Day 389: You cannot social distance from Poverty Part 2

What did you notice when you woke up today? I noticed there is still poverty existing in this world, my world, everyone's world - therefore today is another day where ignorance to whats here must be ended.

If a poor person collapsed in the street tomorrow in front of you, do you fear they are infected and stay away from them? Or do you realise they need a hand up and a platform of support to end their disease which is our responsibility in the elite to build?

The more we try to social distance from poverty in our mind and our physical bodies movements then the worse it will get, so lets walk - 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can social distance from poverty, which is fascinating because it is that very point that will make sure that it gets harder and harder to do - because through ignoring poverty more then ever, that means solutions will not be forged and poverty will increase to a point where poverty is pouring through your front door which by then will be too late to realise that when you forcefully separate yourself from something that is here in pain, their pain will soon be your pain, because all pain here is our responsibility to end, I am one body, this planet is one body. So better stand up for all life in equality and oneness now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that despite what the TV says, Coronavirus is not the worst virus on Earth Poverty is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that disease is the incorrect programming of words into the flesh where all that is life is not considered or realised.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for avoiding poor people more then usual during lock down in the false belief that I am protecting myself from all that is "negative" such as poverty and infection.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am protecting myself first in self-interest by social distancing from people who look poor without realising that ignorance to poverty is what keeps the system of haves and have not's in place and during lock down this has unacceptably gone on steroids.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is acceptable for me to breach social distancing with my "positive" financially stable friends, having post lock down parties and teh like and then in spiting the poor through this belief by ostracizing them more then ever.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the justification that its for my health to social distance from poverty without considering that more we separate ourselves from poverty, then the worse poverty will get.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to call government officials to fix poverty for me when i see it, which will never happen when government is currently based on maintaining this capitalist system of haves and have nots - instead of taking on the point myself here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider or realise how much more difficult it is for poor people in this current global scenario of social distancing "for our safety".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that poor people do not have the privilege of being able to keep space from others, as they often rely on people in communities and will often be cramped in housing that breeds disease.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define poor people as negative and rich people as positive creating a polarity friction which unconsciously feeds into the global system and maintains it as is which is not acceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto memories growing up of being repeatedly told by the system that's here in media that rich is good poor is bad - when in reality this idea is not real because rich equals support for life and poverty equals abuse for life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the further I keep my body from poor people the safer I will be from the virus, when that is not true because powerful viruses do not care about your strategy, they will always find a way to infect you if the avenue is there and the vessel is open.

 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to unconsciously believe that by staying away from poor people I am "making sure" poverty doesn't come into my own life in self-interest, which then makes sure it exists in the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that no matter how far you distance yourself physically and in your mind, we all live on one planet together, one body - it makes no sense separating yourself from yourself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that no matter how much money I have individually, I am still a poor man if ANY form of poverty exists on MY PLANET.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that it is pure spitefulness to ignore poverty, it is the same as writing a death sentence with your own hands and signing it without any care of the damage of that signature.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I must redesign my DNA to be a living machine that does not fear facing and correcting any part of whats here within and without.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to to not realise in every breath that the sad story of this poor man I met, would have been a completely different outcome if we had an equal money system in place that supports all life equally with the best of everything - which specifically for this man would have been a basic income to stay off the streets and psychology/self-development at school to be able to deal with his traumatized mind years back, so he could have stopped the crumbling consequences he is facing now.   

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to to not realise that when one has money, one can stay in lock down indefinitely, while those without money cannot possibly stay in a room and stay away from people. Therefore we must put a system in place where everyone can be comfortable lock down or not, the lockdown merely highlights this further.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that if I talk to poor people and interact with them I could be seen to be breaking lockdown laws.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that until all are free none are free.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore the growing number of angry poor people in the world and I see how the longer we in the elite ignore poverty, it will come for us and take what we have.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be honest with myself about how frustrating it is when I am ignored when I am trying to get someones attention, yet when I put myself in the shoes of the poor I realise how much more painful and frustrating it is to be ignored. When I get ignored I laugh because I have a cushion of money, when poor people are ignored, that could mean no food today and/or a tragic outburst of anger and depression where they might hurt themselves or someone else.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow anyone in my community, my world, to be ostracized based on their level of poverty.

