Tuesday, 23 June 2015

Day 129: Ignorance Is Bliss - Or Is It? Part 2

So continuing from my blast blog -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react as annoyance and frustration when I am surrounded by people that seem blissfully ignorant to the state of the world. I have had many realisations in relation to this point and why it makes no sense - for instance the ignorance that is displayed in certain groups is understandable because I have been exactly where these people are - unaware of the levels of abuse happening in the world and completely uncaring to find out and do something about it -- this is how we have all been conditioned growing up, to comply and not question - to fall in line and ignore the fuckedupness in exchange for some money, multiple tools of entertainment and relationship happiness.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise in all moments that everybody is only where they are, that just because a person doesn't want to talk about "outside the box" topics, it does not mean they are less then me or anyone else in anyway, because we all have varying degrees of education and experience in this world, so I commit myself to not taking this personally if a person is not ready to discuss a wider variety of subjects.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feed into and exist as ego as the mind, when I am in this reactive state, where I am only looking to compete and offend a person that doesn't want to discuss "deeper subjects". I realise that my knowledge or life experience does not give me any more value then anyone else, and so it is unacceptable to attempt to offend a person just because they don't know what I know, or are not willing to discuss what I want to discuss. So I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compete with others in relation to the "level of knowledge" they know.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame a person that is existing in a state of "blissful ignorance". I realise that their ignorance is not responsible for my experience of blame towards them, it is me accepting and allowing myself to react to these people that is causing this blame experience - and within this I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise in all moments that blaming another person for not knowing what I know, or blaming them for being ignorant to world matters is actually in itself incredibly ignorant, so I take responsibility to change this about myself now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as "all knowing" when it comes to world matters, I realise that this definition is actually keeping me in separation from physical reality which again is ignorance and thus unacceptable, so I stop here.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments that whenever I am reacting about something that other people are doing or saying - it never means that these people have a problem, it is actually indicating that I have a problem within myself that needs to be resolved -- reacting to others is always indicative of me requiring to take self-responsibility to change myself, not the other way around, I realise that I must lead by example in all moments of what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to live the common sense realisation within a malcolm x quote I read in all moments of my life -- "don't be in such a hurry to condemn a person just because they don't do what you do, or think what you think, there was a time when you didn't know what you know today."
so within this I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments that education is at varying degrees in this world, and so there was a time where I didn't know what I know today -- so if a person does not know what I know, or do what I do, then in time with a few seeds planted here and there, as well as some self-realisations, this person one day may know what I do and do what I do, so there is no reason for me to react and judge a person because they are not knowing and doing what I do, because I was exactly where they are once upon a time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feed into this reacting to ignorance point when I am around young English people of my age, through believing that they should know what I know because they are from the same country, a country of luxury, where so much knowledge is available to everyone -- So within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Believe that all English people my age should know what I know, because it really makes no sense, and my life story is certainly not a life story that most young English people have experienced -- I forgive myself that that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify reacting to ignorance when it is coming from young English people, when I have since realised that in reality there is never an excuse for reacting to anyone's ignorance no matter where they are from.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise when I am around people making ignorant statements, that their ignorance is not really bliss - because this blissful seeming ignorance is what is allowing the variety of abuses in the world to go on unnoticed, and also this blissful seeming ignorance on a mass scale is what will cause the extinction of humanity -- which would obviously be a scenario where there is no bliss for anyone. So understanding and attempted directive action is the key when surrounded by ignorance, not reaction, because that only creates a world of further ignorance, which is one step closer to human extinction.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to react to other peoples ignorance, I realise that this reaction is only feeding into worldwide ignorance, and does not assist me in anyway. So when and as I see thoughts coming up of annoyance towards ignorance around me, I stop and breathe, I realise that while this ignorance is unacceptable - that accepting these thoughts and offending the people creating this ignorance -- will only create more ignorance as conflict in the world which does not assist anybody, so I continue to breathe until these thoughts are no longer existent.

I commit myself to looking for opportunities to plant seeds and provide direction when I am surrounded by ignorance, rather then reacting, as that is a much more beneficial and supportive way of dealing with ignorance. I commit myself to living the common sense realisation in all moments within the Malcolm x quote I read the other day

I commit myself to not allowing any thoughts that I am "all knowing" and that a person is stupid that doesn't know what I know. I realise that this is just ego and really is only showing that I am not all knowing, because if I was I would know in all moments that everyone has varying degrees of education in a capitalist system, so rather then judging, assisting is much better for everyone. So when and as I see myself having thoughts that I am "all knowing" or that this person is stupid, I stop and breathe and continue to do so, until these thoughts are not existing any more, which is best for all.



