Day 437: Am I Really Cross Referencing and Self-Realising?

Someone said to me earlier this week that they know Aliens are coming to Earth consistently but that nefarious elements of the Government are hiding it, I said Ok but have you cross referenced that Here? Have you actually been in a Government facility analyzing beings from another planet? And after some back and forth it became clear that outside of some declassified documents he had not actually met any Aliens, he did not have any Real Tangible Cross Reference or Self-Realizations based on Common Sense. 

I left the conversation with the point that If I haven't seen a film myself I can read any number of documents and articles about the film but I still have not cross referenced myself by watching the film where I could then Realise for myself what the film actually is. 

It made me laugh because it is not an Aptitude for majority of Humans to cross reference or Self-Realise, Humans are designed to Buy and Sell which is interesting when one is looking for the meaning of Life as majority of people in Desteni were doing before coming to Desteni. Certainty Sells anyone and there is an idea I have seen in many Destonians that people only come to Desteni and start walking their Process "Organically" through their own Self-Realisations.  

The Reality is though is that you were Uncertain as any Human before you came to Desteni, you had been Sold your whole Life by parents, society, environment etc which you may have been questioning but were unable to work out the solution to ending the bullshit in these things. Now when you ask yourself before you heard the words of Bernard, Sunette or the Portal, had you ever heard the use of words in such a Certain way about Life? I can Certainly say I did Not, I initially reacted Extensively as I could not Fathom how someone could be so certain of what they say about the meaning of Life and the idea of me with my accumulated Uncertainty and spiritual ideas were offended at the time.

Now, Bernard could have just said work it out Marley, or he could have justifiably blocked me for my harsh words - yet he did not, perhaps he knew something I didn't at the time, but he would question the statements I made, challenging me on my spiritual ideas and the meaning of Life in a consistent way across months that I had never had before. I was Sold.

Then after I was sold I started testing the tools, cross-referencing, seeing for myself and then Self-Realisation began to occur.

If Bernard or the Portal did not exist I know with the environmental, parental and societal programming I had it is highly unlikely I would have truly been able to understand Equality and Oneness as the Physical by this point in my Life. Even after walking my process for years, I still have much to learn about living Equality and Oneness, but I know with Certainty I would not have gotten the realizations I have if I had not been initially sold. I also know with Certainty that my Anger patterns and pollutionary Criminal living would have had the consequence of a lifetime in Prison or Death years ago were it not for Desteni Tools.

However, as my cross referencing and self-realisations became Real after initially being sold I could still see where I was Following, Believing and Praising the words of Bernard and the Portal - so anytime Bernard would say something like chatting with Hitler or Anu in the dimensions, I had to check myself and the tools of Desteni enabled me to Focus on the Message of whats being said instead of getting caught up in the Mind of "wow man that's so mind blowing talking to Hitler and Anu in the dimensions you must be some kind of Prophet!" because I knew in Self-Honesty there was no way I could cross reference what was being said about chatting with beings in the dimensions - I could only Cross Reference The Message which no matter what was said I found to be Best for All. Yet, nobody is infallible so while I have seen hundreds of things he mentioned come true in my Life and the world, I remember many things Bernard did or said that I didn't agree with, for example I remember him telling me he didn't like spicy food or eating Bananas in the morning so did I stop eating spicy food and eating bananas in the morning? No.

I could see and have seen how many people since Desteni began could easily be caught up in the "mind blowing" sounding things Bernard said instead of Breathing remaining Here and focusing on the message of whats being said. I have seen time and time again as an example on a Desteni chat where Bernard or the Portal is not present and then there would be less people present on the chat which I have found interesting in relation to Following.

This became my focus in Process to only focus on what I can cross reference and Live for myself - then when Bernard showed me and explained everything about TechnoTutor I could see how it would only assist me in this, also to work through the firewalls of selling which are extensive in people and to do Labour in the system of Actual Value. I mean without TechnoTutor it took me years just to understand the Desteni vocabulary effectively, then I notice how not always but often when someone has TechnoTutor before Desteni it causes a Quantum Acceleration of the Walking when they do come to the Desteni message because they can integrate the vocabulary very quickly instead of like me having to spend years reacting to Desteni terms I didn't fully understand. Zealotry makes no sense though and while there are other methods for learning I haven't seen anything more effective for learning then TechnoTutor, if there is I am open to suggestions and will Cross-Reference what you suggest to me.

I don't know what you see, but to me I don't see any businesses in the system that bring more people to the Desteni message then TechnoTutor. I mean, how many board meetings in Apple or Coca Cola listen to Desteni videos as a part of the board meeting? None, so if Apple or Coca Cola started selling people Desteni principles and there was thousands of people a day signing up for DIP why would that ever be considered a problem? 

If I have never sold TechnoTutor, or I have TechnoTutor and know its benefits, but then call TechnoTutor an abusive business, while working for an actually abusive business in the system with Entertainment based products run by owners who could give a fuck about Equality and Oneness then I am clearly missing something. 

My Grandfather mentioned to me a few times as a kid a joke that went round in UK government Scientific communities - If you are an expert in baking cookies, I will not follow your word about how good the meal is, I will cross reference your ingredients, your methods in my own kitchen and check for myself - If you say you know what is existing on a certain planet because you have been there - again I will not follow your word no matter how profound it sounds, I will again cross reference. 

However, my ability to cross reference is limited to the tools at my disposal at any given moment, because until I myself have visited the planet you have and seen for myself I Cannot cross reference what you said about that planet can I? I can cross reference your Mathematical Process to get to that planet, but not the planet itself unless I actually have been there. What is something  I find very cool about Techno Tutor? Many points, but one major point is that Nothing is taken for granted, nothing is followed, nothing is assumed to be real because someone said something profound sounding about a planet I haven't visited which is not possible for me to cross reference right now.

With TechnoTutor Every single word can be cross referenced Here, there is no area, no sound, symbol or meaning that I  cannot cross reference in this Breath. This is something Bernard knew, which is why he developed and sold TechnoTutor, then suggested that I and many others do the same, he did not create it to not be sold, it was not created to not be shared with as many Humans as possible.

Words are pockets of Sound in a Reality composed of Sound, so when you cross reference and integrate every word/sound as what's Best then you will follow none and your capacity to process and enunciate Desteni principles in any situation will increase. However, the more limited and tainted your vocabulary, then the more likely you will shift at various points into following knowledge and information from others without Real cross reference. This is why Science is so fucked in this world, the Scientific theory of "experts" is taken as gospel.

What do you think happens if I have a limited vocabulary and someone tells me they have been to a certain planet which sounds so profound to me? I will likely follow that person as a believer without Real cross reference. Do Not follow Bernard, Do Not follow the Portal, Do Not follow Desteni - Cross reference every piece of existence yourself, which is actually what's Best for All.