I commit myself to not allowing myself  to ever believe that I can social distance from poverty, so as and when I see my mind having thoughts like this, I stop and breathe I do not allow myself to interact with these thoughts as they are destructive, so I continue to breathe until there is no more thoughts.

I commit myself to living the realisation that disease is the incorrect programming of words into the flesh where all that is life is not considered or realised.

I  commit myself to showing that disease as poverty and viruses will only continue to increase in their destructiveness until we take self-responbility to create a world of ease. 

 

Day 388: You cannot social distance from Poverty

What is here is what is here, do not be so naive to think that due to social distancing and Corona fears, you have "more right" to ignore poverty then ever before. In this world while it is certainly much worse in third world countries, Poverty has no bounds of race, age, or country - it is a rampant disease spreading far worse then anything Coronavirus can do.

Have you noticed yourself avoiding poor people even more then before the Lock down? Society has developed an acceptance that avoiding people is now "for our health", its an excuse anyone can use now as a reason why you don't want to interact with someone.

Now ask yourself can you imagine being a poor person in a society where nobody wants to stand next to others? Telling poor people they are not allowed to stand next to or touch anyone is just not a privilege that poor people can realistically do, and generally why do the majority of us ignore homeless people we walk past? It is because we are all brainwashed growing up to believe that rich people are positive and poor people are negative and that you should only spend time around "positive people" and avoid "negative people" - now in lock down this point has gone on steroids, where a minimum 1-2 metres social distancing is expected by the majority and it is interesting looking at how many people are noticeably increasing that 1-2 metre distance to 3-4+ metres based on how poor somebody looks, as if those extra few steps will protect you from infection of Coronavirus and unconsciously from poverty itself lol. You could be 1,000 metres away but it still will not change the reality of whats here, you can run but you can't hide.

So a few days ago a man who was clearly homeless passed out in the middle of the street, which I noticed across the road while I was waiting in a queue for the post office.

I don't mean the guy was just sitting on the side of the street, he literally dropped in the middle of the street. Now what was fascinating was that I noticed plenty of people walking past him, some shaking their heads, some laughing, some saying occasional remark like "wake up mate" as they walked past, but nobody actually helping.

After being in the post office for 5 mins, when I came out  the guy was still slumped on his back in the beaming sun in the middle of the street. A couple had stopped by this point and were on the phone to the ambulance while also keeping their distance from the man.

I went to investigate and while it was clear the man was high on drugs, possibly drunk and incredibly dehydrated  - I asked him "what is it man are you ok? what happened?" To which he said, "I just cant do it anymore mate, I've given up."

I quickly then realised that the couple calling the ambulance would not help, because this mans problem cannot be fixed by a hospital bed - it is in his own mind, the minds of everyone fearing poverty and the economic system of living we have allowed that produces increasing endless sad stories of poverty. I explained to the couple that the man didn't need an ambulance but they didn't speak much English.

He asked me where he was and I said "you are laying on the floor in the middle of the street, you can't stay here, you are drawing a crowd and the police will likely harass you if you stay there, and lets not give up man, come on lets get stand up". He mumbled that he would need help to his feet as he raised his hand like a slow zombie.

I would have hesitated once upon a time to give this man my hand, yet I have for a longtime redesigned my DNA to not fear poverty and infections. So without hesitation I gave him my hand and helped him stand up, he thanked me but then got angry at the couple calling an ambulance, saying he is ok, its a waste of their time and will just get him in trouble.

