Day 215: Say hello to yourself

I was having a conversation with someone recently, and the person wanted to know if I have ever met a clone of myself. Now while I have been told many times that somebody saw me in a place where I was not, and I have met people that looked similar to me in this body, but then many people have, and the reality is this - we have all met our clones.

How is this possible? you may say, and to this I will say that within every person you meet, within every situation you have, you can see yourself, say hello to yourself so to speak - for you to understand this its important that you understand that every human in this world shares the same breathe, we have the same needs, our dreams vary, but we all have them, we are all physical beings made up of our genetic code.

Let me give you a for instance - just recently someone I know on my team is very effective at closing
business deals, now while everyone has their role in the team, many of the team members display a type of jealousy towards this person.

I have respect for this person, but I still react to them also, but rather a reaction of awe towards this persons skill at closing business deals. Anytime we react to something about someone else - what this means is that they are reflecting something about ourselves that we have not dealt with, essentially we are seeing ourselves within them.

Then what most people do is blame that person for the reaction experience they feel, as if the person that they are reacting towards is not their own fault, but the other persons instead. Because if you display jealousy towards someone, it really is just that this person is showing you what you desire - that you want to be as effective as this person, that this persons effectiveness is making you feel inadequate, that this person is showing what is possible, and what you still have to learn about yourself.

But yes moving forward in the world, as cloning technology becomes more prevalent in the mainstream, do not be surprised if you will one day meet your actual clone of yourself face to face, but for now just realise that everyday you are seeing yourself in everyone all the time, so don't fight yourself, say hello to yourself and take self-responsibility for yourself.

Join me next time as I continue this point.
   

Day 214: I am so serious part 2

So being serious all the time, its a serious problem - not to say that the situation humanity is in currently is not serious, because it is. Not to say that when we have problems in our network of work colleagues, family and friends that it is not serious, because it is. Not to say that when you hear an educated person say a really ignorant statement, that it is not a serious problem, because it is.

However, I have seen for myself that when we get trapped within this seriousness inside our mind, that we actually end up limiting ourselves in a variety of ways.

This limitation needs to be expelled -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as a "I'm so serious" character all the time. I realise that as this character I limit my ability to communicate in group settings especially where there are jokes within this group. I realise that i miss moments of joy, where i can express the fun of myself here, and celebrate the small and large victories that we develop in our lives through completing projects well.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that this seriousness stems from reacting as the ego to certain moments and scenarios in my life that are genuinely serious, but through this reaction pattern I go and define myself according to the seriousness I experience within these serious moments that happen in my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to this seriousness character through continually reacting to serious moments, instead of realising this in the moment and releasing the point through breathe where I remain stable here, and when this is applied consistently I prepare myself for future scenarios when shit hits the fan again, to not react and remain here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to created a self belief that I am somehow "strengthened" through this serious character I endorse as myself. I realise that this is really just a defence mechanism of my ego attempting to stop me from investigating and correcting this seriousness pattern.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that through defining myself as this seriousness, I affiliate and "recognise myself" within films and music that evokes a "serious vibe" where I then go and define music and films that are serious to be "better" then films that aren't, compounding the programming, which is like saying because a film isn't serious it cant be supportive for a person which is obviously not true.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in every here moment of breathe, that there is a big difference between being stable and being serious - when I am here breathing I am stable as a living being able to express myself as life, where I am able to be serious and joking at my own choosing from moment to moment - when I am trapped within this seriousness character, I cannot see anything other then the intense heaviness of being serious, completely limiting my expression.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that limiting my ability to laugh from moment to moment is not advisable, because the physical enjoyment of laughter is not something that any being should be missing, as it is conducive to physical and mental health.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to react to the ignorant statements of another, especially if they are well educated from a rich family as a trigger for transforming into this seriousness character - I realise that when this occurs, i will literally not be able to laugh or enjoy any moment around this person, until they take responsibility for their words, where I will literally go out of my way to try and offend the person through harsh and direct words, to "show them" their stupidity.

I realise that within this kind of attack on a person I am not supporting myself or the other person, but rather creating unnecessary conflict with the person, and I must learn that I cannot change the ignorance of a person right now here just because I want that here now - everyone is walking  their own process and thus will have moments of self-realisation at various times

So I forgive myself that i have not realised in all moments that i cannot change a person to become a better being, especially through creating conflict with that person, i can only assist others with bits of seed planting here and there, i can only ever change myself here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to remove all of the stupidity in the world, and to believe that I can do that in a way through being serious 24/7, which of course as I am exposing here is complete bullshit.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not to get sad about my mother or dogs getting ill, because that is understandable, but rather to then become entrapped within this seriousness character as a result of holding onto this serious sadness i experience when I see them suffering.

