Day 180: Is it really Basic? Redefining the word - Basically

Rarely do most humans understand and live the words we speak - so I'm looking at words that I use a lot in day to day living, to see whether my understanding and living of the words I'm speaking is actually whats best for all or existing in separation.

I noticed recently that when I was explaining something complex to someone, I kept saying the word basically during my explanation to this person. I could see that what was coming up within me in this moment was a desire to sound informed, intelligent and breaking things down in a simple way for this person so that i feel "good" as the enlightened one sharing "my mighty knowledge" about the topic with another.

Now while a desire to break complex topics down in simple way is practical, because it assists me in not getting overwhelmed by intricate subjects, and sticking to the basics when I do research something - desiring to "come across" as intelligent, so that I feel "good" is not practical at all, but based entirely on the ego -- where within this I am not getting to the basics of the topic at all, but rather I am making things more complex.

I notice that if I'm saying the word basically occasionally in a conversation to summarise concisely in a sentence what I'm saying, then my understanding and explanation will of the point I'm sharing will usually be clear, where i know exactly what I'm saying - but if i am saying the word basically a lot during a conversation, like overusing the word, it is sometimes because my understanding of the subject is not direct here, yet i am trying to present my understanding as being clear when it is not.

So I'm actually trying to cover over my lack of intelligence of the subject through using words like basically, information, eventually, clarity -- words that sound "intelligent" to project a pretence to the person that i am an expert on the topic, rather then just saying I am not sure, which is deception.

I can see that the word basically has a positive emotional connotation in my mind, where its almost like just saying the word reassures my  pre-programmed mind that I am "getting to the basics" of a topic even when a small amount or very limited real research on the topic has been done.

dictionary definition of basically - In the most simple respects; fundamentally. Used to indicate that a statement summarises the most important aspects, or gives a roughly accurate account, of a more complex situation.

Basically -

base cycle i

basic all lie

base i see all lie

base i call my

best structurally

best i see

basic all yes

Basically sounds like, the base cycle, the basis of something - to see things basically here, is to see the best i see, that all points of existence are equally as basic as each other -- so we as humanity currently do not collectively live the word basically, we do the opposite where everything in our lives is full of complexities, where we over complicate the most simple and basic of points, where we base all we see in lies.

So we require to live basically, where we see the base cycles - where we investigate the base of all lies, because its best I see all lies, so that I cant be deceived and can create the best I see, the best structurally sound designs and manifestations, where all living beings are provided the basics to get the best results.

Join me in my next blog as I continue to investigate and redefine the word Basically.

Day 179: The Magician part 2

Smoke and mirrors, cloak and dagger - the ways of a being who allows themselves to be a magician is full of deception.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to automatically psychologically transform into a "Magician" character at certain points in my life. I realise that while this character can be useful in certain moments in certain lines of employment for example, it is not something that should be spilling into my life as a whole where i define myself through this character, because that is separation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in moments where someone is asking me to do something, or even sometimes just asking me a question - to shift into this "magician" character where my aim is to build anticipation of my response, utilising vague language, creating doubts in my "audience", attempting to hold a persons suspense, utilising misdirection and deception to then destroy the persons initial doubts, with shock "value".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to delay the assisting of a person in need through allowing myself to exist as this magician character. I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments that this character should not be coming up around friends and family, or in any moment or interaction with any being that is not related to employment.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to walk in the shoes of another in need immediately, and be straight and direct about my ability to assist this person or not here now. I realise that if I am in a shit situation where I am forced to ask someone to help me, that I would want to know asap here, whether or not the person I'm asking can help me with my dilemma, not games of magic and mystery just to get to a simple answer.

I forgive myself that as this character i allow myself to pretend that i can or cant do something, when the opposite is true, so that i am in the "position of power" in my mind over a persons perception of me, as the ego, as god, in complete separation of myself.

I forgive myself that i have not realised in every moment of breathe, that this "Magician" character is a mind consciousness system construction created through a long standing desire to be mysterious which has existed within me and I have fed into, since I was a young boy, through teenage years and into adulthood. So I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to desire to be mysterious
for years, to get energy, to more and more define myself through that energy in complete separation of myself.

I forgive myself that i have not realised until Iv'e started investigating, that this "Magician" character has been existing and accumulating within and as me for years. I realise that i learnt this character from interactions with the world in younger years - I always remember my granddad saying to me as a young boy that you should "Always keep your cards close to your chest". I realise that I learnt the cornerstones of this character from my grandfather saying this to me, so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto the memories of my grandfather supporting mystery, secrecy, magic and the occult, and then using those memories to accumulate with various other layers through the years into a "magician" character.

