Day 167: Re-planting Humanity

I like gardening, gardening is a cool past time to engage in, my mother has always showed me that, and when it is done with dedication, precision and timing, it is one of the most direct forms of expressing taking care of the world we live in - planting the very thing into the Earth that gives us Oxygen to breathe on Earth as Earth.

I have always had an immense respect for people that are gardeners/farmers etc, because it is a massive responsibility to look after so much life directly here with your own hands moment to moment.

When a gardener is successful, typically they will have turned the garden or farm  they were working on into a full bloom wonder of nature, where life is teeming, interconnected and flourishing. People like my mother in this world I would classify as professionals at making plant life flourish, and just the other day as I have seen her do a thousand times in my life, she was ranting to herself about some element of gardening. In this particular rant she was talking about the importance of repotting some plants on schedule, so that the plant can continue to grow its roots and become a stronger plant altogether, if this is not done the plant will eventually suffocate and die.

While she was ranting about this, a point came up in my mind, where I could see the unison of the fact that humanity has been like a sick and dying garden for a long time now, slowly degrading through the years. The root system of humanity has become root bound and rotten which means that we cannot develop any further individually or as a whole unless drastic action is taken.

So If you disagree that there is a problem with the current state of human consciousness, then you are stuck in your mind currently with your precious pre-programming, which keeps you blind to the fucked up horrors happening in every moment, and you are only contributing to the destruction of the garden as the planet you live on.

The evidence has been unanimous for a long time now - as the nastiness inside has grown, so to has the nastiness outside us, in the world around us. More beings have been killed in the past 100 years on this planet then most of human history combined - If this current accelerating structure of the abusive human continues to eat away at life, this story can only end in the inevitable obliteration of the human species.

Nothing is more important then doing our best to stop this now in this timeline. We need to replant humanity asap, and this starts with ourselves, Self-responsibility - because Just as the gardener uses the most effective techniques possible to allow the garden to flourish, so to must we utilise the most effective tools possible to allow ourselves individually to flourish -- because once you are taking self-responsibility to flourish individually, you will spread that flourishing nature onto another human, and them onto another and so on like a hundredth monkey effect.

The flourishing plant is interconnected with other beings around it, breathing in and out  - looking after other plants, insects and humans unconditionally -- an awesome being that can be trusted with life no matter what, to eternally support the eco system around it - the more of these plants that are flourishing then the sooner we will have a worldwide living Eden on Earth - so lets get replanting right now.

 

Day 166: The Power of the Fact Part 2

Continuing from my last blog - Are you really living in factual reality? Or are you living in your opinionated reality? Its a matter of Self-Honesty -

I forgive myself for not realising that facts cannot be disputed because they are a living reality for every being in existence. Opinions are a dangerous reality where we make up the laws and parameters of reality as we go along. I realise that opinions are a danger to humanity and all life on Earth, so I take self-responsibility to un-fuck this fuckedness within humanity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as my projected opinions of physical reality. I realise that my opinions are nothing more then CGI effects in my mind - they are a projection which I have allowed myself to super impose onto reality in complete separation of myself.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that opinions are synonymous with acts of stupidity.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that when I'm existing as my opinions, I am not here as breathe, and therefore it becomes difficult to acknowledge factual reality, or to apply common sense.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that my opinions limit me to an existence where only "my version" of reality is apparently real in self-interest, which is of course a complete mind-fuck where I am not able to see the suffering that exists in factual reality right now - and thus I am contented in my blissful opinionated heaven in my mind, where I am unable to breathe, keep myself here, and utilise common sense where I can formulate effective solutions to the abuse existent within me and this world.

