Day 376: Back to Life

It's time to rejuvenate the system that is here, Coronavirus highlights this and that we have delayed for far too long -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realise in every breath here that the current global situation is a reminder of how much we as humanity need to become a new rejuvenated human and global system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to delay taking responsibility for myself in various ways in this lifetime which has unconsciously fed into all humans apathy to create a better world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realise and respect in every here moment, that the longer we delay anything the harder it is to change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realise that the longer we delay the more likely it is that the physical itself will provide consequence forced upon us from our individual and collective apathy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realise that as our worlds get probably smaller, the abuse is now affecting all societal groups, so it is now more vital than ever that we walk in equality an oneness with all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realise that there was always likely that going to be a virus that would come to wake us up.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realise that we have all been secretly wanting the world as we know it to end, but havent take responsibility to direct it into manifestation and so now are facing chaotic consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realise that viruses are a part of this world the same as any other being and thus must be honoured as such.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realise that regardless of anything great we claim to do or achieve in this world, it can all be brought crashing down so quickly by such a seemingly small thing as a virus - which really indicates our physical frailty and how deluded we are about power.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realise that humanity has been completely unaware that it is the physical that is control here, not our ideas of control.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realise that our mental stability directly affects our health, so the less stable we are, the more anxiety and fear we carry then the more likely it is that we will become sick.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to get confused about what conspiracies about Coronavirus are true and which ones are fake.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realise that viruses have to be essentially accepted into and as the body as consequence of our own minds illusions and spite.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realise that all things in this world are now are under the microscope and through creativity and collaboration must be rejuvenated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realise that this virus is giving us the wake up call we all actually required.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to understand that whenever we delay fixing a problem, then the consequence will always be a huge calamity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself  to not realise that we must use this virus as an opportunity to create a new system based on life, where every being right down to the microbe, down to the seemingly invisible beings under a microscope must be respected in equality and oneness.

I commit myself to walking a new system of Rejuvenation into effect with myself as the directive principle in every breathe.

I commit myself to showing that we as humanity have run out of time and have to act now to direct what needs to be done in terms of bringing equality HERE to avoid worsening calamity.

I commit myself to living as the example of the system that I want to see in this world, a system where all life is considered equal.

Day 375: Robots can't get Coronavirus - Stay away from Humans

In light of all this Coronavirus hysteria which is sweeping across the globe currently, what I have found is that many people are reacting about various elements of the Virus and/or the sanctions imposed as a result of it because it is affecting our day to day lives in many ways.

What I have noticed my mind reacting about the most currently, is some of the stories being whispered about in certain journalist/truther groups and in certain government corridors.

Now for a long time more and more people have become aware of some of the super wealthy's plans for humanity moving forward. Many are becoming aware of the current trajectory of our species heading towards some kind of 1984/blade runner style technocratic fascist post-humanity nightmare.

Some of the noises I am hearing is firstly reactions and arguments about how this virus developed, if it is something which has inevitably naturally, evolved as a result of humanities collective spiteful minds. Or if it was a virus developed specifically through Science by a small rich group and is essentially a bioweapon connected through chemtrails, satellite systems 5G radio frequencies, nanotech to essentially be a remote control virus.

Why are doctors and nurses who wear masks and gloves all day catching Coronavirus? Why are some high level government officials getting the virus in some countries but not in others? Why is anyone regardless of hygiene, wealth and social status "catching" the virus?  Then when you have people in the super wealthy like Prince Phillip saying years ago he wants to be reborn as a virus, this must all be noted.

What my mind has mainly been reacting to though is the large unfolding developments that seem to be brainwashing humanity to not trust each other, to stay away from and fear each other. Have you noticed that the Government's main focus above all other things with mainstream Coronavirus news to make sure we don't interact anymore?

My mind has been reacting to the likelihood that the worst of the super wealthy know the power of the people is in our unity, without unity we have no power to create a new system of Equality for all. Interaction and communication with each other is one of the most fundamentally important points in life generally, without it our lives become ever more anaemic, self-interested and uncaring of each other.