I forgive myself for not realising that just because I find magic and the occult to be interesting like my grandfather, that does not mean that creating a "magician" character in my life, in complete separation of myself is acceptable, so i take self-responsibility to sort this out so that this is not something that comes up with every person in my life, or that I am defined according to, but rather something I can just utilise for employment to complete a mission for example.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to feed into and define myself as this "Magician" character, I realise that while it can assist a person to use elements of this character to complete certain tasks in certain employment, this is not something that should come up automatically around friends, family and everyone i know. So as and when I see myself shifting into and as this "Magician" character in any moment outside of employment, then I stop and breathe, I realise that this is not a mission, that I must not feed into the thoughts to shift into the "magician", so I breathe and continue to do so until the thoughts do not come up, where i am able to apply common sense, create and live solutions that are best for all here.

I commit myself to living the realisation, that even when I utilise points of this character during employment, that I must make sure I am not believing the bullshit I am spinning, that I am not feeding energy into and actually defining myself in my life as this magician character, because I realise that this will only lead to the further separation of myself. So I realise that once I stop the automation of this character around people, then I will eventually be able to decide myself when and if I shall use this character, and purely as an interaction point, rather then a possession point, to assist with the completion of an employment task to the best of my ability. Because other then that, as I have shown there is no benefit for all life in day to day living to accepting this character.    

I commit myself to investigating and applying myself with regards to this point no matter how much investigation and application is required, until I am satisfied that my interaction is actually best for all in all moments.

I commit myself to living the realisation that being open, direct and clear with people in day to day living is always best for all, because that way, there is no cards being hidden, no games being played, no magic being attempted, but simply the reality of my capacity to assist life here, which makes it quicker, more fluid and effective to get to a solution that is best for all in any situation.      


  
  

Day 178: The Magician

Do you like magicians? I've always found magic tricks fascinating since I was a kid, everything from pulling rabbits out of a hat, escaping a seemingly impossible situation, making giant trucks disappear etc.

What's the key components for magic? - Deception and misdirection. I've noticed that in my mind a character has developed through the years which I noticed the other day as friend asked me for help, and I was coincidently watching the film Prestige, which is a very cool film about magicians in the past. Now in magic its all about the anticipation, creating doubts in your audience, holding peoples suspense until you reveal your ending which must seemingly through deception shock and destroy the audiences initial doubts in order to be defined as "good magic". Its kind of like an effective sales pitch process.

Someone I know was in a tight spot financially, this person I have known for years, and they have never asked for money from me before. I could feel this persons embarrassment about talking to me about their dilemma, and as soon as I realised the situation this person was in, I immediately knew that I had the capacity to help them out of this situation.

But rather then just immediately saying I could help, I instead went into this magician character, whereby I am attempting to hold the persons suspense, create doubt in the person that I can produce, and then pull the rabbit out of the hat to shock and destroy this persons doubts at the last moment.

So I helped them eventually, but why go through this shift into this pointless character in my mind? Why pretend that I can or can't do something, if in reality the opposite is true? It doesn't make sense, just delayed the solving of the situation. I mean if I can help in any situation, then I should say so immediately here, so that a solution can be created as quickly and effectively as possible.
This magician character is all based on ego, playing mind games, a desire to be mysterious, playing god, delaying, holding suspense, building and destroying doubts through deception. Some of these points are maybe valid in the worlds of theatre/acting/films/sales/intelligence agencies for example -  but in the context of day to day living with everyday people, and what I allow inside of myself, it is clearly not cool to become this magician character.
 

Fascinating how the mind works really, Iv'e then been looking at is this character coming up in other areas of my life, because this character does not assist me in living what's best for all. Iv'e seen there are actually many places in the past where I will try to hold someone's suspense, feed into their doubts, and then shock them at the end. I mean even the first email address I ever had included the word mystery and most things defined as mysterious in the world I have always found to be cool - playing "games of mystery" with people, which is kind of like making deception a game, which in reality it is not at all, it is self-dishonesty.

We are all illusionists, playing games of thrones, but life is real here, there is no games. So have you been a magician too? If so then stop trying to create "moments of magic" and join me in my next blog as I continue to investigate this character and walk the necessary corrections.