I forgive myself for not realising that valuing and accepting my opinions about reality ahead of factual reality is where I can deliberate with and validate my pre-programmed thoughts, which I have allowed to justify why I am not changing myself to be the most factual version of myself. Nothing but imaginary excuses keeping me  from making real changes in my life and the world that benefit me and all life.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to exist as a type of religious fanatic through feeding so much thought energy into my opinions, where over time the fanaticism becomes more and more ingrained within an d as me, and eventually I am completely unable to accept a fact that contradicts my godly opinions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to mix factual knowledge with opinion. I realise that through doing this, I am accepting myself to live in a blurred space between fantasy and reality, by filling in the gaps in my opinions with facts, which is a completely unnecessary separation of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself and others that my opinions are as solid as physical reality, when in reality my opinions have no substance but thought energy and so are not real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my opinions and factual reality are one and the same. Within this I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments that the very fact that my opinions require belief to exist, proves that they have nothing to do with factual reality no matter how hard my mind attempts to correlate the two.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments of breathe, that just like a police officer investigating a case - I must be aware of my opinions about a case, but I cannot allow those opinions to affect my ability to investigate the case clearly -- so I just need to keep marrying the facts until the true story is completely unfolded. I realise that whether my opinions are validated as being a fact at the end of the case is irrelevant, but my opinion about the case from the start is only valid if it can be transformed into a fact at the end of the case - which is why I cannot trust my investigation to be started, and affected by my opinionated judgement.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that nothing can be claimed to be factual reality unless it can be provably cross referenced here - if it cannot be applied it is irrelevant in living what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge my opinions with "positivity", where I do not realise that I am then charging factual reality with a negative connotation in my mind creating a polarity friction between facts and opinions -

So I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define my opinions as good, as an "expression of my uniqueness", and facts as bad, as something that doesn't acknowledge and boost my ego based opinions. I realise and understand that feeding energy into opinions about reality, instead of living in factual reality

I forgive myself that I cannot see the consequences of living within and as my opinions. I realise that I am a danger to myself and others if I am not living in factual reality in all moments. So I forgive myself that I have not realised that accepting my opinions ahead of what's best for all life means that I cannot be trusted with life - because I will always put my own self-interested opinions ahead of living here as breathe unconditionally in factual reality, where I can direct myself to live what's best. So I take self-responsibility to stop creating and feeding into opinions, and rather live in factual reality.

I commit myself to living the realisation that just like breathe facts are powerful, trustworthy, stable and eternal. I realise that opinions are weak, deceptive, unstable and finite - so when and as I see my mind trying to place value on a opinion, I stop and breathe, I realise that through accepting this opinion as valid, I will be limiting my ability to see and live in factual reality here -- so I breathe, and i continue to breathe until my opinion on the matter is removed.

I commit myself to doing my best to end the accumulation of damage done to the planet from humans living within and as opinions. I realise that I am only able to live in factual reality through self-forgiveness, and the self-corrective application of breathing, where I can re-wire my mind and apply common sense to deploy clear solutions in my life and in the world as a whole.

I commit myself to understanding and realising in all moments that it will only be through humanity individually and collectively changing ourself to value factual reality ahead of our "feel good" opinions, that we will be able to avoid the extinction of our species.  

Day 165: The Power of the Fact

Have you ever been in a situation where you are explaining a proven fact to a person during a conversation, yet somehow the person finds a way of disagreeing with what you are saying and instead believing their own individual opinions about the topic?

We have all had situations like this, where you are a complete expert on a particular topic, so you have direct memory access to everything about this topic - you have developed masses of direct physical experience with your hands, and also what you know about the topic is accepted as such in all parts of society.

Yet despite all that, the person you are explaining this point to refuses to agree with what your saying. Sometimes this person maybe knows you are right, but feels stupid that they don't know what you do, so they just want to compete in their mind with you, and so will just disagree with you just for the sake of an imaginary contest in their mind, trying to get some kind of ego boost over you.

But what I am referring to, is when a person disagrees with a fact that you are sharing, not because they are necessarily competing with you, although they may be doing that too -- but instead this person is choosing to disagree with you because they are so used to believing and accepting their own individual opinions in their life that the person is basically mentally disabled to being able to accept many facts. I say mentally disabled, because now this person struggles to understand and realise that facts do not need any beliefs to be validated. Facts stand by themselves eternally.