If you have not seen 1984 or read the book I highly suggest you do, it is set in a world where nobody in society outside of the super wealthy have any freedom whatsoever - meaning no freedom to choose your daily movements, occupation, food, housing, clothing, hairstyle, relationships are illegal, entertainment is illegal, even thinking bad thoughts about the government is illegal. It is a world where helping each other is essentially illegal, because all that matters is love of Government.

Once you have understood 1984, you will understand better why my mind has been reacting with a lot of paranoid thoughts recently about the acceleration of the reduction of our freedoms perfectly in line with 1984 - even the backdrop of an endless war with an invisible enemy.

Also I have Fears that a falsified story may one day come out proclaiming Coronavirus comes from another planet in tandem with a staged Alien invasion to speed towards 1984 like laws being implemented. Again considering that a very famous dictator called Adolf Hitler, also felt that a staged Alien invasion would be the best way to get the public to completely submit to every demand of the government, this should be considered.

But of all the current conspiratorial stories floating around journalist and government circles currently, my mind has been getting most paranoid about the likely hidden agenda, that the worst of the super wealthy want us to start loving machines more then our fellow human beings.

Have you thought about the fact that robots cannot catch biological viruses? Have you thought about the fact that all the Alexa Echo Dots around the world right now are being used more than ever before as the public keeps getting forced to self-isolate? My mind for years really has been looking for some kind of trigger that the super wealthy would potentially use in order to remove the fear based stigma around robots and transform it into a love of the machine.

You know when people say when they phone a company that they just want to speak to a human? Imagine what life would be like on Earth if humanity started to trust robots more then our fellow humans.

If work colleagues you have right now are showing symptoms of Coronavirus, have you noticed every morning your mind getting paranoid thoughts about if it's safe to go to work? Now if i told you all your colleagues had been replaced with robots right now, would that make you more or less paranoid of infection in the morning before work? Self-honesty check here. Do not forget that Sophia was the first ever Robot to be granted legal citizenship in a country in 2017, which majority thought was strange at the time.

Can you see how in order to make a Bladerunner world a reality, then machines will have to be granted citizenship and be loved by humans?

So while all of these things im talking about are true to certain degrees, what I am not willing to accept is my mind getting paranoid a lot about these agendas, or having fears of interacting with my fellow humans.

We cannot allow these fears to destroy us, I am not willing to accept a life of solitude and distrust for all - till my last breath I make sure that our flawed education that got us in this mess, is regenerated into a new education system that is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that the Coronavirus is being manipulated by the super wealthy as a tool to brainwash humanity into trusting Technology more then Humans - I realise that regardless of whether this is true or not, fearing this point, having paranoia about it, keeps me further away from common sense solutions, it keeps me in separation from physical reality, where I am not here and unaware which is unacceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that the Coronavirus is being manipulated by the super wealthy as a tool to brainwash humanity into trusting the government more than each other, especially if ever used in tandem with a staged Alien Invasion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that humanity as a result of a virus will permanently become brainwashed to avoid each other and not work together.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame toe superwealthy for Coronavirus and the enforced quarantine measures, when in reality we are all equally responsible for the world that is being accepted and built in every moment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have thoughts that machines are more trustworthy than humans because they cannot transmit any deadly biological viruses and can be programmed to support life unconditionally - I realise that yes while this is true, machines do not carry viruses and can be programmed to care - creating comparisons and judgements towards my own species will not assist me in living what's best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every breath here, that Viruses are actually supporting humanity to have to face itself now and stop delaying creating what's best for all.