 

 

Tuesday, 16 June 2015

Day 128: Ignorance Is Bliss - Or Is It?

So recently there is some people I have had to spend some time around in relation to work, and these people are pretty ignorant to making beneficial changes in the world. And what I have noticed within myself is that i am really not stable around people that are blatantly ignorant to exposing all levels of corruption and making a better world where there is no corruption.

I have found that when they are talking about one bullshit topic to another, I am very often experiencing annoyance towards these people, annoyance that they have no care to discuss a wider variety of topics, and whenever I make a statement that is "outside of the box" in anyway, they all tend to shut up, and while occasionally I will strike up an interesting conversation with these people, or one in the group which is cool, on the whole after I have shut them all up, a few minutes later they just carry on talking about bullshit. Iv'e noticed that when I'm making these "outside the box" statements with these people, its more like I'm purposely trying to offend some of these people because I'm reacting to their ignorance - so its like I'm not trying to assist these people in anyway, but rather just highlight their stupidity and my "bigger knowledge", by verbally abusing them with words full of masses of sarcasm and subtle spite -- its like I'm literally blaming them for existing in blissful ignorance, which is unacceptable and completely ignorant in itself.

And while I was looking at my internal experience around these people, I noticed a few points - first off me getting annoyed by other peoples brainwashed bullshit speaking, is showing me that I have a problem which needs to be dealt with, not anyone else, because nothing anyone says should be annoying me, just because they are not speaking about what I want them to speak about -- secondly I was looking at some random quotes, and a quote from Malcolm X really summed up what I need to realise, change and live within myself in relation to this point in all moments - "Don't be in such a hurry to condemn a person because he doesn't do what you do, or think as you think, there was a time when you didn't know what you know today."

That quote really says it all - I mean its all educationally related why anyone does or doesn't know anything, so there is no reason that I should be reacting to anyone's stupidity no matter who they are, or what situation am in with these people. Most of the time I know this, but I'm not living this realisation in all moments - iv'e noticed that this point comes through mainly when I am around younger English people around my age that seem ignorant to world issues -- in my mind its like I am baffled and annoyed by the fact they are from a country with such high living standards, the same country as me, with access to so much knowledge and information, but yet in my mind they seem to know nothing of worth based on what I am hearing them say.

I realise that everyone is in an energetic state of bliss when they are ignoring the real issues that need to be dealt with in this world, and that I have existed as this point before myself, so again it makes no sense to be reacting to something that I already know all about from my own personal experience -
it is much easier to ignore problems in our world, because it means we can focus on our own individual selfish fun right now, but the more we continue to do this as a species will mean that eventually there will be no more bliss from being ignorant, because the consequences of our collective ignorance to deal with the problems in the world will mean that nobody will be able to have bliss, and the human species will cease to exist.
So Ignorance may seem like bliss in the short term, but in the long term it is anything but, it is more like agreeing on a death sentence of our species  -- so I'm not going to allow these points to manipulate and control me, so join me next week as I walk self-forgiveness and self-corrective application, so that I am able to assist myself and others in living what is best for all and not allowing ignorance to exist in anyway in the world.



  

Tuesday, 9 June 2015

Day 127: Is Consciousness Transfer Really Immortality?

So for anyone that is unaware as to what consciousness transfer is - it is a process which was first developed around WW2 by some scientists that were funded by some rich old people that did not want to die -- they wanted to try and live forever. Consciousness transfer is a process whereby all the consciousness of a particular person is saved on a computer and then can be transferred from the computer onto a microchip, this microchip can then be placed into the brain of a clone of the original person, or a robot and there you go - consciousness transferred.

There is a few different variants of this technology, where your consciousness can be transferred for a limited amount of time to other bodies while you are asleep in your original body as seen in the films Avatar and Surrogates. Or if you are dead, then your consciousness can be uploaded into another body permanently as seen in the films Chappie and Transcendence.

Now when I say consciousness, I mean all of the collective data that is in a human beings mind - so all the thought, feeling, and emotional patterns, all the memories, fears, habits, Neurons, Protons and brainwave activity is stored and can be transferred to different bodies.

