Continuing from my last blog, if you do or have supported charities in this world, you should walk these self-forgiveness statements with me -
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that providing income to charities is something that is a "good" thing to do -
Within this I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am a "good" person for participating in charity. I realise that this belief is is simply a polarity friction construct, where I see people that participate in charity as being "positive" people, and people that don't participate in charity as being "negative", but in reality everything is in reverse.
I forgive myself for allowing and accepting myself to define myself as "positive" for participating in charity, I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to connect charity to positivity in my mind.
I forgive myself that I have not realised that this believe feeds into the unconscious of every human being on the planet through the unified consciousness field, which enables the abuse of charity to continue.
I forgive myself that I have not realised, that in reality the existence of charities is actually a pre-programmed system placement designed to keep humans enslaved as systems. Within this placement the empathy people experience for another being that has less, the guilt we experience when we have money, is manipulated into desiring, thinking, believing that all we need to do to fix problems in this world, is just provide income to a group to fix the problems for us. I realise that in reality that if we do not take self-responsibility to live what is best for all, inside ourselves, and in our participation, then no amount of money will change what's here.
I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise in all moments, that as many investigations have proven, much of the agendas and income large charities make is simply used to fund the "gods in heaven" instead of being used to make sustainable and expanding beneficial changes. Cancer charities and many "cure con" charities are a complete joke for example, because as many Scientists have noted through the years, there are already many effective cancer cures and other cures which are still being suppressed by elite families.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be so naive in my expression to believe that these organisations are actually benefiting mankind. I realise that the point of being deceived by a wolf in sheep's clothing is how some of the most abusive humans and groups make a luxurious income to live off, which is essentially organised crime.
I forgive myself that I have not realised that most people in the top elite families in this world, do not have empathy for other beings suffering the way that majority of humans do, which is by design, which is why these groups do not have a problem profiting from charity, at the expense of those in need of money.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be emotionally manipulated by advertisement campaigns, as well as friends and families participation to fill the pockets of large groups, that clearly are not acting in the best interest of all life on Earth.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as my ego instead of breathing and directing myself here, to place myself in the shoes of another, where I can realise that although when people are desperate they want support from anywhere. In reality nobody in this world wants a person to look after them - we all just want the ability to support ourselves and live our lives without having to wait for sporadic acts of kindness from another person in order to survive.
So I forgive myself that I have not realised that charity is designed to maintain the god/slave relationship in existence between human beings based on money, where the slaves of the gods pray for their suffering to be ended by the "almighty", where a being is forever enslaved awaiting the "grace of the gods".I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments, that when I stand as the point of "saviour" to another being, all I am really doing is creating a new slave, because this person who I am helping, now sees me as the source of their happiness, as a literal god, and will be content to be my slave forever which is not acceptable.
I forgive myself that I have not realised in every here breathe that in reality no being should need to rely upon the "grace of the gods" to exist, in reality their should be no god/slave concept in this world existing, in reality every being should be empowered as their own god in equality and oneness with and as all life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my participation in charity to project myself to others as a "heroic" figure pretending to be living what's best for all, while in my mind and participation it is a different story. I realise that I have simply been using charity as a means of getting attention, to make it "all about me" as an ego charging thrill ride in my mind.
I forgive myself that I have not realised that celebrities are an important function in the design and promulgation of charity in this world, because celebrities utilise their participation in charities as advertisement campaigns for their own growth in personal profit, as well as providing the perfect "face of trust" for the charities global marketing campaign, which drastically increases the returns for the "charity".
I forgive myself that I have not pushed myself to question why there are financially powerful leaders in the world like the Queen that could fund the eradication of poverty with ease, yet these world leaders do not. Why is that? And why are you with your 9-5 job, meandering around the middle class of capitalism being asked to provide £5 a month by this group, yet the ones who own these groups has the money to complete the charity "project target" financially by themselves? That is because it is designed this way - all the various "project targets" of these charities is mostly false, and actually the real project target is always the same target -- use the poor class to get more money from the middle class for the rich class, it is a simple and cold blooded system.