Then I calmed him down and  talked with him for a few more minutes, got him a bottle of water and listened to him. What was most notable in what he said was that before lock down it was always hard, he couldn't have been older then 30 but he said he lost his mum and dad young, then his increasing drug use destroyed a lot of job/relationship opportunities for him and he pretty much has lived in the streets ever since. 

He explained that since lock down its become virtually impossible for him to develop communication for potential job and friend opportunities or even just getting that extra few pound hand outs each day because everyone takes one look at his dirty appearance and thinks "this guy must be infected stay away from him".

I could really tell this reality was crushing this man, he was getting teary eyed while explaining it, I could see a lot of pain in his eyes.

I gave him £10 which he was of course thankful for, I told him to do his best to find ways to get by, that if me and my organisation succeed, he will get the kind of support we all need.

As I walked off knowing that my moment of charity was only a plaster and will make no difference in the grand scheme of consequence in this mans life, but I knew looking at him that if I was him I would want someone to acknowledge me, to show me what care looks like, to give me a hand up not a hand out, and I considered how many people in the world are experiencing exactly what this man is right now due to this out of control money system.

This man knows no other way to deal with his mental traumas then through drug addiction, but can you imagine if there was an equal money system in place and a clear process of psychology and self-development in our schooling system how this mans life could have turned out so differently?

Do you notice how the more money you have then the easier it is to stay in lock down indefinitely? It was already difficult for poor people in any country to get by due to the design of our capitalistic money system and now through our fears of infection, fears of money loss, fears of government lock down regulations etc. We are signing a death sentence for the poor in every nation unless we act now to end this desperate living that so many have now been plunged into.

We have to stop looking at poverty as being separate to our lives, that its "extra acceptable" to social distance from poverty, when the opposite is true. We have to understand that if we continue to ignore the poor, then eventually poverty will come for us. The fact of the matter is, that this man was emotionally ready to burst and I am not willing to accept a world where we have an increasing pool of angry poor people.

None are free until all are free, so while in your mind it is easy and desirable even to put yourself in the shoes of the rich and those beloved in our world, until we can all consistently put our feet in the shoes of those at the bottom of capitalism, then we will never develop a world that is best for all life.

Lets end this ignorance to poverty, how do you feel when someone ignores you? Not nice is it, now imagine you have no house, or job, or family and can you see how much more painful being ignored is? We will never end poverty if we do not face it, be that person in your community assisting everyone to understand that all pain here is all of our responsibility to end and that real happiness is not a reality until everyone is included in the party.

Consider all, include everyone, leave none out, anyone in your community that is feared due to their economic poverty, stand up and support them, do not allow anyone in your community to be ostracized due to fears of infection and government regulation. 1+1+1+1 we become many.
 
I will continue this point next time...

Day 387: I am the Capital

What is the capital of your home country? Do you see yourself as equal to this, or do you experience yourself as more or less then this capital?

Do you have the capital you require to support yourself effectively? When you are writing your name on any forms, do you use capital letters or not?

Capitalisation is a fascinating point, because something occurred to me this week - so I have for years been trading precious metals with people from all over the world and when someone buys something from me, then I have to post the item to them.

A few days ago I had to do a lot of orders and what was fascinating was nearly all of the clients sent me their name and address details in all lower case. So literally nobody used capital letters for their name or their address and as I pay a lot of attention to every word people use and how they use it, I'm used to adjusting the details and adding the relevant capital letters.

But I have never had so many clients in one day all send me their details in lower case. On the face it that may mean nothing to many - what I was seeing within this though is an unconscious pattern/consequence that I have seen in myself before.

It's this idea drummed into us as we grew into adults - that we are too small, that we don't effect anything in the big picture, that we really don't matter that much, that we should introduce ourselves quietly and stay safe as a smaller version of ourselves in the system. That we should literally Cap-It-All, limit everything about ourselves.

It all connects with other words we have problems with like - Authority, Government, Banking, Money etc which then manifests as people naturally never using capitals or considering themselves the capital of responsibility for what is here in this world.

