So cars are used by alot of people in the world, and it is obviously dependant on the level of a persons income as to weather or not a car can be acquired. Petrol and Diesel is predominantly used as the fuel to keep the car moving, although these chemicals are not creating a fuel that is most efficient and best for all. Renewable technology being used as the main fuel of cars have been in development for a longtime, but as of yet have not been installed as the standard required from all cars.
Petrol and Diesel are not renewable, and are simply a point that exposes this this capitalist money system based on survival, scarcity, never having enough. Thus these fuels are always becoming more valuable as less of it is around, making the cost of fuel needed to move a car ever increasing. Solar technology, Oxygen, Water, Electric etc have already been tried and tested. So In a equal money system the government will makesure that nobody has to pay for the fuel that goes into a car, renewable energy will be the main fuel of all cars, which will be much more practical, best for the planet and our lungs, and could save lives in life or death situations.
And when i have a look at the point of cars in relation to my process i see some points that come up for me -
Like today after i finished work i was driving back home, and at one point i was waiting on a red light. And in the lane next to me was a man driving an expensive looking Maserati. I looked at him, and i reacted by experiencing jealousy where a polarity is always created by saying that what this person has is "good" to me, but its "bad" that they have it when i want it. Comparison, Superiority/Inferiority complex, and Jealousy only comes up when i start self doubting myself, when i am going into the mind and not completely comfortable with myself here, when im reacting to some point that another has and i do not share it equally.
So when i am experiencing jealousy its just one way to realize that i am still holding onto knowledge as the mind consciousness system that is not supportive of life. its cool to flag myself within the moment of experiencing the jealousy that i am not standing within and as self honesty as life in every moment and so it is unacceptable.
I mean a car no matter how fucking expensive it is, is just a vehicle with which one can travel from A - B. Some are more expensive then others based on the company that made it, the intricacies and time take to design it, the model and the age of the model. Anything i add ontop of that is just me going into the mind to turn cars into something more then what it is.
I mean i have noticed also the physical playout of allowing this jealousy to be experienced so many times in the past in relation to cars, for example when i am on the motorway and i am driving behind a car that is less expensive then mine, then i will attempt to overtake them immediately, speed limit permited of course. But when i am driving behind an expensive car, i am content to stay behind the car, because i can sit their imagining what it is like to drive that expensive car, and that if i stay behind the car, i am kind of with that car as some sort of unassigned security car entourage lol - fucked up, and clearly self creating another polarity point here.
Sometimes im not aware that i am doing it, and then i will realise that even though this guy infront of me is driving very slowly, i have been sticking behind him for over 20 miles - wtf. So basically i have been sporadically aware of these points about cars for a longtime, but i have done nothing about it, so it has compounded for a while ever since i started driving i think, but even further back when i consder growing up, being taught by adults what constitutes a rich, powerful, "good" car, and what constitutes a poor, weak "bad" car.
Then conversely when i am in the overtaking lane and someone comes up behind me, i have noticed that i will check the car out first as to weather or not i will move lanes to let them overtake me. So some definte ignorant ego points here, because i will change lanes quicker for an expensive car, and slower for a less expensive car its like: let the "good" car overtake me, but the "bad" car can wait, even though it doesnt matter what car you are in as to weather or not a person is rushing, i should be allowing all cars to pass me that are rushing - unconditionally and thus best for all. So more polarity im looking at here
i mean me fucking around behind the wheel like this has had me pulled over by police alot of times in my driving career of 7 years. 3 years ago was very frequent, in that i used to be totally erractic and selfish behind the wheel all the time. Interesting that a persons level of inner stability (or lack there of) is shown clearly in how they drive.
So also a point from my gang past, where within the gang years ago, i was used to looking out for police in daily interaction, weather i was in a car or walking around, so i could get a head start in the get away to hide my weapons/drugs, or if i matched the description of someone connected to a crime they hadnt yet solved. And i see how im still carrying that, but only when im behind the wheel, where i will often be looking at the driver and passenger in the car that i overtake or if they overtake me, or keeping an eye on them in my mirror. Checking weather or not there is any tell tale signs of undercover police, keeping this point in existance needlessly when i dont live a life running from accountability or police anymore.
Also is a point of speed, which used to be a huge problem, now it is not happening often as i have learnt from warnings, breathalizers, drug tests, and speeding points in my driving career. But still now i find occassionally i will start going 100mph+ to get an energetic buzz, regardless of weather im late or not, and when i am late for a meeting or something, then i start justifying why i am going so fast, which makes no difference to police, and is clearly unacceptable. I dont do this when my mum or son is in the car, but when i am on my own on the motor way is when it comes up and i often will participate in the idea. Interesting to note that when i have music playing in the car loudly then i often will react to the music, and then start building speed according to my interest in the track im listening to - allowing myself to be energetically possessed by music - unacceptable.
