Day 474: It's Nothing Personal

That old adage we've heard a million times, very common in business meetings/work offices/criminal organisations yet also comes up in relationships, friends all over the place - the implication being that what I am doing to you right now as cutting our ties in someway is not a decision I am making from a starting point of contemptuous reaction, that it would be "bad" if I admitted a reaction in our interaction. 

Yet what I notice is when people say it's nothing personal, it usually is. I remember Mike Tyson years ago before a fight saying as an example "It's nothing personal, but I'm gona kill the guy" or if you've ever heard groups of school bullies picking on a kid saying "It's nothing personal, we just don't like you" - these moments are merely microcosms of what we Humans do in every area of our life, I see all the times I have said that to somebody in my life and in Self-Honesty it has always been because I am absolutely offended by the person yet I can hide/justify my reaction using the old adage "it's nothing personal its just business" to callously explain away why I am pushing the person away/not treating the person as I would like to be treated.

In these moments the point of the offence itself towards the person serves as the personal barometer of my own Self-Judgement I am not clear on - where I believe this person doesn't fit my persona, my personal idea of myself so I can make a personal decision to ostracize that person. We use our feelings, desires and beliefs to drive our personal profit, defining life as a personal reward system while telling everyone we "don't care about money" it's all in reverse.

I've been in multiple situations in my past where I had some business partners who would want to fire some staff purely because they didn't personally feel this person/person's dress sense or values matches the "happy go lucky" image the company wants to portray, even at times when they were still good workers. That the board would feel better if this person wasn't in the business, but that we should "Make sure they all know its nothing personal its just business"while we are making a personal valued judgment to treat the person differently.

Or from another context we use the statement its nothing personal to justify the idea that its good to not have any personal responsibility to whats here on earth, to each other to make the best world possible, we should instead leave it to corporations and governments - when in reality it is the personal responsibility of each one to walk a process of self-honesty where one can rebirth as life from the physical.

No personal success can be real until all are succeeding, therefore all forms of ideas around personal self-interest in the mind must be ended. I have found it is our automated thought processes that stands as the guardians of personal self-interest and the edification from those around us and the world system that allows us to view this shit as real, when really this keeps us trapped not seeing/realising how we have truly created our self as a lie.

This process is to see with my eyes open where am I disciplined/principled? Where am I not? Yet, not being too hard on myself or overly apathetic about it, simply being clear where I am not walking in absolute Integrity so I learn directly the difference between Real Change and releasing/repeating Energy which is obviously not the same. While we proclaim "It's Nothing Personal!" In our ignorance Everything as a matter of fact is 100% to do with our personal relationship to ourselves, to others and the world as a whole. 

You can see how our Family/parenting is where our personal idea of our self originated and then we take that to our interactions with others in life and then take that to all of Humanity as the global system.

The questions we need to ask ourself are - who am I in relation to myself? what is my personal relationship to myself? Who do I see myself as? The personal me developed in childhood, all my conscious mind shit in relation to me, I must write it out, then write/apply Self-Forgiveness/Commitment statements.

Then I need to ask myself who I am in relation to others? What are my Interpersonal relationships? This is our subconscious world where our automated personalities operate and step forth to attract "like minded people" this tends to be a common way we try to deal with family/childhood trauma, where we try to create interpersonal relationships with people to "solve" things we didn't like in our family/childhood, but where again Self-Supportive writing, Self-Forgiveness and Self-Commitment statements is the Personal Responsibility required to walk in order to correct this truly.

Then look at who am I in relation to the universe as the world system? This is the automated unconscious that we are not aware is created globally to direct all Humanity through our allowance/relationship to the Personal and Interpersonal - this is the end point to get clear on so to speak, how my personal issues creates a thread in existence to create the universal world consequential result of Government, Religion, Politics, Education as the global systems how Humanity exists together. 

So let's hold ourselves Personally Responsible to align all three to be what is best for all life as Heaven on Earth, lets stop personal offence and saying its nothing personal, because if we do not we will only die an illusion, which obviously can exist no further than a memory on a gravestone.

Day 473: Giving up the Idea of Free Choice

Oh we humans do love our idea of "Free choice" rarely considering that there is actually in fact nothing free about our choice whatsoever. That everything is in reverse so what we define as freedom of choice is actually what keeps us all enslaved.

Somebody told me about their life plans recently and this person proclaimed to me they had made a decision to avoid a certain person, to not question them even though this person has been making decisions that are directly abusive to them. I asked this person are you really making a decision there? It sounds more like you are deciding to pursue the path of least resistance, to decide based on what makes you feel better and avoid what makes you feel bad. Free choice is a way we often say simplistically - fuck whats best for everybody I will do what is best for me in self-interest to survive as the existence as Energy/Consciousness/Mind. I mean if I am free to choose to eat nothing but sweets all the time to try to gain a constant "sugar buzz" and it rots my teeth out was that choice really free? Or did it cost me physical consequences? Was it really a choice that created Real Physical Freedom for me and everyone else? Or did it just enslave me and everyone else to limitation/survival as the Mind/Energy?