Its no surprise that so many people still believe they cannot do anything to change themselves or the world and resonantly if you believe you are smaller then the system, then people will always pick that up from you and enforce theirs and your own limitation of yourself as less then the system.

I trained this point into myself  years back and still have to keep on top of the point in my mind if anything comes up, which my mentors assist me with. I always explain to anyone im training, that you matter in matter, that your name is something that should be stated with confidence because we are truly the capital city of everything that exists in this reality.

These statements have and do assist me, so walk them with me if you have ever had problems with authority. -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live a definition of the word Capital that is in complete separation from myself, instead of taking self-responsibility to redefine the word equal and one to whats best for all life,

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I am the capital of responsibility for everything that happens in my life and in this world as me - The Capital City of Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that when I introduce myself in a limiting way, when I fail to introduce myself with confidence and certainty, it can be highlighting to me unconscious issues around words like Capital, Authority, Government, System etc.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am not responsible for anything that is here through living a definition of the word Capital, where I essentially cap or limit my participation with everything in complete separation of myself.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise that when I accept this limitation of myself around capital, that resonantly others will pick this up and will enforce mine and their own acceptance of themselves as limited beings who do not see themselves as the capital of Life and will likely never create capital which is unacceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I have been brainwashed by the education system in place to make sure that I see myself as less then the system, rather then realising the truth which is that I am actually equal to everything that is here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify inaction in living whats best for all life, by participating with thoughts for years like "I'm just one person, what can I do?" instead of living the realisation that it is the seemingly insignificant individual cells working in cooperation that create the whole of a powerful healthy body. So 1+1+1 we redesign the cells of the body.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to not realise that every cell is as important as each other and if one cell is not in unison the whole is not in unison. No matter how separate we think we are, we are connected in reality, no matter how small we may think we are and our actions are, in reality it all plays a huge part in the big picture of whats here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as a small town through living in a small town for so many years, where I have attempted to separate myself from the capital city instead of realising that the capital city of any country is the heart of the nation and is intrinsically a part of who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a polarity friction where I have defined the capital as "bad" in any country and smaller towns/villages as "good" when this is a complete illusion feeding into the separation of all life because no matter how infected the cell, if it is here, then it is part of me until I cleanse it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that it is the desire to have ignorance to whats here, to hide from the true face of whats here that because in the city in every country you always see higher crime levels and in smaller towns you can create "hidden kingdoms" the same way how so many of us try to hide from facing ourselves in our mind and instead create hidden kingdoms to escape within.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that it is through not standing as the capital of responsibility for everything that's here, that is where I allow my own acquiescence to a world of chaos within and without.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that if i do not have capital, then it simply highlights my position in the system and my relationship with money - it is impossible to create capital for those in poverty by design and for those of us in the elite it is also impossible to create capital if we are living in a way where we limit our own importance in the world and accept our self as the slave to god as money, instead of standing equal to it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore the abuses of those who have capital on those who do not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise rhat those with capital in this world have abused money, through creating self-interested capital heaven cities in their mind and daily living, which then extends out into the creation of capital cities separated from nature, separated from life, as the money center for the minority, as the abuse apex of humanity that cause the consequence of no capital for the majority.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every breath, that capital must be used in this world to create a new capital city of life within and without.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to believe that I am unimportant in anyway, that Capital is a word separate from me in every way - so as and when I see my mind having thoughts coming up that I am less then the Capital, I stop and breathe, I do not allow my mind to recreate this fuck up, I continue to breathe until there is no moire thoughts that come up.

I commit myself to living the realisation that I am actually the Capital City of Planet Earth, that I am equal to all that's here and thus the central responsibility in creating whats best for all Life.

I commit myself to exposing  how we have limited our living of the word Capital which has created the world of chaos as it is and so we require a new living of the word Capital that is best for all beings in this world.

I commit myself to exposing how those with capital in this world have allowed for the creation of money heaven centers for the minority that we call cities, which only create poverty for the majority.