So i stand here as the living word of Equality, as the solution required to the problem of me existing as the mind consciousness system. Time to stick to a self honest starting point in relation to cars and driving from this breathe here onwards.
Petrol and Diesel are not renewable, and are simply a point that exposes this this capitalist money system based on survival, scarcity, never having enough. Thus these fuels are always becoming more valuable as less of it is around, making the cost of fuel needed to move a car ever increasing. Solar technology, Oxygen, Water, Electric etc have already been tried and tested. So In a equal money system the government will makesure that nobody has to pay for the fuel that goes into a car, renewable energy will be the main fuel of all cars, which will be much more practical, best for the planet and our lungs, and could save lives in life or death situations.
And when i have a look at the point of cars in relation to my process i see some points that come up for me -
Like today after i finished work i was driving back home, and at one point i was waiting on a red light. And in the lane next to me was a man driving an expensive looking Maserati. I looked at him, and i reacted by experiencing jealousy where a polarity is always created by saying that what this person has is "good" to me, but its "bad" that they have it when i want it. Comparison, Superiority/Inferiority complex, and Jealousy only comes up when i start self doubting myself, when i am going into the mind and not completely comfortable with myself here, when im reacting to some point that another has and i do not share it equally.
So when i am experiencing jealousy its just one way to realize that i am still holding onto knowledge as the mind consciousness system that is not supportive of life. its cool to flag myself within the moment of experiencing the jealousy that i am not standing within and as self honesty as life in every moment and so it is unacceptable.
I mean a car no matter how fucking expensive it is, is just a vehicle with which one can travel from A - B. Some are more expensive then others based on the company that made it, the intricacies and time take to design it, the model and the age of the model. Anything i add ontop of that is just me going into the mind to turn cars into something more then what it is.
I mean i have noticed also the physical playout of allowing this jealousy to be experienced so many times in the past in relation to cars, for example when i am on the motorway and i am driving behind a car that is less expensive then mine, then i will attempt to overtake them immediately, speed limit permited of course. But when i am driving behind an expensive car, i am content to stay behind the car, because i can sit their imagining what it is like to drive that expensive car, and that if i stay behind the car, i am kind of with that car as some sort of unassigned security car entourage lol - fucked up, and clearly self creating another polarity point here.
Sometimes im not aware that i am doing it, and then i will realise that even though this guy infront of me is driving very slowly, i have been sticking behind him for over 20 miles - wtf. So basically i have been sporadically aware of these points about cars for a longtime, but i have done nothing about it, so it has compounded for a while ever since i started driving i think, but even further back when i consder growing up, being taught by adults what constitutes a rich, powerful, "good" car, and what constitutes a poor, weak "bad" car.
Then conversely when i am in the overtaking lane and someone comes up behind me, i have noticed that i will check the car out first as to weather or not i will move lanes to let them overtake me. So some definte ignorant ego points here, because i will change lanes quicker for an expensive car, and slower for a less expensive car its like: let the "good" car overtake me, but the "bad" car can wait, even though it doesnt matter what car you are in as to weather or not a person is rushing, i should be allowing all cars to pass me that are rushing - unconditionally and thus best for all. So more polarity im looking at here
i mean me fucking around behind the wheel like this has had me pulled over by police alot of times in my driving career of 7 years. 3 years ago was very frequent, in that i used to be totally erractic and selfish behind the wheel all the time. Interesting that a persons level of inner stability (or lack there of) is shown clearly in how they drive.
So also a point from my gang past, where within the gang years ago, i was used to looking out for police in daily interaction, weather i was in a car or walking around, so i could get a head start in the get away to hide my weapons/drugs, or if i matched the description of someone connected to a crime they hadnt yet solved. And i see how im still carrying that, but only when im behind the wheel, where i will often be looking at the driver and passenger in the car that i overtake or if they overtake me, or keeping an eye on them in my mirror. Checking weather or not there is any tell tale signs of undercover police, keeping this point in existance needlessly when i dont live a life running from accountability or police anymore.
Also is a point of speed, which used to be a huge problem, now it is not happening often as i have learnt from warnings, breathalizers, drug tests, and speeding points in my driving career. But still now i find occassionally i will start going 100mph+ to get an energetic buzz, regardless of weather im late or not, and when i am late for a meeting or something, then i start justifying why i am going so fast, which makes no difference to police, and is clearly unacceptable. I dont do this when my mum or son is in the car, but when i am on my own on the motor way is when it comes up and i often will participate in the idea. Interesting to note that when i have music playing in the car loudly then i often will react to the music, and then start building speed according to my interest in the track im listening to - allowing myself to be energetically possessed by music - unacceptable.
So i stand here as the living word of Equality, as the solution required to the problem of me existing as the mind consciousness system. Time to stick to a self honest starting point in relation to cars and driving from this breathe here onwards.
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