I forgive myself that I have not educated myself to know that the worst charities in the world, not only exploit peoples empathy for other beings for profit, but also are involved in even more nefarious activities involving drug trafficking, human trafficking, prostitution, and the abuse of Science.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that charity is something "special and sweet" in this world - but actually it is just as machine and cold blooded like as any business structure in capitalism -- survival of the fittest.
I forgive myself that I have not realised that the abuse that exists in this world, is actually a reflection of the abuse that exists inside humanity, and that the best place to start in fixing the problems in this world is ourself here. So I take self-responsibility for myself to change this world as myself no matter how long or hard it is to do.
I forgive myself that I have not realised that trying to play saviour games in our mind/participation, actually manifests a worsening of conditions, which is why the charities that have good intentions for humanity, are always having difficulty with funding, and the whole point of saving 100 people which are then replaced by 200 more people in need. These noble charities that have existed, always become an extinct charity because the charity cannot keep up with the abusive manifested consequences of human consciousness as capitalism.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to forget about looking after myself, through constantly trying to help others. Where I become defined as a type of self-martyr, whereby I am completely possessed by the point of taking care of others, that I completely miss looking after myself, which results in some element of my life deteriorating and essentially me abusing myself which is completely counter productive to what I am trying to create with my acts of giving.
I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments that real beneficial charity is unconditional giving in totality from my hand to the hand of another without any organisation involved, it is the voluntary giving of support to those in need. An act done purely for the act itself, not to receive any kind of payment in return. Yet what we see in this world is more like Xerxes from the film 300 - always expecting some type of payment for the gifts he gives -- like a spiritual contract of ultimately determining god and slave.
I forgive myself that I have not realised that religion and state go hand in hand in capitalism, meaning that religion promulgates the power of the state and vice versa, which is interesting when considering some of the most abusive "charity groups" use a religious message/cause to deceive the people and fill the accounts.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to perpetuate the separation within me and all humanity as capitalism through the participation in charity. I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments that it is only through an Equal Money system that charities will become extinct, because in an equal money system every being is empowered as god, and thus is able to support themselves in totality, which means then we can all work together as equals without any hierarchies of separation that we have now.
I forgive myself that I have known that there is a lot wrong with the world, but I have been confused about how to make things better through participating in charities. I realise that I have been looking for a quick fix to the emotions I experience about how bad the world is, and I realise that no effective solutions that benefit all life can come from charity.
I commit myself to living the realisation that providing income to charities, is a trap that actually promulgates the enslavement of humanity. I commit myself to only ever providing charity if it is from my hand to another, and if it is practical for me to do when I see a being having difficulty in front of me.
I commit myself to not judging myself or any other being for not participating in charity. I realise that beings that do not engage in charity are actually applying common sense in seeing and realising that charity organisations are not the answer. So when and as I see my mind judging myself or anyone else for not participating in charity, I stop and breathe, I do not participate with these thoughts, instead I just breathe and continue to do so, until here no further.
I commit myself to exposing and eradicating all concepts of "special gods" and a heaven reality for the "chosen" in this world. I will do everything in my power till my last breathe and beyond to create a heaven reality which has its doors open to all life.
I commit myself to living the realisation that charity can become something supportive for both the giver and the receiver, if the receiver obviously needs, and the giver maybe has personal attachments to the thing they are giving to the receiver. One is being helped by receiving and one is being helped by assisting oneself in letting go of the past for instance.
I commit myself to ending all support of charity organisations in this world. I realise that charity organisations are a part of the enslavement of humanity, and thus are completely in opposition to the advancement of the species. When and as I see my mind having thoughts about giving to charities, I stop and breathe, I do not allow myself to engage these thoughts, as I know that to do so will only result in the continuation of everything that is here on Earth now - so I continue to breathe until no more thoughts about giving to charities come up.
I commit myself to living the realisation that real charity will only begin within an equal money money system - because we will be experiencing global unconditional giving to each other for the first time ever, which will enable a unification and evolution of humanity the likes of which we have never seen on this planet before.





