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a polarity friction in my mind where machines are positive and humans are negative, which keeps me in separation and feeds into the separation of all life here unconsciously which is not acceptable, because polarity friction are the basis of how abuse occurs, which we can see everyday as the consequence of our money system ravages life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge humanity as being more stupid then machines.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compare humanity to robots.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that the rights of the people are slowly being pulled away before our eyes into a 1984 dictatorship where Government makes all decisions for us which are always geared towards designing us into compliant slaves that do not work together for beneficial change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that all the fears I am having do not assist me in creating solutions that benefit all life here, all these fears do is keep me in separation, trapped as consciousness, where I con myself into believing that my fears define me and assist me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believing that because some of the conspiracies behind Coronavirus seems to be true, that this validates my fear based reactions, when accepting fear that sabotages myself and others is never acceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be dishonest with myself and others, by telling others to stay calm about Coronavirus, when in self-honesty I am also panicking about it all and even then trying to deceive myself into believing I am not by distracting myself with entertainment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself into believing I am "not bothered" about Coronavirus by distracting myself with entertainment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every breath, that suppression merely delays consequence, no matter how much my ego tries to trick me into believing I am not affected by something, the reality is that without effective introspection, self-forgiveness and the practical application of breathing, there can be no true transcendence of any fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have thoughts worrying about what Humans I can trust more than ever before.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that submission to accepting a world of fear is what got us in this mess in the first place, I cannot combat fear with fear, I can only stand equal to the fear here and then walk it out to what's best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that the public will begin to embrace separation more than ever before.

I commit myself to not allowing my mind to participate with fear based thoughts about Coronavirus and the conspiracies surrounding it, I realise these thoughts keep me enslaved in a cycle of separation, so I breathe and continue to do so until there actually is mathematically, provably no more thoughts even coming up.

I commit myself to showing that it is unity, interaction, collaboration, community these things make us stronger and thus in a world system trying to pull us apart are more important than ever before.

I commit myself to showing that no matter how true something is, fearing it and maintaining that fear will not assist me - did it ever assist any human to fear the inevitability of death? No. If there is ever certainties in life, then embracing and stabilising oneself within these facts instead of fearing it is common sense.

I commit myself to living the realisation that humans, machines, animals, plants, rich, poor, fat, skinny, black, white, sick, healthy, it all makes no difference in the end - we are all one and equal and thus must all be treated with the same respect we would want for ourselves.

Day 374: The Money Monster

So I was listening to a vlog from someone in the Self Leaders club recently and the point being shared was regarding having thoughts and fears surrounding turning into an evil person the more money one makes.

Then how ones ego can use this as a justification to not be motivated, enthusiastic or determined to actually go out and make a lot of money.

Its all these fucked up societal ideas we have been taught growing up like -

"money can't make you happy" "money is the root of all evil" or "money isn't everything" or even so far as "money doesn't matter". All of which are delusional ideas when you look closer in common sense.

You can try to justify in your mind that money can't make you happy, but the studies are unanimous about mental and physical health in relation to money. You can try to justify all you want that money doesn't matter, but in reality it is not possible to have a dignified living in this world without sufficient money.

What we forget is that yes money is the problem, but money is the solution as well -

Yes many abusive things are done for money, and one could say money is the root of all evil - but who designed this money system? Who allows the money system to continue to exist as it does? Us humans, so who then is actually the root of all evil? Ourselves, or rather our own self-interested pre-programmed thought, feeling and emotional patterns in separation from physical reality that cause harm to life.

So if we are the problem who is the solution? We are, therefore if we become an equal money system as ourselves that supports all life equally in everything we do, then we can utilise money to support all life.

I see how I have limited myself as this "Money Monster" fear, by building a whole mental definition of the world and myself, where I have been subconsciously defining the soldiers, the employees, the grunts and slaves on the frontline of capitalism as the "good guys" and of course wanting to be that systemic idea of the "good guy". Then I see how I have defined those that run companies, heads of governments, as being the "bad guys" who are the monsters destroying everything and nobody wants to be one of those monsters right?

This is all ridiculous polarity friction that does not assist me in living what's best for all life, because at the end of the day, regardless of any abuse any wealthy person is responsible for in this world, they are all a part of me and I stand here now to make sure that I remove any mental barriers that stop me from making as much money as possible, so I can stand equal to the super wealthy and direct the most elite groups in this world to one banner of what's best for all life.

Don't let the money fears fuck you up and limit you, because I have realised recently that this is something I have been allowing for a long time which holds me back from reaching my true potential financially speaking. 