If you react to the idea of selling Desteni Principles I highly suggest you look within yourself at how you define selling and how you actually came to Desteni in the first place, because every Human requires an income and as you become effective in your standing of Equality and Oneness of course you will be able to share/sell the principles with others more effectively through the years. The global Coronavirus Lockdown to me highlights that it is more crucial then ever to expand the Desteni group as much as possible, I want to Live in a world where the population of every nation are Destonians. Yet, in a world where Humans are programmed to walk the path of least resistance, then of course some feathers will be ruffled at times - If the internet is shut down tomorrow and private property/businesses is made illegal then expansion is going to become virtually impossible.

When there is concerns in any group it is only best for all to not make any statements that could cause harm to some or division and confusion in people and instead focus on the synchronisation of our understandings.

I have found in my Life time and time again that focusing on similarities to others instead of highlighting differences is always Best for All so lets get clear -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that without Cross-Reference Here I cannot Realise anything for Myself in Practical Reality it will all be Vicarious understanding which is ignorance, exactly the same as a conspiracy theorist claiming I know something profound, when I know in Self-Honesty I don't actually Know which is obviously Not Best for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that while Cross Reference and Self-Realisation must be the starting point to actually walk this journey to Life, it is not what initially brought me to Desteni - I Realise and accept that I was sold by the Certainty of the words of Bernard, Sunette and the Portal, which then caused me to Cross-Reference and Self-Realise.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that if Selling Desteni principles was actually unacceptable, then we wouldn't ever have charged for any part of the Desteni information - I realise we live in a system where Money is required and a Value exchange is Best for All.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Real Cross Reference and the idea of Cross Reference is totally different.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Cross Reference of anything is limited to the tools available to me at any given time exactly the same as in Scientific communities - no matter how groundbreaking the findings of any Scientist is, I will cross reference their ingredients and process in my own laboratory before it is Real to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in Every Here Breath that the Desteni tools, TechnoTutor, Eqafe, DIP it All supports Humans to cross reference and Live what is Best for All - None are more or less important then any other.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that If I claim to know with Certainty anything about the Afterlife or Ancient History because Bernard or the Portal said so - when I know in Self-Honesty I have not cross referenced that myself, then I am actually allowing Sanctimonious Zealotry wanting a Jesus type of Authority to Follow as more then myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that before joining Desteni I was looking for some profound meaning of Life, a way to improve myself which I found with Desteni and then I Realised myself as Life, not the other way around.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that a chat among Destonians is somehow enhanced if Bernard or the Portal is present, when in Reality communication with Any Destonian is Always worth the time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Bernard challenged my bullshit concepts when I first found Desteni because he knew that when you See Abuse it Must be Challenged Directly, Not avoided because Humans avoiding Resistance, avoiding what makes them Feel Bad is a Huge Part of why so much Abuse happens everyday as Rape, War and Starvation in Silence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in Every Breath that because of Never having a Father growing up and desiring to have direct direction from my Father - I found that Father in Bernard as an Authority I could turn too, instead of Living as the Authority myself which only came years later

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise there is no right or wrong in anything there is only, Abuse or Support - is this abusing me or is it supporting me? Let me check and if its supportive, let me see how I can weave this into my Living Understanding.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that If I have not actually faced the worst of what Humanity is capable of in the flesh Here - then it can be easier to make mountains out of mole holes when someone says something I don't like.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that gossip in any group setting is Never Best for All because it implies Secret conversations about others instead of just dealing with your issues and the person your blaming for your reactions yourself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that anytime I say "I don't know what Bernard would say if he was Here" would imply that the words he said before he died are now apparently null and void because we don't know if he would change his perspective about any of the words he previously said - when in Reality while not infallible, in Practical Reality I have never met a Human whose words stood the test of time more then Bernard's.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that If I hold onto Reactions about any part of TechnoTutor technology/business, then I will completely miss the point that the TechnoTutor technology allows a person to cross reference and integrate any part of Physical Reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that expanding the Desteni group is the coolest business activity any business can do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that while this is not about getting people to "agree with Desteni" if I have issues bringing people to the door as a business activity to decide for themselves then that is only highlighting my own limitations.

I commit myself to show that while my Ego Fears to admit it I did not Realise Equality and Oneness by myself initially - I was Sold, then I Realised myself as Life.

I commit myself to show that No Cross Reference is Real unless it is proven to Self Here in the Flesh.

I commit myself to show that in this global system Everyone is Buying or Selling - So if there is any reactions to either I have to take Self-Responsibility to End those Reactions.

I commit myself to show that Selling is Sharing.

I commit myself to show that a part of the process in this journey to Life is sharing/selling my process what has been effective for me, and the amount of people I can comfortably share and enunciate this with - the amount of people who want to cross reference my example is actually a gauge of how effective I am in my Standing.

I commit myself to show that every Tool connected to Desteni being - Self-Corrective Tools, DIP, Eqafe, and TechnoTutor are all Equally of Value.

I commit myself to show that Any Form of Division in Any group is Unacceptable.

I commit myself to show that a unified Humanity walking Equality and Oneness is Best for All, yet there is no possible way this can happen without some discomforts while aligning ourselves, our Education, Politics and Economics.

Day 436: Stop talking Shit

Stop talking Shit, I'm sure like me you have said this statement to many people in your life and have had people say it to you - yet, fascinatingly only through Facing our own Shit do we become Certain enough to call out others Shit.

Our Relationship to Shit is Fucked. I mean seriously have you ever considered to what Degree? I have a Shit Everyday, 1-3 times a day depending on what I Eat and how much, yet also I notice how Consciousness gets in the way of Stable Shitting at times.

Like when I'm in other peoples houses I notice how my Shits are usually not as enjoyable as when I'm Shitting "On my toilet" purely because of Reacting in the Mind having Thoughts in other peoples houses about - can they hear me shitting? Is my shit going to be really smelly? Am I going to use too much of their toilet Roll? Are they going to judge how long I'm shitting for? etc. Then because of these thoughts my usual 1-3 Shits a day will turn to 1 a day and it will be like a Constipated Physical experience straining to get that Shit out or if it won't come out now, then it might even Liquefy from suppressing it for so long and eventually be like some steaming pile of slop when it does come out.    

To a lesser degree this happens when someone else is in my House for a long period of time, where my Shit can be less frequent and/or less enjoyable due to this Consciousness induced tightness of the Muscle.

Fascinating isn't it when you look at how people interact when they first meet each other, like a Love interest, how it is so common for people to suppress Farts around them so they don't have a reason to not like you. This idea of wanting to show ourselves as a Clean and Spotless image with no smell of Shit, so you don't talk about the Abusive parts of yourself, suppressing your Farts as a manifested consequence of suppressing the Real Shit of yourself, picking and choosing who to Fart and Shit around, when really we don't know anyone until we see their Real Shit - why do you think Dogs spend so much time smelling Shit? They can literally smell the Memories, the DNA of a Being just from their Shit. Dogs are a fascinating support for Humans with this understanding of Shit, it is their Aptitude of Knowing that they can Clearly see what is Here through Shit.