Day 177: Are you afraid? Part 2

Fear has so many dimensions to it, each point is worthy of a book of writings in itself, because as I said in my previous blog - fear is the predominant running factor in humans lives today, it was designed to keep humans enslaved, so lets walk some points to remove our chains -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate with fear within and as the mind throughout my life. I realise that each pre-programmed point of fear has developed and accumulated through my acceptance of the fears as my defined idea of myself, as well as compounding emotional energy with each point of fear. I will not allow fear to be the predominant running factor in my life, because I realise that pre-programmed fear does not assist me in living what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to be defined according to fear - i realise this self-definition according to all the various dimensions of fear, is the complete separation of myself from physical reality where I have no power to change, because only those that train themselves to live without fear, to be fearless, only those beings are powerful enough to change this world for the better in the face of seemingly insurmountable odds.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that the consequences of participating in fear, is the creation of a world of fear - where I operate from a starting point of self interest, as an ego-preservation machine, believing this fear is me, where it is impossible to realise myself as all as one as equal as life. This is not acceptable because it causes harm to life, so fuck these fears, let us transcend them all one by one.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feed into the fuck up of fear on planet Earth, by accepting and allowing myself to program myself according to fear in my day to day life, without realising the consequence that I am manifesting hell on earth with my own allowance - I take self-responsibility to manifest heaven on earth instead of hell which is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments of my life, that fear can be transcended, by taking self-responsibility for each point of fear, standing up within and as that fear, and then releasing this fear through a process of self-forgiveness and the self-corrective application of breathing, where I keep myself stable here as the physical, as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that certain fears that I have participated with for most of my life within my mind, can "never" be transcended. I realise that this is complete self-deception, because as with any point of programming, the longer we participate, the stronger the program becomes, but any pre-programming we design can be transcended.

So I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself into believing that some fears "cannot " be dealt with. Because I see, realise and understand that there is no fear that cannot be transcended, however certain fears will take more years to release completely, because they have taken more years then most fears to develop.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see fear as the enemy, I have realised in reality, that pre-programmed fear must be dealt with by each person in their lives. But the "purest" form of fear is the fear of impending death in front of us - this fear actually assists us in a way, because it is indicating to me that I must breathe, and that I must move into action now to have any chance of surviving this encounter. Within this I realise that even if I do not survive, at least I had the will to move, the bravery to stand up, face my fear and act, instead of letting the fear petrify me - If I die without fear then that is always best for all.

So I forgive myself that i have not realised in all moments, that some fears are actually a type of practical fear in a way, such as the fear of impending death. Practical fears do not stem from pre-programmed ego preservation, but from the simple direct reality of physical preservation of our body here in a moment.
These practical fears can assist us to avoid physical harm, or loss of freedom/life. I realise that those that are used to facing and releasing fear in their life, will then be able to utilise these practical fears as a guide, to move into action that's best for all, instead of getting possessed and petrified by these fears.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that bravery can be developed by any human, it is not a "gift" as we have been taught. I have realised that true bravery, and the ability to act according to what's best for all in the worst of situations, can be developed by any person that wills themselves to do as such. However the key component to becoming brave in the worst of situations, is the consistent investigation and releasing of fears in our day to day life - only those that are used to letting go of the mind, the past, letting go of memories, thoughts, feeling, emotions, pre-programs. -- only those that are used to walking a process of change will be the most effective in the worst of scenarios.

I commit myself to investigate and release every point of pre-programmed fear in my life - until I am here standing absolutely clear as breathe -- where these fears will never again dictate any decision in my life, because I realise that these fears do not assist me in living what is best for all life. So when and as I see my mind going into a point of fear, I must breathe, I must not engage with the thoughts and emotions, because I know that to do that would be to keep myself enslaved, an endless cycle of compounding fear, so instead I breathe, and continue to do so until the point of fear is no more.

I commit myself to living the realisation that the "purest" form of fear can only be faced and dealt with, by those that are used to releasing their own pre-programmed fear. Where even when the "purest" of fear comes up in my mind in an impeding death scenario, I am able to move, and do all I can till my last breathe, instead of being frozen by the fear of impending death.

I commit myself to living the realisation that pre-programmed fear is not an enemy, but simply a limiting mind consciousness system compounded energy that keep humans in separation inside themselves and from each other, so it must be stopped.
I realise that as all pre-programmed fears are released in my life, then the only fears that remain are practical fears that come up in dangerous situations, but the reward for facing/releasing my own pre-programmed fears, is that these practical fears will not possess and petrify me, because I will stick to breathe no matter what, so instead these practical fears assist me to continue breathing, where I am stable, and able to do my best to physically survive a dangerous situation.