Let's make as much money as possible from a clear starting point of what's best for all, so that we can create a world where everyone is super wealthy together -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that if I make too much money and become super wealthy, that this will cause me to become an evil human being that becomes obsessed with money and greed kind of like Scarface.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that this idea that money makes you evil, actually was designed in such a way as to maintain the status quo where everyone accepts and embraces the daily slavery of not having money and even thinks its a good thing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every breath that is actually this very fear that actually limits my ability to create financial freedom, because it is from this fear that the mind wants to define itself as the "good guy" employee soldier that doesn't make too much money and "can't be tainted by the evil of too much money".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create and feed into a polarity friction where i define the employees and soldiers as the "good guys" and the owners and leaders as the "bad guys" which only keeps me in separation and unconsciously feeds into the separation of all other humans in this world, which is unacceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto things I learnt growing up such as "money doesn't matter" or "money is the root of all evil" as justifications to almost purposely unconsciously try to not make too much money, because of actually believing that if i make to much money i will "turn evil"

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that believing getting too much money will make me evil, is like saying that I do not trust myself to take responsibility for myself, that I cannot direct myself to what's best - when in reality my process has shown me that I can always find a way to stabilise myself, to take self-responsibility and direct myself to what's best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt my ability to live what's best for all based on how much money I have, when in self-honesty what I have learnt in my journey to life, has caused me to not consume recklessly and spend money with common sense, thus I have already shown myself that I have the discipline required to make money and not allow that money to control my mind and spending habits - so why would it be any different the more money I get? I will direct myself accordingly exactly the same as I do now.


I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the idea that people without money are happier than those with money is bullshit as studies have proven.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define money as the root of all evil, that turns people into money monsters, when in reality it is us humans who designed, spend and maintain the money system as it is, thus we are the root of the evil, money itself is not at fault, money did not make us evil, it is us humans we designed this money system to actually be based in evil as proven through the amount of people who suffer in silence everyday as the consequential outflow of our money system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define greed as an evil concept, when yes in reality one can become obsessed with Greed, like in film character such as Scarface. However, when one has a clear starting point of what's best for all, having the drive to make a lot of money, will only support you in making the biggest beneficial impacts in this world that support as much life as possible, which is what I'm really here for.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto memories of when I was making money from the starting point of self-interest in my teenage years and the abusive character that I developed at that time - when holding onto these memories only perpetuates fear of being that same money monster again, which holds me back from maximising profits.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that life should have some hardships "on the frontline" as a soldier because of believing it makes you tougher, while the belief is that having too much money as the owner makes you soft, which is all just selfimiting judgements of bullshit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that in order to give money the value of life, I have to first get used to making a lot of money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to separate myself from and fight those with lots of money instead of learning from them and working with them, which again is fucked up separation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that brainwashing myself to be "a soldier" does not make you mentally or physically stronger  - how many generals in the army or business owners get ill or commit suicide? Not many I would suggest, but how many Soldiers and Employees have complete mental breakdowns and physical ailments that occur? Many.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to participate with any thoughts and fears around making too much money turning me evil, so as and when I see my mind having thoughts come up I stop and breathe here, I do not engage, I have no time for this cycle to continue, so I breathe and continue to do so until there is no more thoughts that come up, meaning transcendence if the point.

I commit myself to living the realisation that the idea that money is the root of all evil is a lie, because this implies that money made itself evil, when in reality it was us humans that created an evil money system not the other way around.

I commit myself to showing that when one has clear principles of what is best for all as a starting point, then it can never matter how much money one makes, because when I live these principles nothing can influence me.

I commit myself to living the understanding that money is both the problem and the solution.

I commit myself to living the realisation that it is actually through accumulating as much money as possible in this life, that gives me the best opportunity to create a world money system that's best for all, where nobody can ever abuse money again. 

Day 373: I can do this in my sleep - When the master deteriorates

It's a satisfying experience to become an expert in something, which will be indicated by not requiring thought because you have repeated the process so many times that it has become a part of your physical body.

