matter what i think about it, it is just a picture, and when i am allowing this picture to move me to go into memory as the mind, then i am just compromising my self, and separating myself in my mind from myself as who i really am as life here.
So i stop here, and take self responsibility to release this system, this self definition through writing, self forgiveness, breathe, self honesty and common sense.
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