So I forgive myself for allowing myself to hold onto this sad and serious experience I have after seeing my family getting more ill, I realise that this seriousness will not assist me in comforting them to the best of my ability, and will not assist me because this seriousness keep me entrapped within emotions and instability, where I end up again attacking someone with harsh direct language even when the person is trying to assist me by lightening my mood so to speak.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to connect and charge memories of serious events in my life, through repeatedly listening to music and watching films only that have a serious tone. I realise that this only allows for the memories to become further entrenched, the emotions to be maintained, and this seriousness character to become more of who I am which is separation which I will not allow to continue for myself.

I forgive myself that I haven't realised that when I am entrapped within this serious character, I really cannot do anything effectively - I do not want to go anywhere, I do not want to speak to anybody, i do not want to give my full attention to anything, I just want to sit in a dark room with sunglasses on listening to sad music, brooding as this seriousness - this is not supportive for me or anyone else, so I take responsibility to stop this.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to lose the ability to laugh organically that I once had when I was a child, this is something I will walk to recreate in my life.

I forgive myself for connecting the word serious to a variety of other words where my living of the word serious is in complete separation from myself. I take responsibility to redefine the word serious in my life as a living example of whats best for all - serious - where I see and realise all of us, where we all see that we must be serious, passionate and give our full effort to complete anything effectively in our life, where I change my understanding and living of the word serious from energy to physical support.

So I commit myself to redefining and living a new meaning of the word serious, where I allow myself to be serious in order to support myself to concentrate while working hard on a project, but where I am always loose enough to be able to laugh during this process, as the victories of serious concentration on a project come to fruition.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to become entrapped within and as this serious character within and as my mind, so as and when I see my mind reacting as thoughts in serious situations, I stop and breathe, I do not allow myself to engage the thoughts, as I realise that I will entrap myself within the energy/emotion/instability that is associated with this serious character. So rather then interacting I continue to breathe until there are no more thoughts that come up, which will indicate my transcendence of the point.

I commit myself to living the realisation that, smiling and laughter is just as important in life as being serious, and that when we are at our optimum capacity as a living being, we are able to switch from serious to laughter throughout our days, which maximises or potential in all areas of our life.

Day 213: I am so serious.

I don't smile ever, I'm such a serious guy all the time, you don't know what I've been through, there's no jokes here, there is nothing to smile about in my life - cue continual frowning for hours on end lol.

But no in all seriousness, I genuinely have an issue with being serious all the time, this seriousness stems from seeing my life as being so serious, as well as knowing how much suffering is happening in the world moment by moment and how much this is ignored by many, and that we are running out time as a species to fix our fuck up here.

Now while this is true that we have some major problems here, there has been some great work that has been done, and being stuck within a "I'm so serious all the time" character is where I'm missing the moments of joy, the small victories, and the fun of myself here. Because whenever I do laugh I really enjoy it, as we all do, its amazing how laughter actually can often help to make us feel physically better - but as this "I'm so serious" character it makes it impossible to smile.

Its a pattern of behaviour, where I see my life as being so serious, and I revert back into myself, put my sunglasses on psychologically and sometimes physically in this moment, I want to sit in darkness in my mind and physically, and then I do not engage in any form of comedy, even when the laughter makes sense.

It can be a variety of things that I react to in my mind that causes this shift to occur - it will usually be when someone says a really ignorant comment about something in the world, especially if I know they are from a rich family. Its like I will just shift into seriousness, and I will then automatically not be able to laugh at anything the person says after that, and will look for opportunities to tell them to shut their fucking mouth, until they rectify the ignorant statement they made which offended my serious character.

Or other times it will be where something bad has happened in my life, like my mum or one of my dogs is ill, and I will react when I see them suffering and I become this serious character - anyone that comes at me with some kind of comedy in these moments, even when it has good intentions, will usually get their head bitten off by me - where my ego just attacks the person with analytical, direct and harsh words - where as this serious character I am saying no I don't want your fucking laughter, you will take my seriousness, that is what is being disclosed now, your laughter is not cleared for deployment here.

Or other times it could just be that I'm listening to a sad piece of music or watching a serious film, where my mind will react to something about the track or the film and my mind will have memories come up of sad and serious situations that have happened in my life, then I will get teary eyed, the sunglasses go on even in the night and i shift into this serious character.