Everything is automatic now, because the master knows automatically what to do, the muscle memory has developed to be incredibly strong and elastic from repeated trial and error.

Yet what I have noticed is that sometimes once I have become a master in a certain field, this can not only affect the ego to believe one knows everything in the field, that there is nothing else to learn where my focus wanes. Or if there is anything within this field that is frustrating me, if I do not stay clear here, then I can become lazy, procrastinate, where my master status in that field not only starts to stagnate in growth but also actually begin to deteriorate.

Recently as an example one of my jobs I had become a master in, yet I made a poor mistake in this job causing me to lose some money. This mistake while there were varying factors, one of the major factors was becoming lazy with the idea that "I can do this in my sleep".

I remember being a child and me and my mum were going shopping, my mum told em to put my shoes on and I was excited to show her that I could do my laces with my eyes shut. When I opened my eyes while I had indeed done my laces with my eyes shut, I tripped over one of the loops as I made it too big. If I had not closed my eyes, if I had not allowed my ego to try to show off that I am such a master, then I would had done my shoelaces perfectly well.

I have thus realised in life that no matter how sharp the blade is, it will always require more sharpening to be at its optimal power. Meaning we can never thinkin we know it all in anything we do, because there will always be more to learn, I have seen how if I allow my egpo to get involved once I become a master, then inevitably the master status will deteriorate.

So I must nakesure that whenever I become a master in anything, that I remain as such, that I  do not deteriorate by continuing to strive, to always be open to learning more and to understanding that even when I can do something with my eyes closed, doesn't mean I should because it's actually best for all to stay focused.

Walk with me -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate with thoughts that have come up  as a pattern at various points in my life, that I can do something in my sleep. I realise that participating with this thought only gives the consequence of losing focus and being more prone to making a mistake.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that if I have any resentment or annoyance towards something im a master in, then again this makes it likely that a loss of focus and mistake will occur.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that not only do mistakes occur, but my status as a master in something will actually only deteriorate.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as someone who is so smart that I do not always need to focus when I am a master at something. This definition of myself is a limitation in complete separation from life, therefore it does not assist me in living what is best for all life, so I let it go.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every breath that there is never an end date to any level of expertise, because there is always new systems, tools and changing factors that must always be accounted and adjusted for.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the idea of doing things in my sleep is the very basis of this system of capitalism that values intellects ego ahead of common sense.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto memories of me showing off to my mum as a kid that I could do my shoelaces with my eyes closed, which even though it was true, still resulted in an unnecessary mistake -  I see how holding onto this memory which is the starting point keeps me in separation of myself here still affecting me, so I release this memory here through sticking to this breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every here breath that even the sharpest sword needs to be kept sharp or it will get blunt.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to let my ego fuck with me the next time I become a master in something, so any annoyances or ideas that it's too easy come up trying to justify trying "to do it in my sleep" I stop  and breathe, I do not allow myself to participate as doing so will only limit me moving forward, So I breathe and continue to breathe until there is no more thoughts that come up.

I commit myself to living the realization that if I do not keep my master status clear and sharp in anything I do, then I will inevitably become blunt and thus more prone to mistakes and deterioration.

I commit myself to exposing that the idea of something being so easy we can do it without any focus at all,  is based in separation as this capitalist money system that values the ego of intellect over common sense which is unacceptable.

Day 372: Underestimating the Basics

Amazing isn't it, how those of us in this world that live in dignity, how quickly we become unstable when one of our basics of a dignified life is removed even for a moment.

Why is my blog late today? Well I planned on doing some housework around 4pm, have a shower about 5pm, then start writing at about 5.30ish.

But when i went to have a shower no hot water was coming out of the shower, and when I tried all the tapps in my apartment, no water was even coming out of the hot tapps. I know enough about engineering to know immediately there must be an issue with the boiler, or one of the diverter valves perhaps.

I called some assistance and I was informed the issue has already been logged by some of my neighbours and there is a serious issue that cannot be resolved tonight.

