It's all fucking consequence throughout Human history, after the fact going - "oh fuck that's what I should have done, why couldn't I see that at the time?!" one can take responsibility to change who we are, yet we cannot stop the consequential outflows of division and abuse what we have been allowing for sometime through reliving of the past. The wave must crash once it has built up. Let me Feel now learn later tends to be the problem.
We were punished as kids by our parents to whatever degree as consequence, the global court systems will discipline people as consequence, when a person losses a job, a relationship, a friend, a business partner it's all based on an accumulated consequence.
Harming Nature to an increasing degree overtime will likely have the consequence of the end of Humanity, where we can point fingers and wish harmful consequences at each other and on those we deem more responsible then us for this environmental damage on our planet.
You see how as a species we avoid looking at the consequence of what happens after death, even though it is certain for us all. It's clear that we Humans base our relationships in energy that always leads to frictional, judgmental abusive consequences. So why would we think that wouldn't have the most serious consequences in the afterlife? Consciousness, because within consciousness we can con ourselves hiding in benediction based beliefs and opinions where there is no awareness, a complete dulling of the inherent reality within us all as Life that the afterlife in common sense would likely have a form of measure as to how effective we were at supporting all life in this lifetime.
Yet we see in our abusive economic system how money stops consequence happening to those who are the worst of autocrats and dictators in living, so those who are innocent as life are treated as "weak" thus abused and those who are of the ego as money are seen as "strong" and are thus supported by the system. From the actions of the elite in this world this seems to be a clear issue, where rather then accumulate money to do what is best with that money, people tend to tell others "I want to get money to have nice things and be happy" while this "happiness" includes having enough money to indulge and avoid consequence for the most abusive of thoughts, thoughts you secretly never dealt with and were looking for/hoping for the conduit of money to make them manifest.
I notice during my process that I have had this relationship in energy that developed around the point of loving and fearing consequence as polarity. Within this I find this subjective standing where with some points of pre-programming I am immediately Self-Honest, I forgive myself effectively and transcend the point overtime through re-scripting self, breathing and living in a way that's best.
Yet with other points my mind has more value in I notice it's like being some sort of end trails as me as a secretive petulant teenager fearing/desiring to face the consequence of parental punishment under the ambiguous pretense that I can learn through the experience of the fuck up with some things in life right? I mean how hard can the punishment really be? No matter how bad it is I would deserve it anyway if I'm guilty right? It's kind of exciting thinking of how hard the consequence could hit me. Also the Consequence won't be immediate now will it? So I don't have to realize Here with Real-Eyes or consider now, I can procrastinate that point and learn later the hard way, sounds more fun anyway. Or I will tell myself I have forgiven a point when really I have suppressed it in Fear and I notice how I can be hard on myself at times when I keep falling on a point where each falls feels harder and one can easily start defining self as that fall and thus justify not taking responsibility for that point in anyway now and again just let the cycle of consequence play out of Isolating myself in this thought, let the damage of this consequence play out because when I lose something I care about through this Self-I - Cell - Hate then I should get it right?
Yet when we face consequence and go through the fuck up later do we really learn and change from those points? No the world shows that is not the case, we often define ourselves as those fuck ups giving up entirely, or blame someone else for the fuck up, or suppress/convince others we have changed, go into the mind to be consoled and feel better about our mistakes - where inevitably the Individual and Global process will accumulate and come round again in a different form because as with the starting point of any unresolved pre-programming the point will accumulate in the silence of the allowed thought, in the secret mind running in the background like any other allowed systems, so you won't see the consequence straight away and can as the mind again justify procrastination. Then this apathy can feed into the justification that maybe with some points I will just be better facing these in the afterlife. Yet repeatedly accepting a point of pre-programming here in the physical thinking you can get rid of it in the consequence of the afterlife magically is mathematically not possible, because your limitations accepted here would be limitation accepted anywhere hereafter, how can one claim Life that has never lived as it in Awareness?
However, True Self-Awareness though knows its interconnection to all life so has no selective self-interested backchat deliberation/justifications of "I will learn later on this point by facing consequence" because obviously If I'm waiting for something else to happen in the future before I take Self-Responsibility then clearly I'm not here and having a back door for Blame/Abdication of Responsibility, where I am thus not Self-Aware.
Those of us in the elite don't immediately see the consequences of feeding into a reward based money system that does not produce whats best but only consequences of harm for the majority and heaven for the minority. Our laws are a joke that produce subjective consequence based on the power or lack thereof of the individual as money, instead of having laws that prevent consequences of abuse equally for all life, which shows that Self-Awareness as Life is not existing in our governments.
In the church and spirituality you see the same where there is no consequence for the abuser in this world, because both the cult leader light-worker and the catholic loving gangster can claim this world is not real, its the plan of a higher power that will tell me my lessons that I will learn from later after this lifetime.
Learning is never a future event it is in every breath here, input, output, learning is investigating everything of me and only keeping that which is best, preventing outputs of abuse which is for those of us in the elite within our free choice.