Many Humans that do not Truly understand the Dog will Judge the Dog for staring and drooling when Humans eat food around them, or if the Dog starts sniffing another Dogs ass or smelling a Shit within touching distance or maybe even eating some the Human Reacts. But, if you had a Nose as sensitive as the Dog, if you understood the Dogs communicative capacities through Food and Shit you would also be as interested as the Dog. We are what we Eat is a statement we Hear but do we realise that the Dog and all Animals relationship with Food and Shit is actually Far more advanced in Awareness then our own, providing Phenomenal Support for the Human to Exist Here Down to Earth. 

We Humans find examining Shit like the Dog deplorable and grotesque immediately making "Errrrrrr" sounds when it gets on us or even near us in anyway due to our Pre-Programming we allow which keeps us in separation from Physical Reality - within this we do not even see that we do Labour, which requires Energy which you get when you Eat Food, then the waste product becomes the Shit, which goes where? Back into the Earth as fertilising Manure which is then recycled back into the Plant and then becomes Food again.

So actually we Humans Do Eat our Own Shit, we just seldom look at it in this way due to finding looking at how we manufacture our shit within and without as "Disgusting" as a justification to to stay in positive feelings and not see what is actually manifesting in Reality. Its all Human Shit, Animal Shit or Plant Shit as decomposing trees and the Photosynthesis cycle. Yet just like the body you notice the mind needs energy to exist but a different kind of course.

As an example of the type of Energy the Mind craves to exist is if you look at how certain food connoisseurs will place so much emphasis on how beautiful a meal looks in its visual design, that the food is somehow better when it is a Tableau of Epicurean Art, when no matter how beautiful the image looks it will still be Equal to Shit in the End.

Or you see how Parents will always pass their Shit as Mind Systems onto their children, I mean I have even seen parents getting annoyed at their Baby Shitting in their Nappy all the time trying to force the Child to start using a toilet asap just to avoid having to do any more nappy changing. Resonantly Teaching the Child to not face their own Shit.

We turn Shit into Polarity as Good Feelings or Negative Emotions - we say Oh shit! When something Bad happens, but we say I'm The Shit Man! when we achieve Success in something. Or you may remember at school as a kid where someone was bullied for shitting A lot at school or Loudly, where a Negative reaction of the majority was turned into a Joke for the majority to Feel Good. Or at many Schools especially poorer ones you notice how the worst kids sometimes let their suppressed shit out in the toilet that they want to do in the classroom like smoking, having a fight, swearing loads etc.

I remember this as a kid, where I learnt sarcastic statements like: "Kiss my Ass" or "Does the Pope Shit in the Woods" and I watched endless toilet humor comedies like: Bottom, Beavis and Butthead, even a band I liked had a track called Shitman that had a music video of a superhero called Shitman lol. Yet in an instant I so easily could switch to Disgust of Shit being close to me, I remember as a kid when I got new trainers one time, I stood in a big pile of dog shit straight after getting them I was so Angry I had a fight with a kid who laughed about it. 

It was designed in such a way within the Human where The best medicine for not Feeling Shit is Money, where each one must have a Self-Aggrandizing specialty within the Hive Mind of Capitalism on a Pilgrimage to the Top of the Shit Pile as the special ascended ones where I can "choose" to Not Stand Equal to Life.

Everyone knows Kim Jung Un was talking Shit when he said that he doesn't Shit because Everyone does. So If we Really have this "Free Choice" we value so much, try choosing to Not Shit and you quickly see that you have No Choice when you Shit, your Body is the Authority.

Lets make a world where everyone's Shit is known, where we Make Sure we all get our Shit out on the table where we can all Stop talking Shit and make a Cool as Shit world where nobody talks Shit, where everyone has the Best Shit and nobody ever gets Shitted on as less then another  Ever Again -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in Every Here Breath that it is only through taking Self-Responsibility to calling out our own Shit that we can actually call out the Shit of another in an Effective Way. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have an Unstable Relationship with Shit for Majority of My Life past 7 Years Old, because before the Mind Consciousness system integrated as Me then My Relationship with Shit was Clear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that through the Incantations of Self-Forgiveness Applied and Lived in Self-Honesty I can actually Redesign my Relationship with Shit to be whats Best for All. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to React as Negative thoughts about Shitting in other peoples houses, which then causes my Body to become slightly more Rigid in the House of another and thus Shitting becomes more difficult/Less Enjoyable as Hard clumps of Shit or as a Slop Fest from Suppressing not doing it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Defining my house as "Mine" and defining my Shitting experience as "Alone time" while not as pronounced as in other peoples houses, still causes me to sometimes have more difficulty shitting if someone else is in "my house" for a long period of time - where I realise that If I remove these ideas of "My house" and "My alone time" then there will be no difficulty shitting with others in my house. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the Reason people suppress their Farts while around a Love interest is same Reason we only speak about our Best Traits and not the Worst parts of Ourself  - We want to project an image of ourselves as a "Clean, Happy, and Positive" Person and so Justify suppressing who we Really are as the Nasty Shit to manipulate the person into falling in Love with our image until at some point in the communication be it in 1 Week or 1 Year, eventually My Shit will come out.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Dogs and Animals generally spend so much time Smelling Shit because they have a much Higher Degree of Physical Awareness then Humans - The Animal knows that The Memories and very DNA of a Person can be picked up from Perusing the design of Shit, because the Animal Truly Understands the statement "We are what we Eat".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that as the Pre-programmed Systems of the Mind We do not even Realise when we are Judging the Dog for smelling Shit, when we Humans actually Eat our own Shit without Awareness - We do Labour which food gives us the energy for, then we Shit out the Waste which fertilises the Plants to make more Food as the cycle of Food and Shit are actually Intrinsic.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that we Humans find Shit disgusting because we get a Disgusting experience when we look at the Shit inside ourselves and the Shit in the world - so we Define anything with Shit as Negative to stay in the Mind as Thoughts and Feelings in Separation from Physical Reality and thus Culpability without considering it is this Ignorance to Shit that keeps Abusive Shit going inside and without. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Just as the Body craves the Physical Energy from Food the Mind craves Energy to charge up systems.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that while it can be cool to create interesting looking food, when it is turned into a Religion for Mind Energy, saying for instance food is unacceptable unless it "Looks perfect" one is completely missing the point that All Food comes out as Shit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise In every moment that Parents pass their Shit onto their Children to put their own Feelings ahead of what's Best for All, thus generation after generation Nobody is Facing the Real Shit that's Here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that we turn Shit into Polarity as Good Feelings or Negative Emotions, where we say Oh shit! When something Bad happens, but we say I'm The Shit Man! when we achieve Success in something, constantly bouncing back and forth in the Mind in separation from Real Shit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that even now when I just say the word Shit I still smile just based on how many memories of toilet humor comedies I watched as a kid.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience Annoyance and even Anger before just because of getting a bit of Shit on me, showing me that in these moments I am Brainwashed and not actually Here as Breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that we Humans are by the design of our Pre-Programming inclined to just purse Money and things we can buy with Money when we Feel like Shit - I realise this will only be temporary relief and that without Self-Honest Introspection you can Never get to the Root of why you Really do Feel Shit to Actually Stop the Polarity Mind Games.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that due to the Programming each Human looks to climb the Shit Pile to Become the Special Mighty Shit Man or Woman as the Ascended ones of the Shit Hive where I can apparently Choose to Not stand Equal to Life Completely Full of Shit. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that If Free Choice was Real then we could easily Choose to Not Shit which is of course Not Possible because the Mind is subject to the Body not the Other way around.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that until Everybody's Shit is Clear for All to see then a World that's Best for All Inclusive of Humans is Not Possible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that a world that's Best for All means there is not a Single Being that is being Shitted on by the Horrific Consequences of Consciousness 