But its almost as if humanity has brainwashed itself to to believe that opinions give us strength in some way, when all they do is weaken us. It is believed that having opinions makes us "more unique" and is a way to define ourselves as different from others. Which is of course the problem - we enjoy having our opinions to separate ourselves from each other, and define ourselves according to that separation, which in reality is a dangerous concept.

Here is the dictionary definition of a fact - a thing that is proven to be true - something that actually exists -  something known to exist or to have happened - a truth known by actual experience or observation; something known to be true.

So the parameters for what a fact is seem very clear upon research, and what I have also noticed about human behaviour regarding accepting opinions before facts, is that the longer that a person has been accepting and allowing an opinion/belief about a particular point, then the more difficult it is to explain a fact to this person if it contradicts their opinions/beliefs on the point.

I mean that's how pre-programming works - the longer we accept and allow a certain point, then the stronger and stronger it becomes through the years, until we literally become that point in totality -- it completely defines us, possesses us, where a piece of brainwashing based on lies is integrated into our very physical body.
For example if you explain to a lifelong Christian that the bible is a rehash of much more ancient religions, that there are many civilizations that existed way before Christianity that clearly disprove all current religions, they will still likely not accept what you are saying.
Not necessarily because they want to compete with you, but just because their understanding of reality on this point is now so skewed, that they actually believe that their opinions/beliefs are more valid then factual reality - which when a person accepts that ideology regarding anything in their life, it spells nothing but fucked up consequences.

The consequences of valuing and accepting opinions ahead of facts are so vast, that it would take a long, long time to document all of them. But bottom line the main consequence is that a person is now valuing their own thoughts, their own pre-programming over physical reality which can make them a danger to life in a variety of ways.
For instance a guy is incredibly drunk because in his opinion he has the right to get drunk -  then in his opinion he is not that drunk and can drive home - then he crashes the car, seriously injures himself or someone else or worse, and all the fucked up consequences of this one example happened because the person trusted their opinions.
If this person had been accepting and allowing themselves to live in a world of facts - then this person probably would have only had one or two drinks instead of ten, he would have made sure he wasn't over the limit - and would have been able to drive himself home effectively without hurting himself or anyone else.
 

What this shows us is that once we accept an allow ourself to only accept facts in our life, we become more effective beings in everything that we do, because facts go hand in hand with common sense, so once you only accept yourself to live in a world of facts, you can never be swayed away from what makes sense in any moment, and when we utilise common sense in all moments, that is where we can make decisions that are best for all in all moments.

So its time for every human to accept that factual reality is not actually what we have been "seeing" as reality through our opinionated distractions in our mind - opinions have been distorting our ability to see and live within and as factual reality - our opinions require belief/energy to exist, to project onto physical reality, which is how you know they are not real - reality doesn't need thought energy to be any more real, reality is reality without thought energy.

Its time for humanity to accept the fact that facts are written in the stones of the Earth, while opinions are fleeting farts in our minds. Its time to accept the fact that we cannot escape the factual reality of the dilemma we are in as a species on this planet. That we need to collectively take Self-Responsibility to change our understanding of reality to become purely factual based - where opinions become a relic of the past, used for nothing more then past time jokes that are never seriously accepted by anyone, until a fact is investigated and found to validate the point.

It is imperative that we start individually and collectively living in factual reality asap, before the consequences of collectively accepting opinionated reality becomes far too deteriorated to repair.

Join me next time as i continue to walk in my journey to life.

Day 164: Faces from the past part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react when and as I see a person that I remember from the past in my life, I realise that regardless of whether or not I have had experiences in the past with a person I am standing physically next to here - this person is still just a person like anyone else, so allowing myself to become unstable around this person does not make sense.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to carry positive and negative memories and  experiences of a person - within this I forgive myself that I have not realised that accepting polarity friction within and as me regarding faces from the past, is only separation from physical reality which is not acceptable.