The only reason I could support this person around choice was because I have investigated many dimensions of how choice has historically operated in myself and majority of Humans. Where after the age of around Seven years old as my existence as the Mind Consciousness system solidified as my expression it was almost as if all my choices since this point onward became subdivisions, derivatives of One Original Choice.

This original choice I made as the starting point of me in the acceptance of myself in this world, was the protection and defense of surviving as the possession of all energy that allows me to experience me to be an Omniscient force as a state of continual Self-Anointing Godhood. Essentially the Life authority I existed as in my first 7 years, now gave way to Energy as Consciousness as the Mind as the highest Authority of Me. 

This is where I began to consume physical Existence/Substance/Life to transform it into Energy/Mind/Money, turning these things into the highest Deity of Me, where I am fighting/spiting, purposely creating Friction to survive as Energy/Mind/Money gaining these rewards endlessly as the Heavenly Authority of Me.

We see the consequence in our Money system as a result of this harmful living of free choice, where business has the apparent right to choose profit over what is best for all life. We clearly see that Money gives you the ability to have more choice, yet the majority do not have it/thus are forced into Horrific labour jobs to Survive with No Real Freedom, which shows that any choice which causes harm to another life form cannot be a choice that is free of this consequence. None are Free until All are Free so when a Choice is made that rights to Life are given to a small group who have the most Money is not and cannot ever be Free until Money is Freely Equal for all. You see how fiat money has lost it's intrinsic value over the years? That this value is based on various choices that some Money is apparently "better" than others, unstable energy/consciousness/mind based decisions which is Never Free of Abuse.

When I started walking my process seeing my relationship to "Free choice" this was when I first realised that I am not actually making any choices in anything because all decision is based in pursuing whatever keeps Me and Everyone else trapped as Energy/Mind/Consciousness. It's like we get born as life, then Die during our time here through becoming the mind/energy/consciousness and then the meaning of life for all of us is essentially to simplistically get back to Life by taking Self-Responsibility to Re-design Me as Life. Many humans have their own ideas about how best to do this, although I would postulate to any the tools of Desteni is the Best Way to do this.

As long as we Humans continue with the Fucked road of Believing we have Choice, that the basis of our choice must be accepting and allowing the existence of Money/Mind/Energy as the highest Authority of Me, then nothing will change. Walking a process to whats best for all is this Realisation in Living Application that Life Authority is the Highest Authority of All Choice. 

Through effective Writing, Self-Forgiveness and Breathing we actually can Completely Transform our decision making process to go from Energy/Mind/Money authority, to a decision of Standing as Life Authority in Equality and Oneness where Every Choice Lived that I Make/Express becomes consistent as what is measurably Resulting in What is Best for All Life in Substance. 

We have to Completely Give Up our idea of Free choice that gives No Life to All in Self-Interest as endless War/Hell/Consequence and instead be the Living Word of an Equal and One living being as the Physical where Real Freedom is the Gift I give to myself and all life within/without as Peace/Heaven/Real Freedom Livingry. In 2022 it is Long Overdue for Humanity to start making the Best Choices - Be the Self-Directive of this Principle.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand that my idea of free choice has never been free at all and within this I have been enslaving me and all life as the Mind/Energy/Consciousness/Money where every decision I made was a derivative of the original decision to base the starting point of all decisions of Me on the protection/accumulation of these things where I even purposely destroy/create friction with whoever I need to experience myself in bliss as Energy/Money/Mind eternally completely unaware that everything is in reverse where true Free choice can only emerge when I give up/change my starting point/relationship to Free choice from Mind/Money/Energy as the highest authority of the decisions I make to Heaven on Earth and Living what is Best for All Life as this body as Me as the Living Word of Equality and Oneness where Real Freedom manifests.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that any time I protect my idea of Free Choice in anyway is when I am saying - I do not want to do what is best for all, I want to do what is best for me in self-interest to maintain myself as Mind/Energy/Money which is unacceptable.

I forgive myself that I did not accept and allow myself to truly understand that our Money System we have accepted and allowed is a consequence of our existence as our Selfish idea of Free Choice which then facilitates the choice of government and corporations to profit at the expense of the majority, creating a dichotomy of choice where the minority with money have choice and the majority have no choice so suffer immense poverty proving that any choice which causes consequential harm to another life form is not free and is thus not adequate to support Life on Earth - This Earth decides to allow each being to birth here and provide a body/resources for us all equally, thus our Living and Monetary system must be a reflection of this.

I commit myself to show that our idea of Free Choice has never been free and is actually the toxic antithesis of Freedom in Every way.

I commit myself to show that free choice will only be free when everyone is supported equally, when there is no consequence of physical harm to the Body on Earth where Humanity moves from the idea of free choice as Energy/Consciousness accumulation to the living of choices that produce a world of Physical Tangible Freedom for all life in Equality and Oneness.

I commit myself to continue to walk my process moving from the past as my idea of free choice as Pre-programmed Energy Authority that harms the physical Body/Existence into the Decision of Standing in Equality and Oneness in being/becoming the Living Word through writing/self-forgiveness/self-corrective application - Realigning choice to an Equal Money System which is based on the decision to stand as Life as what is best for all, a system where each one in this physical existence can equally enjoy Living and Growing on our One Planet Earth.