I commit myself to show that how Humanity currently exists as Consciousness is Bullshit and shows how full of Shit we are to Actually value our Thoughts, Feelings and Emotions as more important then Real Shit.

I commit myself to show that no matter what successes a person claims, as long as anyone does not have access to Toilet services in this world we actually have a Shit world which is not Successful for All and thus Not Real.

I commit myself to call out anyone who is justify a systems that Shits on the Majority and keeps the Minority in "Shit Free" Heaven.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to participate with thoughts that come up when I am in the house of another, or when someone is in my house about Shitting - I Stop and Breathe then continue to do so until no more thoughts come up.

I commit myself to Not Resist analyzing Any of My Shit as Thoughts, Feelings and Emotional patterns with the same investigative fervor as the Dog smelling Shit seeing the Design of whats Here so Clearly. 

Day 435: Doors to the Soul

Look me in the Eye, its a commonly understood saying throughout Human History, it stands as a Proverbial Symbol which is based on the fact we all know that no matter what anyone says the Eyes will tell us the True Story. We know when someone is Genuinely Afraid from their Eyes, we know when someone is Genuinely Happy from their Eyes, we want to Know we are Equally Respected which becomes uncertain when there is no Eye Connection. Many Relationships have been started and ended with a literal single connection of Eyes as the sayings "Love at first Sight" and "I can't stand to look at you" shows. 

Sometimes it can be unclear if someone is speaking to us Directly without Eye Connection, we also want to know our words are being Acknowledged which the Eyes always show - we want to see any Reactions in the eyes when we say certain words to a person, we all find Confidence attractive to a certain degree and consistently merging Eye Connection is an easy hallmark of Confident Certainty. When we go to the bathroom and see our reflection in the mirror, we all sometimes Directly speak to ourselves while staring into our own Eyes.

Easy to see isn't it why Intelligence agencies like the CIA, MI5, Mossad and others have so many ways to spot someones Lies and Contradictions through studying the Eyes. Or how the Illuminati use a Pyramid with an "All Seeing Eye" at the top - Its all based on a saying that "Eyes are the doors to the Soul" which you no doubt will have heard many times since Childhood in this world.

I remember in teenage years I had a belief that I have been through a lot of Emotional Pain which I didn't want people to see in my eyes, so I started getting very addicted to wearing Sunglasses. Where I didn't want to walk Equally with anyone, the only times my Eye connection would fix on a person for a long time would be if I was trying to cause Conflict, to Scare them or Manipulate them into giving or doing something for Me in Self-Interest. 

I defined myself as a Lone Wolf and so Sunglasses supported this character to isolate myself from others as I knew that people would not be able to read my eyes, so I could literally Lie more effectively. Also as I got increasingly paranoid about the creation of enemies, I was very consistently paranoid about people following me, so with Sunglasses you can analyse Humans around you without them knowing you are looking at them. Now when I started walking my process I redefined my relationship with Sunglasses, yet it still fascinates me the level of complex thoughts I used to carry about Eyes and Sunglasses, how I would Disregard the importance of Eyes.

Interesting that in the world full of Fear about Coronavirus people are spending less time with other Humans meaning we have less time to Align and Cultivate our Unified Eye Connections which you see has Consequences.

When we look in our lives we have all had moments where lack of Eye Connection caused a Breakdown of a relationship. Or we have all seen many skilled speakers with words become ineffective at communication in a certain setting because they are lacking Eye Connection with the person or persons present.

"The Eyes are the Doors to the Soul" is a saying that is just as Relevant as other sayings like "We are Water" and "Like cures Like"  - there are three lines of study which connect to these sayings yet all have been ignored by mainstream Science - Iridology popularised by Bernard Jensen, Emoto's Water Consciousness studies and the long storied history of Homeopathy.

Why these things are ignored of course is because the System we all agree to exist as Capitalism does not allow for Real Health Solutions that are Best for All to be adopted by the masses. Especially if it cuts into the Profits of Pharmaceutical companies, Mainstream Doctors, Medical Insurance etc - where only Drug Dependency as a solution is Enforced on All Life, where Health is made such a Fearsome topic it accrues Massive Profits in Global Business. In Reality Drug Dependency is Not a Solution and only numbs Pain, highlighting Suppression of taking Self-Responsibility dealing with the Real Root of the issues within Self and this World. Also when Fear of Death is removed and one realizes Disease is the incorrect programming of words into the Flesh where all that is Life is not Considered or Realised - then Health no longer becomes associated with Fear and Profit.

An Unhealthy Human maintains this Unhealthy system where a minority are held aloft in Heaven while the Majority are Persecuted in Slavery Hell, which is why those comprising the top 1% of wealthiest families would rather things like Iridology is kept away from people.

I have no interest in appeasing any person or groups feelings to "fit into" a mainstream narrative, so I will continue to expand my understanding of Iridology because as with all Real Healthcare its based on Prevention.

The Eyes are the Doors to the Soul is a more Relevant statement when you actually investigate Iridology, because forget what your local Doctor has written down and saved in computer databases, Iridology proves beyond a shadow of a doubt that our Eyes are actually one of our Best Natural Medical Records. Iridology shows that Physical Conditions of all areas of the Body can be Mapped out Past, Present and Future which essentially makes it one of the Greatest Diagnostic Tools in Human History, yet I do not meet many Humans that actually know what Iridology is.

If someone you didn't know came up tp you and looked into your eyes then told you what age you had your first operation and what it was for, you would find that impressive right? Well if you come across an Effective Iridologist they will be able to do this and in a world that Best for All surely we would all be Experts in the Design of Eyes to have a world of Truly Clear Vision. 