I notice specifically how little I can do when I am entrenched within and as this character, it literally limits me to doing nothing, or not doing anything effectively - I will speak to nobody, try and avoid any kind of interaction, go nowhere physically, or anywhere I do go I will be disinterested in everything and not giving my full attention or effort, where I will sometimes just aimlessly drive around staring into space listening to sad music.

I have become so accustomed to this seriousness in my life, I have defined myself according to it for years and years, and I noticed recently that it limits me in many ways, because while it is important to be serious about serious things in life, it is important to laugh at different points in our day at some moments, we cannot take everything so heavily and seriously, because it limits our communication and general interaction skills - I aim to get back to where I was mentally as a 7 year old for instance, where laughter was so much easier.

When i look at everything in my mind connected to the word serious, there is a lot that comes up - Humanity, Family, Conspiracies, Government, Economy, Money, Nature, Geo-Politics, Sad Films/Music, Military, Martial Arts, Science, The Universe,  Life, My Life, etc.

So this over the top serious pattern, this "I'm such a serious man" character needs to be untangled and walked out, so join me next week as i continue to investigate.

Day 212: Basic Income is only the first step...

Yes it has been sprouting for some time now - the voice of life is starting to be heard more by humanity as we move forward, as the space encloses in this physical reality within whcih we all inhabit.

The discussions of basic income increasing around the world elite is the manifestation of this voice of life coming through - most have been unaware of the reasons why this is emerging, but what I want to bring attention to here, is that humanity is in a process now to realising in unity that we only have once choice as the abuse in our enclosing reality increases.

This choice is the principles of Equality and Oneness which is not some fanatical concept from one group, it is a message that has been here written in the stones of the Earth but misunderstood for thousands of years, and that has been a universal law for eons of time in all of existence.

So understand that no matter how hard you try to convince yourself and others around you that you are more important then others, no matter what you try to do to enhance yourself above others in every way - know that you are a equally a physical being, you are equal as life as any other being that is manifested here, you cannot escape this, and you cannot escape the fact that your self-interested attempts to force infinity into a finite vessel which stands as a speck in the face of existence is a fruitless pursuit.

We already are all infinity as life, and so when we support the infinity in all, then we will actually unlock the true key of immortality and death as we know it will cease to exist for all.

Once a being realises that they can never actually kill life, because we are all life - an interwoven meshed ecological system, a sound resonance that are a part of each other down to the dust. When this realisation occurs, the path becomes clear, and the process for that person will begin to rebirth themselves as life, to find ways to uplift themselves, others around them, and the world as a whole.

This process is rocky though, and uncertain if we rest on our laurels, there are no givens here - this is the process humanity is now on - so we are like the ape men of prehistoric times bumbling around in the dark trying to learn how to make tools.

So making sure that everyone stays alive and has more support (basic income) is the first step we are now embarking on as a species - realising that its actually much better and more enjoyable for everyone, when we don't have to see any form of poverty anywhere, both visually and in terms of practical  daily living - that it is actually more enjoyable to see everyone functioning effectively in the system.

Then from this realisation being adopted globally, where every country in the world has a basic living income that citizens receive on top of their work salaries - from this everyone will realise that although a global basic income has enriched our society, that the final step is a complete transference of wealth distribution to all life.

Now this is the most difficult step because it requires us to change our human nature, a complete transcendence of the capitalist concept in humanity that "the strongest must survive", that some "must always be better" then the rest of us.

So this step could take some time, it really depends on us, but this is a world where everyone in the world has an unlimited pool of resources, and has access to the best of everything from birth till death, and where no work undertaking is paid more then any other - where everyone is transformed into the comfort of a billionaire to put it in laymens terms.

This is an Equal Money System - where the finest luxury of all things here, will be freely accessible to all, where any job will pay exactly the same wage - where people applying for jobs will be based on passion not greed - where the most mundane and highly difficult jobs will be done by machines - where everyone can access and activate their dreams in the world - where everyone's input will become a valid and creative injection into our species - where we will truly evolve and boldly go where no man has gone before -

This is where we manifest heaven on earth - and from here this is where essentially money will completely cease to exist - because by this point we are all so equally trustworthy as life, that we trust each other without money and will have basically transcended the concept of money as our daily living flows without resistances.

From here is unlimited potential - but as I said earlier if we drop the ball now, this last opportunity humanity has, then we will inevitably become extinct - this cannot be avoided - it is equal money or certain extinction, we are making our choice in every moment.

Make the right decision, by standing up for life today, walk a  process of improvement - to stand as an example of equality, building the world we want to see everyday with our participation, so we start small, changing what we can in our internal and external world, then we expand through the principle of 1+1, one step at a time.