That means I cannot have my usual hot shower or use hot water for washing up for at least a day. Funny how my mind was initially flapping loads lol, getting worried and annoyed by the problem, but then after a few minutes I realised how funny it is that when I get forced to lose something I take for granted, that I miss it so much immediately.

When we get forced to have to walk equal to those living in poverty even on one point our mind goes into chaos for a few minutes, like our world is melting. Mean while I sit here now calm, thanks to breathing and self-forgiveness, because I still have 90% of my basics of dignity, with my electricity, toilet, food, shelter, clothes, car, internet, phones, technology how can I truly complain? Also I trust in my ability to adapt to unfortunate events, to find a way through it has been tested before in my life and I am still here breathing.

When something goes wrong to affect your access to a basic right stay calm, find a solution and adapt until the problem is resolved and the right is returned -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise how much I rely on my basics of a dignified life, until just one of them is taken and It is a horrifying experience like the world is crashing down initially, until I stop here forgive myself and breathe where I can apply common sense to adapt and find a solution.
   
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to initially doubt my ability to adapt to having no hot water even for a few minutes, when in self-honesty I can adapt to problems and find solutions so much quicker when I do not participate with this doubt and stick to breathing where common sense prevails.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being unclean from having no hot water for the day with thoughts like: "How can I go today without a shower? I didn't have one yesterday". When I stay calm as this breathe I see the common sense solutions of using kettles and saucepans to heat cold water and at least allow me wash in a sink until the issue is resolved. Yet I see when I am in separation as fear of being unclean thoughts, this kind of common sense solutions cannot be formulated or acted on effectively.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear infection from having hot water with thoughts like - "Hot water kills bacteria much more effectively then cold water, what if I get infected with something due to no hot water?" when again is a mountain out of a mole hole reaction which is unnecessary, so I continue to breathe here where I adapt and fix the issue asap which is best for all.
  
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that in a world of some much abuse, where so many suffer with no basics of dignity at all, then it is actually supportive for me to at times face the reality myself of what Billions go through everyday, walking with them through the hardships to underline the problem, to push me to find solutions to end a system that allows for even one person to live without something as underestimated by the elite ego as hot water.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing the lack of dignity that exists for all life here on planet earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept and feed into a money system that allows for anyone to have to experience anything as barbaric as having no access to hot water in the year 2020.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every breath that when something is taken from me, then there is no level of emotional reaction that will assist me to find a solution therefore it makes no sense exaggerating things in my mind. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise how the ego I have existed as is so busy being attracted to "mind sweets" so to speak, meaning luxuries, money, travel, sex, entertainment, shopping etc, that the importance and respect for the basics I need to live in dignity in the first place is so nonchalantly disregarded until the moment one of these basics is removed.
   
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every breath that something so seemingly small is not small at all, when I remain here as this breathe truly appreciating every piece of support I am provided in my life, then I see clearly how the basics to live in dignity are always more important then the "mind sweets" in existence. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the greatest skyscraper is nothing without ALL the correct foundations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the statement "taking things for granted" always indicates being stuck in the ego, because it implies not seeing, denying reality here which is what the ego does.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to not allowing myself to take any of the basics to live in dignity for granted as I have seen everytime I lose one even for a day how unstable I experience myself initially, so when I see my mind having thoughts to underestimate my basics, to underestimate what supports me here I stop and breathe, I do not allow my mind to participate with these thoughts, I continue to breathe until there is no more disregarding thoughts of what truly looks after me and all life here which is the right to live in dignity.

I commit myself to stopping all initial reactions that come up as quick as possible when something in my world is removed, so that I can create a solution that's best for all as quick as possible, which will only happen when I am stable here as this breathe where common sense can emerge.

I commit myself to exposing this system we have accepted of taking things for granted by appreciating and embracing my basics everyday, through challenging those that disgreard a basics importance, knowing that these basics that support me, that give me the foundation to grow in my life must be always respected and immediately provided to all life, because all life has the right to live in dignity with me and all of us elites.