Fascinating that from the word Flesh you can Spell Self - perhaps that tells us that who we really are is the Flesh and that our True Story is Written into the Flesh - Lets Create a world where all Eyes are connected as the living of I as what's Best for All -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in Every Here Breath that the saying "The Eyes are the Doors to the Soul" has more weight to it then our current mainstream Education system would have us Realise as the disregarded yet Provable results of Iridology show in this World.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that effective communication of words in the presence of another is enhanced in terms of meaning, impact, certainty, clarity, trust when Eye Connection is consistent.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not always utilise Eye connection effectively in younger years and not realise at the time it was due to limiting beliefs not living Certainty or Fusion with others as Me which would then come through in physically avoiding eye connection.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the reason so many Intelligence agencies have so many methods for reading Eyes is because they know with certainty that certain reactions in the eye mean certain Truths no matter what story the person claims.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try to cause separation of myself rom others in younger years by using Sunglasses to avoid Eye Connection to keep limiting characters as myself existent and keep myself Isolated and Seaparted from Life. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Coronavirus Lockdowns has caused Humans to spend less time around each other thus have less Eye Connections then ever before, which is only assisting the Limitation of Human interaction the same way as Masks and Social Distancing do. Meaning that we are increasingly allowing a world where communication between two real people is becoming less relevant as the the Minds Avatar Projected on screens is taking more focus.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that in a world of decreasing eye connections means we are understanding less about each other then ever before which is not cool.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Fuck up many Relationships in my Life purely because of not Allowing myself to fix my gaze upon theirs consistently because of seeing myself as more or less then the person in someway.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Iridology, just like Water Consciousness studies and Homeopathy have all been ostracized from mainstream Science because they are actually Best for All and cut into the profits of the Pharmaceutical, Medical and Insurance Industries. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise In Every Breath that anything which is Best for All Health is not promoted in Capitalism because Capitalism is based on Profit ahead of Prevention which is not Real Healthcare.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Healing without Healing teh inner dishonor to Life is Not Real Healing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that despite what those in the Illuminati will claim there is no "All Seeing Eye" in this world currently - that will only happen when All Humans See themselves as Equal With All Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that contrary to what we are taught by the System growing up, Drug Dependency of any kind is Never a Solution that is Best for All as all it does is Numb the pain and mask the root of the issue.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that when Fear of Death is removed and one realizes Disease is the incorrect programming of words into the Flesh where all that is Life is not Considered or Realised - then Health no longer becomes associated with Fear and Profit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Iridology Like any Real Healthcare actually allows us to See our Real Inner Road Map Right down to the DNA.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise In Every Here Moment that an Unhealthy Human maintains this Unhealthy system which is why those comprising the top 1% of wealthiest families would rather things like Iridology is kept away from people to Keep Disease proliferating in the Majority.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that in a World that Best for All then All Humans will be experts in the Eyes as well all areas of our Body because Flesh also Spells Self so we can only know ourselves when we Look into our own Eyes at the design of our Flesh. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that until all Human Eyes can connect in Certainty and Kindness with the Eyes of All Others as a Group of Unified Beings living I as What's Best for All - then Heaven on Earth including Humanity will not be possible.

I commit myself to show that Disease is the incorrect programming of words into the Flesh where all that is Life is not Considered or Realised.

I commit myself to treating others how I want to be treated with Eye Connection - Clear and Stable.

I commit myself to expose that our Money system is based on Profiting for Disease and so has no interest in Real Healthcare such as Iridology.

I commit myself to show that Real Healthcare is Based on Prevention.

I commit myself to show that Only when All Humanity are experts in Iridology, Homeopathy, Water Consciousness, listening to the Physical Body in All Ways Ahead of the Mind can we have a World that is Actually Best for All.

I commit myself to show that the statement our Eyes are the Doors to the Soul has more weight then we initially have understood as Iridology shows.

I commit myself to show that when All Humans say The I of me must be Best for each other I as a completed Eye of Humanity - then Heaven on Earth Including Humanity can Emerge. 

Day 434: Operation Dark Sky

On this Sunday there are dark skies in the UK, very Grey no Blue sky or Sun to see today and Rain is pouring, Humanity has indeed been living as a growing Dark Cloud enveloping more and more of this World. I've always found it fascinating how Humans often define Rain and dark clouds as being Negative. Why is that I wonder? Why is it that we think its a "good time" to watch a film when its Raining but when its sunny it's apparently less suitable? Seems that when we are deprived of energy to charge our systems then we go into boredom and depression looking for Stimulation a form of Energy to "Light up our day" which the film can do for the Ego when its raining of course. Seems that rather then just allowing the suns natural rays to nourish our bodies, rather we define the Sun as a tool to charge up our systems of the Mind.

You can notice that how when the Sun is out people people says its a "beautiful day" yet it is through this allowance of Self-Possession this Positive character we play in the Sunlight that actually causes us to ignore the Abuse going on in reality while we are in "Sun Heaven". When do you see some of the most egregious throwing of rubbish into Nature? When the Sun comes out and hoards of Humans go to beaches as this Sunlight Character to take their nourishment in Self-Interest and then leave their remains of alcohol, food, drugs and various plastics behind.   

Also perhaps it is the dark clouds that we react to in thought as it reminds us of the inner dark clouds that we allow Self to be that we avoid facing and correcting, it reminds us of our lack of Self-Honesty about the Darkness of ourselves that we don't want to Face - same way people define talking about Starvation as "Negative" as a justification to not look at the reality of the fucked up design of starvation, which of course then enables and facilitates the abuse to continue through an apathetic ignorance to face the Darkness of Starvation.

Yet from another perspective these Dark Clouds remind me of how we run into the Shadows as the Secret Mind, how we Suppress, how we how we miss that Everything is in Reverse, how we often can Blame something for harming us when really it is supporting us to Grow when we change our Starting Point. For example I consider Bill Gates, his pals and various groups discussing ways to "block the sun" through a completely Illogical Ideology that the Sun is damaging us and our planet, when really in Self-Honesty we all know the Sun has been supporting Life on Earth to grow for Millions of years and so very obviously is not to blame for any form of Global Warming Here. Perhaps Bill has been watching too many dystopian Sci-Fi films for too long which has more then a few stories including predictive programming of Sky Blackening Messages.

Yet it is typical isn't it? We Humans always seem to find ways to rather then learn from and allow what benefits us to let us grow - rather we find ways to Judge and Blame something Mighty and Uplifting in its capacity to benefit Life Unconditionally such as the Sun. No surprise Jesus was persecuted was it. 

How many other areas in our lives do we try to Avoid Facing something that we actually know benefits us, because we are Judging/Blaming that we are not as supportive as that thing. Our relationship to Money is the same as what Bill Gates is doing trying to block the Sun - we know that money supports us, but we are always trying to find ways of Demonising it to ourselves, to justify why we don't need it by focusing on the harmful things Humans do with money, putting a dark cloud over Money and Suppressing. This started in childhood of course - remember when you were a child and you got your first large amount of money? What did your parents do? I bet they started questioning you, implying some form of criminality as an Inquisition, highlighting their own unstable relationship to Money, their own Exasperation that the Money might change you in some way, trying to enforce an idea that you don't need money to be Happy, so you agree and Suppress as a Child. 