I forgive myself for wanting to become invisible or disappear when I see someone from the past that I had negative experiences with. I realise that there is no hiding from what is here in this breathe in any moment, so I take self-responsibility to remove this desire to be invisible when I see a face from the past that brings up negative memories -
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to connect this persons face from the past to negative memories, because regardless of the fact that these memories did physically happen, they were here at one point in my timelines past -- this memory connection is not breathe, it is not who I really am, and  will not assist me in this moment here to live what's best for all.  

I forgive myself that I have not realised that in my mind I have have been viewing many people from the past in my life in one of two contexts - a positive saviour or a negative destroyer. So I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments, that there is just humans, there is no saviours, there is no destroyers, there is just living beings - so we can only ever walk regardless -- so this person from the past will walk in equality with me, or they will not, there does not need to be any reactions either way. But I realise that as long as I am always clear in maintaining any beneficial relationships from the past, or open and possibly attempting to rebuild a burnt bridge from the past then that is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that with every person in this world, with every moment and interaction I find myself in, there is only support or there is not support, there is no positive or negative that exists in anything other then the minds of humans. There is no memory that has "special" importance about a person because the past is always the past - the real question is always who is this person allowing themselves to be now? Because if we both let the past go, and agree to rebuild with each other equally, to walk to make a better world  - then even the worst of enemies in this world can be turned into friends that assist each other one day.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that these experiences I carry regarding faces from the past, I am not always aware of until I see this person again in the flesh here. I realise that it is through self-investigation, self-forgiveness, re-scripting myself and the self corrective application of breathing that is how I will change my physical in these situations around faces from the past.

I forgive myself that I have been suppressing reactions regarding faces from the past, as my lack of comfortability in this situation showed me. I take self responsibility to not allow myself to suppress the past, because i realise that suppressing the past only leads to the past pouring out again and again in the present over and over again in various ways.

I forgive myself for not realising that I'm repeating the past, by suppressing and not dealing with reactions to faces from the past. I realise that while memories did physically happen in the space time of my life, so they are useful for referencing/learning things - placing value and defining myself according to these memories, is only keeping me in separation here which is not beneficial to me or anyone else in this world.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments that memories are to remind me, not to define me, so I commit myself to living this realisation.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing disbelief at seeing the past being reborn before my eyes. I realise that this disbelief is only stemming from not understanding the full context of the world that I live in, and how easy it is to come across a double of a person from an age ago in history.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can decide what faces from the past I would like to walk the Earth again into my life. I realise that this line of thinking is delusional, because life is not something that can be controlled by any beliefs and desires in my mind. I realise that the beliefs and desires of humans is not anything based on reality - no matter how godly one may feel and think of themselves at any time -- the reality is that a blade of grass in a field has more awareness of life as a form of god then anything going on in a pre-programmed humans mind.

I realise that no matter how the ego might try to trick us that we are mighty gods, the fact of the matter is there is no gods, just deluded rich tyrants and those fighting to survive beneath the tyrants in capitalism on this planet currently.

But the fact of the matter is, rich tyrant or poor slave, we are we are not in control of the physical, the physical is in control of us, which is why we have to eat, sleep, piss, shit, get old and die regardless of how we try to change that. No matter what games humans choose to play, there is no escaping the laws of physical reality as life, but the sooner we collectively realise this, then the sooner we can create a world that takes care of the physical equally -  only then will we be able to call ourselves genuine gods of an Eden that we build with our hands.

I commit myself to investigating all things from the past in my life and the history of our planet, and only keeping that which is beneficial to all life.

I commit myself to not reacting when I see a face from the past being resurrected before my eyes - so when and as I see thoughts coming into my mind when I see a face from a bygone era, I stop and breathe -- I don't not allow myself to entertain any thoughts that come up, as I know that to do so would only keep me in separation from this moment here. So I breathe and continue to do so, over and over until there is no more reactions that emerge in these situations whatsoever.

I commit myself to living the realistion that everyone is flesh and bone - it does not matter where we came from, how we were born, or how we were raised -- everyone is a physical being on this planet and so deserves equal respect as such. No matter who you are - as long as we respect each other as life that is all that matters.