If this is still not clear, then please research cloning/consciousness on the internet in further detail as there is mainstream news outlets starting to talk about it over the past few years. Also in a lot of mainstream music lyrics and videos, as well as in many films  - for decades there have been messages in music and film about cloning and consciousness transfer going right back to the 60s and some even before then. But in general there is a lot of information now available which will assist in understanding what this technological process is and how it works. Heres a few links that will help:

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mind_uploading
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Digital_immortality
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=01hbkh4hXEk
http://www.bbc.com/future/story/20150122-the-secret-to-immortality
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2175374/Russian-research-project-offers-immortality-billionaires--transplanting-brains-robot-bodies.html
http://rt.com/news/261909-brain-upload-computer-program/
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2879803/The-scientists-planning-upload-brain-COMPUTER-Research-allow-inhabit-virtual-worlds-live-forever.html
http://rt.com/usa/229811-mind-clones-robot-afterlife/http://rt.com/usa/229811-mind-clones-robot-afterlife/
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/sciencetech/article-2942582/Could-creepy-robot-answer-eternal-life-Technology-allow-people-upload-minds-computers.html

Obviously some of these links are pretty vague about how things work, and more specifically the nitty gritty about how this technology works and is being used, so you will have to continue researching, expanding your understanding of Science and utilising common sense to fill in the blanks - because for anyone that knows about Government protocol with sharing scientific advancement with the public, then you will know that these types of articles now being available is pretty cool and says a lot, because most governments still don't even acknowledge that Nikola Tesla created free energy over 100 years ago for instance. And obviously if you have had any direct experience of any advanced Science then it will be easier for you to understand what has been happening with this consciousness transfer technology.

Now while a person is alive, there is undoubted benefits to this technology - for instance if you were in a wheelchair paralysed from the waist down -- but through consciousness transfer technology, you could go to sleep and walk around in a fully functional other body of yourself, that is a cool use of the technology. Or soldiers that have to deal with many stressful situations in their profession - it would be cool to know that your family member in the army, wont actually be killed resolving situations in conflict areas in the world, because they will utilising consciousness transfer technology, so it would only ever be a clone or a robot that would be injured, not the real person.

However this technology is currently being used like most technologies, to simply profit, abuse and enslave people with. I wont go into too much detail about the context or examples of the abuse of this technology, but it is something which has affected a lot of Celebrities, Politicians and other peoples lives past and present in a negative way, as it is easy for certain elite people to enslave or replace a person with this technology.

There is also an idea in certain Government, Science and elite circles, which believe that we have unlocked the "key to immortality" through consciousness transfer technology, and so death is "no longer an issue." Is that really true? No it is not, because once you are familiar with the technology, you will know that it is flawed in many ways. Firstly there is many glitches which most scientists agree cannot be overcome that can occur after a person dies and their consciousness has been recorded and transferred into a "new body" -- for instance there may be a specific memory or habit or thought pattern that is missing once the consciousness has been transferred into a clone, which would never be missing from the original person.

Secondly there are many things which scientists admit they do not and cannot fully understand, one of them being - what happens when we die? Its all theories about what will happen, theories about this and that, but no solid evidence. But it has been widely agreed that the "Soul" is not really real and is more like just another word for consciousness. But a few things are certain -- the last breathe leaves our body, moves into the air like every breathe we have ever breathed, and then our physical body returns to the dust of the earth. So one can say that our death is literally a "return to the earth" or a return to the physical so to speak - and there is literally no evidence to suggest that anything in our mind goes beyond death, in fact on the contrary, there is evidence that everything in our mind is essentially deleted at death.

So how would everything in our mind being stored and transferred to a different body be immortality? It is not real immortality, because through consciousness transfer technology, it is not the real you that is immortal, it is a flawed copy of you that is immortal.

Everything in this physical world has a beginning and an ending - Summer to Winter - Day to Night, Youth to Old age etc. Everything in our mind is not really who we are, it is how we define ourselves, what we consciously and unconsciously operate within - but we are not just knowledge and information data -- who we really are is Life, we are this physical world, we are equal and one to this physical world, which means that every being in this world is connected to us and actually is us - one being breathes out their last breathe and another being breathes in their first breathe, so in a way we are already immortal without the use of technology, because we are one entity in reality.

So by trying to "save ourselves" literally on a technological recording before we die, and transferring that recording to another body, we are literally just saying that all we are is knowledge and information - we are only confirming that we have not yet learnt who we really are, that everything in the universe is us -- and so we are responsible for everything that is here, responsible to create a world that is best for all within and without, not the preservation of our own ego.

There is a few other ways that also have been considered "doorways" to immortality by the elite, like cryogenic suspension and genetic engineering/regeneration technology, but the bottom line is attempting to live forever is a pointless task currently, when every person in this world is being taken care of, when everybody can enjoy life, once we are all trustworthy beings, then maybe we can revisit the immortality topic. So instead research the important websites links at the top of the page - then join the drive to create a world that is best for all, a world that we can all be proud of to leave to our children, a world where nobody shall suffer. So -- rather then trying to be immortal, lets instead walk a principle that is immortal -- Equality and Oneness.