Burying that buzz of getting Money, Defining it as Bad in Self-Dishonesty, it didn't disappear of course though it just laid in wait, it has been imagined so much that the Law of Attraction will play out the point. So if you want to turn a Child into a Greedy Adult full of Avarice, then tell them Emotionally that they don't need Money when they get their first positive experience with Money. No surprise that before walking my Journey to Life I was a truly Selfish being in relation to Money throughout my teenage and young Adult years. I still have to check myself at times when I see my mind having Selfish thoughts come up in relation to Money.

Humans running around with all this Uncertain Dark Fog in their Heads as Consumer zombies. Some have even Blamed the Sun for isolated forest fires, but what I always ask with forest fires - if the Human didn't directly start the fire through Negligence or Spite, then why wasn't the Human Aware that a certain area of grass was dead requiring Water or a Fire could occur? Because majority of Humans are not Here in Equality and Oneness with Nature as the Physical Body and so cannot see the needs of Nature Clearly - The Sun cannot do the Gardening for us, it just gives the Plant the Rays in requires to Grow.

So our Suppression and lack of Stimulation fuels our Depressions, while in Reality None of it is Real. The Dark Skies you see outside are Not Negative, it is your Subjective Exclusionary Experience as the Idea of yourself as Ego based on Energy where you define the Grey Sky as Negative. It's Unacceptable, same as avoiding Self-Responsibility for ourselves through Creation of Dark Clouds to Suppress and Hide parts of ourselves is Unacceptable.

We have to Truly Study the Quantum Mind, to see the design of our Fucked up Relationships where we think our thinking is Real with no awareness that thoughts come from the body or how the thoughts got there in the first place, what charges them etc. We have to be Clear with what we are allowing ourselves to be, we have to be Honest with Ourselves about where are we Still allowing Drug abuse/Addiction of any kind to keep Our Self Stimulated in various Dimensions of Polarised energy, where the "great depression" emerges when the Drug is removed. We must be clear that the idea of Our self as Personality in the Mind is Not Real, because it is temporary it wasn't with us as a Child. It is a Form of Demonic Possession turning Programmed Dimensions into an actual experience in the Body and Mind which is dependent on energy produced by the physical not the other way around.

Depression starts in Thought, and the idea is that then talking about your thoughts will be the best solution, when in Reality that is merely a release of an inner energy build up until you repeat the pattern and do it again. This is why you actually have to Stop, because if you don't you will repeat the cycle again and again this is where so many people turn to drug addiction to to take us to another "better zone" to Suppress the real issue then make myself Belief I have Cured myself of the issue, when really all I have done is forget for some time about it, suppressed it and thus it may come up again in the future as Disease as Consequence.

While always better sooner, eventually everyone realizes whats Best for All in this Life or the Hereafter. Scams like operation "Dark Sky" will cease to exist when we stop scamming ourselves "to keep talking about it" just so we can get attention and keep the darkness of ourselves alive in complete separation.

Lets Forgive to Stop Depression, Blame and Suppression For Real, lets End ideas of Dark Evil Skies and replace it with the Simplicity of what is Here, Grey Skies ready to Rain -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the Reason Humans Define the Sun as "Good" and Dark Clouds as "Bad" is because Humans have allowed themselves to be creatures of Polarity Stimulation where the Sun is actually twisted into a tool to feed the Pre-Programmed Minds of Humans. Energy to "Feel Good" when the Sun has no interest in these things in Reality - I Realise that The Sun is only Here to Nourish the Physical not the Minds of Humans. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Humanity has Individually and Collectively been living out Uncertainty, Hiding from Responsibility and Depression as the Mind as a form of Dark Sky Blanketed over Earth.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the Reason Humans prefer playing Computer Games and Watching Films when its Raining, is because we are Pre-Programmed Organic Robots and so whenever we are deprived of one main source of Mind Energy Stimulation, we will become Depressed and so will then justify interacting with anything that can charge up our Systems with Energy. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the moment I claim it is a "Beautiful Day" when it is Sunny, implies that I am Equally allowing the idea that it is automatically a "Bad Day" when its Raining as Separation where I am unable to see Reality in Awareness Here because I am always busy superimposing my idea of Reality On top. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that when you develop a Character in relation to Weather you will inevitably be Completely Ignorant to the Horrific Abuse of Real Living Beings Everyday because you are too Busy in your Mind as these "Sun Heaven" Positive Characters or your "Dark Sky" Depression Character.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that because Humans are not Living Here as Breath simply absorbing the Suns Physical Rays, but are Rather in their Mind as these "Sunny Characters" in Self-Interest to "Party" on the Beach, in separation from the Beach, that is when Humans are some of the most Pollutant to Nature leaving mountains of rubbish from the Possessed, the Excessive Partying in the Sun.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself not realise that anyone defining Dark Skies as Negative is doing so because it gives me a Negative experience as the clouds remind me of the Darkness of Me that I have yet to and Fear to Face in Self-Honesty - this is in exactly the same way how we define discussion of Starvation to be Negative because of the experience we get of Shame knowing that we are living in Luxury at their expense, thus we are Culpable, Responsible for Starvation existing and that is just too Painful to admit for Most Humans.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that things we know support us we try to find ways to demonise as the Ego, which you see for instance with most people defining/blaming Money as Evil since childhood or defining/blaming the Sun as responsible to Global Warming and so should be apparently Blacked out. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that 100 years ago anyone who suggested we should darken the Sky would have been laughed at in any setting - yet now due to the accumulation of suppressed consequence inside Each Human as a growing Dark Cloud has now got to a point where the most insane of ideas such as blocking the Sun are now being considered in mainstream more then ever before.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that it is only when you have Money yourself can you be afforded the opportunity to truly understand why all Humans need Money to be living in Dignity. When poor people are kept poor they do not realise what they are missing in terms of Elite Luxury Living because they have never known it - This is fundamentally why despite what the Wealthiest Families show, when you apply the Equality Equation it is clear that the More Money you Have, then the More Responsibility one Has to Take Care of Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that pretending and convincing myself that  I don't need Money or The Sun when I know it supports me is Self-Dishonesty and thus us Unacceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that when Parents cast a black cloud over Money in childhood, it will only cause the child to Suppress and in adult years could cause consequence to play out where that Child grows to become an Adult completely Possessed by Money as evidenced by a world of Adult Humans Competing in Capitalism to have the Most Capital ahead of our Fellow Man when we were all taught in childhood to not care about Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise In Every Here Breath that the only Money System which will cause All Humans to care about each other is in fact an Equal Money System where Money is given the Value of Life for the First time in History.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in Every Here Breath that it is by All Humans removing the Dark Skies of Depression from our Mind, Being and Physical, that we can live an Equal Money System into Existence for All Life which is Best for All. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the Dark Sky ideas we Carrry as ourselves, we did not have these ideas as a child they were programmed into us over time via parenting, environment and society thus verifying they are not Real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Humanities abdication of walking in Equality and Oneness with the Animal Kingdom means we will find ways of blaming the Sun, The Earth, The Animals anything to blame so we don't have to change ourselves.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Depression is thoughts, and speaking loads about your thoughts is nothing but momentary release until the thoughts build up again, thus talking alone is not an Effective Solution for Depression - In my expereince only The Desteni Message and Tools are the Most Effective to truly Transcend Depression Patterns. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise In Every Breath that Drug Addiction as a Solution for something that originates in our own thoughts is actually suppression, avoiding dealing with the Root of the issue, which if not dealt with will manifest again as Disease as Consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that giving Authority to a Top 1% Wealthy Elite through giving in to Dark Skies of Depression inside ourselves is going to create a Darker world everyday for all where we will mutually agree to cut ourselves off from the Life giving Authority of The Sun. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Sooner or Later Everyone realizes whats Best for All in this Life or the Hereafter. Thus Scams like operation "Dark Sky" will cease to exist when we stop scamming ourselves "to keep talking about it" just so we can get attention and keep the darkness of ourselves alive in complete separation and instead Live the Word of Whats Best for All.