Day 386: Being hard on myself and just Being

Its fascinating when someone points out to you that you are being hard on yourself when you don't initially see it yourself. Why is it often easier for me to be hard on myself rather then just being?

I was reacting to myself this past weekend because I was thinking that If only I could change something about myself right now, then I could be so effective at everything in life right now. Its a pattern that comes up from time to time, which I see does not actually support me in living whats best for all life.

Like I'm not being "effective enough" right now, yet Hannah pointed out that she notices I am actually very effective at a lot of things, yet it is this constant push for self-perfection where I am never happy with my progress when I see I'm holding myself back in anyway.

Its like Marley relax, you have removed a lot of bullshit from yourself in your life, you live in a cool environment, you make a lot of TechnoTutor sales, you know about and apply many different types of knowledge to great effect, you have money, you know how to create money, you have the ability to move in the system according to your own schedule, you have a nice car, you can cook well, you have written a book, you are in athletic good health, you have great diverse networks of friends and business partners.

These things are not to be scoffed at, I am looking at the point of respecting what I have achieved thus far in my life, seeing that ok there is still more I can improve upon, but that I am not being too hard on myself as I walk the point of self-perfection and actually take in what I achieve and not always look down on my own achievements.

Like oh it is ok what I've done so far, but it would be "so much better" if i did this that and the other, that grass always being greener, when in reality I do not actually know in certainty if I would be more effective or not.

This also brings up that line between gentleness with myself and justification to carry on participating with something I see is limiting me. 

It was a great support to me when she highlighted all this and I have noticed this before, yet still have more to learn here -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that while focusing on self-perfection is cool, this can be to a fault when I am often being hard on myself, not truly appreciating my successes, never being good enough instead of just being which is self-sabotaging judgement.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge my achievements as good, but never good enough until I am the perfect being now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react negatively about myself around why im not living absolute perfection right now, where I just freak out and over dramatize something that could be holding me back in my mind, spending loads of time complaining in my mind about the point rather then taking on the point here directly yet gently.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I will be "even better" when this future event of change happens, without any actual certainty that this is the case.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt that I will be able to create myself as perfection through defining myself as always being fucked up and not good enough.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that creating/allowing imaginations about how much better it would be when I "change this thing" is separating me away from whats here, meaning only limiting my own effectiveness here and thus my ability to make whats best here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that if I am not hard on myself, forcing myself to fix everything right now, then I wont improve, when in reality what you resist persists and I have seen every time in my life where I have effectively changed anything it is always down to standing equal to a point and gently adjusting myself to remove the polarity, the programming from the point and re-design in a more effective system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as a hard worker, thus I must be hard on myself which is unnecessary self-abuse. beating myself physically or mentally about anything is counter-productive to life support.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that just being is lazy and being hard on myself is active which is good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to look down on my achievements as being trivial when they are not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a polarity friction where it is bad to just be and good to be hard. This simply keep me in separation maintains this illusionary idea in the world which maintains the system of haves and have not's, which is unacceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto memories of my granddad and my mother defining a Dawkins as "doers" that there's no such thing as resting, when reality this is just ego as one must give oneself breaks, relaxation time for the mind and body in order to be at maximum capacity. This illusion that we need to kill ourselves to be effective is not real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that while being gentle with myself about self-change is cool, I have to be careful I am not using gentleness as an excuse to carry on any form of limitation in my life, a purposeful prolonging of facing the point here.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to start dramatically judging myself about how much better I could be if i was living perfection now, so as and when i see my mind having thoughts come up I stop and breathe, I do not allow myself to go into this as the cycle will start again, so I breathe and continue to do so until there is no more thoughts.

I commit myself to living the realisation that when I am being hard on myself, while it might feel like a great way to push myself to improve, in reality when I stay here as this breath, when I am just being is when I give myself the best support platform for real change.

I commit myself to exposing the limitations of self-judgement and expansion of beingness as life.