Now for some Self-Forgiveness, yet I must always be clear that Self-Forgiveness does not stop consequence accumulated to get to here, It is only merely my new script of responsibility, my showing of acknowledging and owning this consequence, which gives me the potential to face the consequence truly and avoid the consequence on the next cycling round. This is where I actually am beginning to change my future with more effective pathways here, yet I cannot change my past , I can't get away from it, it will keep coming back around as consequence until I face it in Fact, Forgiven and Proven to myself as Life that I will not Recycle this point Again, That i will in fact Stop and stand for whats best for all life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as energy as polarity friction through fear and desire in connection to consequence at various points in life based on inconsistent standing of myself as life in the totality of me Here and the idea of free choice to pick/choose what pre-programming I take responsibility to face now and which I can face later or in the after life as Consequence, when I realise that Self-Awareness is not subjective, not looking for another event before change can occur - so when I stand as who I am as Life as this Breath in consistency living as a Self-Directive, Self-Responsible being creating myself Here as outflows that are Best for All to prevent Harmful Consequence - then I can speak of Self-Awareness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in moments view my process as a computer game where I have apparently unlimited lives to realise any level, creating an apathy in effort and embracing of consequence, gravitating to levels I like to play more that make me feel good, trying to avoid harder levels that require more consideration, saving the hardest till last, let me cruise through the easy points and build plans and strategies around the last hardest levels, believing that if I face consequence enough on the last hardest points I will get that "aha!" moment of working out the hardest last level through logic, that or give up on the game. In reality there is no "scaling up" difficulty in this process that makes any sense, because All systems are equal as such and living what is best for all life is a Self-Honest decision where you take responsibility for All that is Here, not some of what is Here now and the Rest Later.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that this fear and desire to go through consequence to learn started in childhood where I would bounce around between energies of fearing and loving consequence as punishment from my mum or granddad often being surprised by the seemingly soft punishments.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in all breaths that one can take responsibility to change who we are, yet we cannot stop the consequential outflows of any point that we have been allowing to get to here through reliving of the past.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that anything based on the past which is typically how we humans trust ourselves to be is of Consequence as Consciousness, where as anything life force based is of Physical Awareness.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the fundamental damage to ourselves, others and the planet is all based on allowing harmful consequences, causing the consequence of accumulated severity of consequence to the current point of Humanity being in danger of extinction through Self-Genocide and Earth standing up for itself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that we Humans Fear looking at the consequence of Death, the system even ostracizes earnest research in this area, while Loving pretending to be experts about the consequence of the afterlife through Beliefs, Feelings and Opinions completely unaware of what the consequence of existing as those Beliefs, Feelings and Opinions based on Energy in The Mind would be in the afterlife if you have no more Body.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the economic system stop consequences of punishment for the elite, while the majority suffer with lacking money, food, shelter and education having no way to stop the consequences of punishment from the system.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that most pursue Money only so they have a conduit to explore their mind possessions free from consequence which is what is implied with the age old idea of if "I was rich I could do whatever I want" which is unfortunately exactly what we still see in the world - a tiny group of elite humans, scrapping for the most money to do what they want at the expense of the whole, without consideration that in a system where everyone had money and that money had the value of life, Money would no longer be used as conduit for mind fuck ups.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that on certain points in my life I through fearing certain consequence hastily convince myself I have forgiven the point with a few cool blogs and statements, avoiding testing this truth in Real-Time because of knowing In Self-Honesty I have suppressed it really while giving myself an illusion of transcendence.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that on some points I have defined myself as the fall Itself, where I see within this I can justify having to go through consequence again.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify procrastination on certain points through an idea that some points can't be corrected in this life, or are extremely hard in one life. I realise that regardless if that is true or not for any of us, this does not consider that something cannot transform into life-force based in the afterlife if one has never lived as life in totality Here, which is why procrastination of standing as whats best for all never makes sense, because the best me emerging would have an unnecessarily delayed result of Physically Manifesting and make the Standing itself more difficult over time, thus make a world that best for all harder to achieve with every delay.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the world proves that facing consequence later does not guarantee improved learning the next time round, or thus produce a measurable better human.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I am only self aware as life once I am responsible for all of me as life, where consequence is prevented in all ways with no back doors instead of consequence being used as an excuse to learn later instead of learning and applying change as self here as this Breath which is Real Learning.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that because we are not Self-Aware as Life we do not see our own consequence clearly, thus do not see the consequence of participating in a consequence based money system, or the consequence allowed in each one even the so called leaders comprising our Consecutive conspiratorial governments.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that all religion and spirituality accepts instant bliss here with no consequence through accepting a belief that this world is not real but an illusion, when in reality this delusion in the mind cannot exist mathematically without the physical in self-honesty.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that free choice to do what is best for all life is a luxury so few people have in this world, that as a member of the elite I have the time, support, responsibility and choice to create a world free from consequence as me.I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in every Here moment that Self-Forgiveness does not stop consequence accumulated to get to here, It is only merely my new script of responsibility, my showing of acknowledging and owning this consequence, which gives me the potential to face the consequence truly and avoid the consequence next time.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I have been carrying a belief for some time that some issues I cannot face in this lifetime and need to do it in the dimensions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise one can take responsibility to change who we are, but yet we cannot stop the consequential outflows of division and abuse what we have been allowing for sometime through reliving of the past
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that if I sell out the Physical for the Mind the Consequence when I die is that I will only be an Illusion no longer Here as I had never lived Here only the idea of being Here as the Consequence of Consciousness.
I commit myself to Remove All Fear and Love in Consequence.
I commit myself to show that anyone claiming Consequence is how we learn lessons to become a better Human is not looking truly inside themselves or at this world, a world which shows time and time again Humans not learning from their mistakes.
I commit myself to living the Realization that Only a system as the past relies on consequence, me here as Life in Awareness does not wait for future events of learning through consequence as I stand as the change in All ways Responsible to Prevent Consequence and only keep what is best.


