I commit myself to show that Humanity has been Living as Uncertainty, Blame, Suppression and Depression as an imaginary Dark Sky.

I commit myself to show that as a Consequence of Not dealing with the Dark Skies inside each one is that we may actually turn the skies Black, blocking The Sun which would Obviously not be Best For All.

I commit myself to call out anyone who claims the world is better or worse based on what weather is happening, as being deluded and actually is through Separation enforcing a Darker World for All Life.

I commit myself to show that the parts of ourselves that we Fear to Face we Suppress and enshroud in Dark Clouds inside ourselves, which is a part of why so Many have a Negative experience when looking at Dark Clouds.   

I commit myself to show that when Humans take Responsibility for Ourselves in Every Here Breath to Live What's Best for All, then no matter what the Weather we will have no Sunlight or Dark Sky Characters hampering us in our Mind and then a Money System that Shines on All Whatever the Weather shall Emerge.

Day 433: Blaming the Words of Others

Fascinating looking at how we Blame, how we will take any lengths necessary to avoid taking Self-Responsibility. Yesterday as I was watching some sports, there was a particular advert that replayed about 20 times in between a 90 minute football match. The advert was based on stopping Online Hate, where various sports Celebrities would share brief clips of how much Hate they get online and that they are are now on a crusade to stop online hate by instantly banning people from social media and potentially getting the person arrested for saying words in a Spiteful way.

Amazing isn't it in a world where around 30,000 children die everyday from starvation and preventable illnesses we keep creating "other more important" things to focus on like protecting our Precious Thoughts, Feelings and Emotions.

The justification of this advert being that if an emotionally unstable person receives Spiteful words online, then those Spiteful words could be to Blame for that emotionally unstable person committing Suicide. They were giving a lot of Suicide statistics and basically attempting to warp the viewers perspective to "speak up" by trying to get people banned/arrested for harmful words etc.

Words themselves do not Harm Anyone, Words are Here to support us to understand everything Here - this is why swear words are not Harmful by themselves, it is the intention of the Human using any words where the Harm resides. Humans Do Not Live words as whats Best Currently, so we have to be Aware that Spiteful words from someone is Never far away.

Now to make it clear I am not saying that words being said in a Vindictive way is acceptable because its not and that makes sense to me, because Verbal Abuse is obviously Real in a world where Humans Do Not Live words as Whats Best. What doesn't make sense is saying that another persons Vindictive words automatically has to make me Emotional and "give me a Right to react" as a Conduit for Blame.

What doesn't make sense is saying that if someone says Vindictive words to you, then you should try to get revenge by getting the person banned or arrested, or that you would be justified in killing yourself. Without even considering that calling the police on a man stealing some Bread is you in your "Good guy Honesty" actually causing Harm by allowing the legal system to continue to protect the high level abusers, while Persecuting those desperate enough to steal Bread to continue and repeat.  

Now while understandable that you might block someone being spiteful on your timeline we all have done, but if you try to get someone in trouble for something they have said to you, all you are saying is "I'm not responsible for me this other person is" so lets punish their lack of Education and continue a world where nobody is Responsible for their own reactions and Emotional Stability.

Or the big point of suicide in this advert is also completely misunderstood because Suicide is always an Act of Hate. What Marley? You might be saying surely Suicide is the result of a person being tormented with hateful words. No, what must be considered is the thought process of someone who commits Suicide where we think its because the person starts believing what the hateful comments say and so start hating themselves then commit Suicide. 

Without realising that this is not how it works, the act of Suicide itself is actually Vindictive Blame, nobody ever Really Hates themselves no matter what you are told, we all find ways of Loving ourselves in Self-Interest Actually. Those that complete Suicide will actually say "I'm doing it because of you, or this or that" as Blame, "you don't get how special and unique I am as a person so now I will make you sorry for not realising my greatness" so the "Self-Hate" story we are fed about Suicide is nothing but a Bullshit Conspiracy to cover up the Reality. Most would never have the balls to actually say this though that I am killing myself because I hate you, for not loving me, for not bending to my demands, for not being my slave. Fascinating.

Amazing that we suggest everyone just stops talking online as a solution because anyone could get offended by anything you say, saying that another persons words is responsible for our offense instead of our own allowance. When you look at how Donald Trump has been treated by social media it really emphasizes what I'm talking about. 

Why do we not see the Emotional Polarity we connect to words? Why do we not Purify our Vocabulary as a Solution? Why do we not suggest Re-Educating Humanity to take Self-Responsibility for our own Reactions? I mean if someone calls me a name in an Abusive manner, then it is up to me if I Allow myself to be affected by what was said, and how would it actually support me to be Emotional about the words of another? I know that participating with Emotions only harms me, not the person I direct my Emotion towards. So if I allow myself to react Negatively and then Blame the person, what does that say about me? That I can be Brainwashed by the words of others which is obviously not Best for All. A world of Brainwashed Zombies is not Best, a world of Self-Directive Practivists is. So for myself when I apply the Equality Equation I find it is Best to be completely Culpable for everything inside my Mind, Resonance, Body, Deeds, Environment etc. Everything that is Here is My Responsibility.

This Advert also gave Enforcement of this idea that started in childhood that we are a Slave and so my Parents, my Teachers, my Bosses tell me what to do and I Do as I am Told. Therefore from this starting point, it only "makes sense" that when someone tells me I should react Emotionally to their words and enforce my idea of myself as a Victim, then I will agree, Do as I'm Told by Blaming the other person for "making me" Unstable.