Tuesday, 2 June 2015

Day 126: Be Cool Part 2

Continuing from my last blog -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as this "Be Cool" character, where my attention and focus is on finding ways to make myself look "as cool as possible", projecting "maximum coolness" onto physical reality --
I have since realised that presenting and expressing myself in a certain way to try and manipulate people into thinking I am cool, is really not cool. I have realised that for a person or thing to be cool, it is not dependant on what the person or thing looks like, but is actually if the person or thing is benefiting others and is original in some way. I have realised that being cool is a living expression, not something that is put on like a suit. I have realised that it is fine to wear the clothes I like, or a certain pair of sunglasses, but not at the expense of myself here, by distracting myself from the task at hand with "looking maximum cool", or believing that I am enhancing myself in some way through trying to look as cool as possible, which is really just self-deception.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that being is something that must be built through physical appearance and character, and then projected onto other people, and then verified by other. I realise that for something to be cool, it is a natural expression which does not require any building, projecting or verification - when something is cool, it is simply cool because it is cool, not because it is trying to do anything.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that regardless of how I look, or what I am projecting to others - it is through remaining stable as breathe equal and one to the physical that I can make decisions based on common sense, which is cool.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attempt to manipulate the perspectives of others, trying to make them view me as cool, which is a very uncool thing to do, so I take self-responsibility to stop this behaviour now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself in certain moments to completely disregard what is best for all in the moment, because I am literally possessed within and as the mind, where I am making sure I am looking a certain way to apparently "maximise" coolness, which is completely unacceptable - it is cool to dress whatever way I want, but not at the expense of what's best for all in any moment.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments, that while a person or thing may appear cool on the outside, it is what is inside this person or thing, and how this person or thing benefits other people that will determine whether or not this person or thing is actually cool from a real physical perspective.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise what is best for all within my job, when I am driving, when I am cooking, when I am walking at certain moments and in other situations purely from existing as this "be cool" character.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that through accepting this "be cool" character in my mind as myself, it has caused me to always be thinking about what others are thinking about me, to always be concerned about whether or not they see me as cool - so its fascinating really, because the focus on being cool all the time has literally caused me to not be cool in every situation with other people, but rather just worried in every situation with other people -- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that others around me are not seeing me as cool.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as cool, when I realise that I am not actually living an equal and one definition of the word cool in al moments in my life, which I commit myself to do now.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am an expert on what makes something cool, which is ridiculous, when I am not living as an expression of cool that is best for all in all moments, which means I am not an expert on what is cool.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments that when I am trying to look and project coolness to others, that it is essentially my minds ego, simply looking for validation from others, which implies I am not completely comfortable with myself in all moments, feeling like I have to change something about myself to be accepted by others -- so within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to have validation from others, when I realise that it is through self-corrective application of breathing that this desire will disappear.

I forgive myself that I have not yet learnt that if I do not stop this pre-programmed pattern, then inevitably there will be a harmful consequence to myself or others, which I am not willing to allow to manifest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect the word cool to images in my mind growing up from various films, music and media of what cool is "supposed" to be - when I have since realised that it is through connecting the word cool to various dimensions implanted in my mind growing up that has actually kept me in separation from physical reality as a mind controlled robot, and thus separate from what is cool, which is completely not cool.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that this "be cool" character feeds directly into procrastination, because after all - as long as I am looking and feeling cool, then no task really matters apparently, every task comes second to "being cool", which is completely unacceptable -- you can notice a person that is possessed with this "be cool" character, because when someone gives them a task to do, they will only do the task in their own self-interested time frame, because apparently taking direction or orders from another person is not cool, which is complete self-deception.

I commit myself to not allowing this "be cool" character to exist within and as me any further - so when and as I see my mind attempting to go somewhere else into the "be cool" character, I stop and breathe -- I do not engage with any thoughts that come up, as I know that would just lead to a cycling of this character -- so I continue to breathe until there are no thoughts about being cool that come up, which will be cool :)

I commit myself to living the understanding that for something to be cool it has nothing to do with looks or what is presented to others - for something to be cool, it is a natural expression, it is a person or thing that is original and is beneficial for all life in some way, so when I see myself attempting to look or present myself a certain way thinking that I am making myself appear "cooler", I stop and breathe, I realise that while wearing I am comfortable in is cool, but trying to make myself "look cooler" is not possible - to be cool is up to me entirely in every moment, it is not up to anything else.