There is such an Emphasis in the world on protecting our "Emotional rights" in 2021, its never been this pronounced which again this advert really brought Home for me. Our Racial emotions, our Gender emotions, our Nationalistic emotions, our Parenting emotions, whatever it is, its all about Protecting Emotions. This in tandem means there is always a cause of our Emotions which is actually our own Self-Allowance, but when we define the cause of our Emotion to be others, then we are Fucked and you can see how we would then Believe it makes sense to Project and Blame our Emotional Consequence onto others where we do not have to take any Self-Responsibility.    

People have called me a Conspiracy theorist many times in my life, but the Reality is I am actually a Practivist and all Conspiracies are actually nothing but a Blame Game. Conspiracy theorists blame the Government, I do not as I know the Government is me. Christians blame Satan, and now during this global lock down we have created infinitely more things for Humans to Blame for why we and the world are the way it is. Fucked Accumulating Suppressed Consequence.

Within Blame there is endless things to point at, while No Solutions where Self has to change is ever considered, realised or incorporated. As Blame we completely accept that someone else is the Authority not me, therefore someone apparently has complete Control of me as God. Then a Good Old Happy Faith Syndrome becomes the main suggested solution in society. Where feeling good is "Good" and therefore Better, while feeling bad is "Bad" and therefore Worse - so just Remove what makes you feel Bad, Trump included, without even Questioning why does that Person or thing make me feel Bad?

We have this subjective and Emotionally charged relationship to Words, where society will say that as a mixed race man I should be Emotionally offended if someone White for instance calls me a Nigger. But then if I am with other Black people it is OK for me to use the term Nigger in a positive context? I wouldn't Allow either because this is how Polarity works, where we can switch from Positive Feelings to Negative Emotions to suit us in different situations, showing us that our Experience in relation to Words isn't Real. We make Words what we want them to be in Self-Interest, instead of Living the words in ways that's Best for All free from Consciousness.   

The Reality is there is Nobody to Blame for what's Here, because it is every Human being that is to Blame for whats been happening in the World because it is our collective Thoughts that have molded ourselves as Consciousness which causes Chaos Within and Without. The longer we keep Blaming the further it will take us as a Species to include ourselves in Heaven on Earth, which will be happening with or without Humanity.

Creating a world where people don't say Abusive things to others and creating a world where people do not allow themselves to be controlled by the words of others is the Exact Same Solution - Redesigning of our Education to be whats Best for All. So lets make it so, by Ending Blame -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in Every Here Breath that Humans are Hardwired to Blame as opposed to taking Self-Responsibility, because the Human exists as Consciousness which runs on Energy such as Blame, which the Human is deprived of by taking Self-Responsibility. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that trying to "save others" actually causes harm by agreeing that people should always need saving instead of being able to Save themselves through Self-Directive Living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I have since childhood shifted my accountability onto other people and corporations where I can wash my hands of any Responsibility and never have to bring Blame Back to Self.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Humanity has become so Fucked as the Mind that we will actually prioritise banning "harmful words" on Social Media ahead of feeding Starving Children. It is beyond Asinine, it is Unfathomable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that while people using words in a Vindictive manner is not acceptable, it is to be expected in a world where Humans do not Live their words as whats Best for All. To not be aware that Verbal abuse can happen at any time is to not understand how Humanity currently Exists Here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that those who use words to purposely cause harm are Purely doing so because of their fucked up Education which has taught them their Whole Life the same as any Human - that they should use words to Vampire Energy from others and Do Not Need to Live their Words as What's Best for All, when in Reality no mattrer how many or how few Walk with us, we must Always take Self-Responsibility to Live our Words as What's Best for All, because Heaven on Earth including Humanity cannot happen without this.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that while using words in a Abusive way is Unacceptable, so to is Reacting in Emotion to the Words of others, which only Limits and causes Harm to me which Feeds into the Emotional Instability of All Humanity. Two Wrongs don't make a Right should be considered Here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Anytime I claim to have a  "Right to React" then I am Fucked and will only cause a Consequence of Inequality as is the Starting Point.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Believe that Suicide is Justified based on Reactions to the words of others when it is clearly Not - I realise that the only time someone is justified in taking their own Life, is when they are in such a huge amount of consistent Physical Pain due to Age/Illness, which is why Euthanasia should be an option elderly and very ill people have if they just want to end the physical Pain and there is no end to the Pain in sight. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that going out of your way to try and get people in legal problems because of their words to you, is merely you saying - "I am not responsible for me, this other person is and we should punish their lack of education of responsibily looking after me" which of course is Bullshit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the Statement "They did it" is literally the cornerstone foundation of all Abuse on Earth maintaining.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that until All Individual Humans can come together and unite in One Voice saying I am to Blame, I am Responsible - then a World that's Best for All Cannot Emerge.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Suicide in people is not actually fueled by Self-Hate but rather a Hate of others for not Loving them, not Submitting to and being their Slave and so Suicide becomes the vehicle to "Get back" at those who "Disregarded my Specialness" as Blame as the Mind in complete Separation from Physical Reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Humanity exists as Self-Interest which is why Every Human has a Love Obsession with Self not Self-Hate.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that banning Donald Trumps words or any Humans words is Not a Solution, it is Suppression in dealing with the Root issue and there is a Consequence of delaying Consequence.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that within Blame I am a Brainwashed Zombie constantly looking for Brains to Eat, instead of Supporting mine and all Brains to be Calibrated to what is of Benefit to All Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Emotional Polarities we connect to words show us how Subjective and Unstable our relationship to words are as an actual Illusion, instead of Building words into my Flesh in a Self-Honest Pragmatic way. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Accumulating Suppressed Consequence has now given Humanity more things to Blame then ever before.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the Longer we Blame as a Species the further away we are from including ourselves in Heaven on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that The Way to end Words used in Spite is the same Solution as Ending Negative Reactions to Words - a Re-Education Of Self and Humanity.

I commit myself to show that Blame is the reason nothing that's Best for All truly gets implemented on Earth because it is Always someone else's Responsibility instead of taking on that Responsibility Myself.

I commit myself to show that through Blaming "bigger things" like Government, I can refuse to form a Group to end Blame out of personal interest to gain rewards from the "Bigger things" profiting from Abuse while claiming innocence through "Lack of Power"

I commit myself to show that I Abuse the World through demanding on my Individuality, my right to Profit and shift the Blame as a Judas to Life.

I commit myself to show that Blame is never a Solution because it ensures that nothing gets done - Blame is a Vital ingredient of Procrastination.

I commit myself to show that how we Live words is both the Problem and the Solution.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to Blame anything for my Experience, so as and when any Blame thoughts come up, I stop and Breath, I do not engage, I continue to Breathe until there is no more thoughts that come up.

I commit myself to show that Blame is getting worse in the world as we increasingly Unite in our agreement to suppress the real issues which will have increasingly damaging consequences which will cause the end of Humanity unless we Stand in one Group. 

I commit myself to show that when Humanity is Re-Educated to live words in ways that are Best for All, then Blame will disappear from our World.