Day 163: Faces from the past

You know those moments where you see a person in a certain place, that you haven't seen for a long time, and when you last saw the person you were not speaking on agreeable terms. This is what I had recently, and its always interesting when you bump into a face from the past, because whether you are cool with this person or not, there is a reaction in the moment, either positive or negative according to your memories and experiences with and of this person. So we are either happy to see this person - or unhappy to see this person -- instead of just seeing this person.

In this particular moment, It was a person I had to block out of my life due to them constantly and recklessly abusing themselves and others in various ways. Now while I am always willing to rebuild burnt bridges with a person Iv'e had friction with in the past, sometimes that is not possible.

So I felt awkward because the last interaction with this person, ended with both of us feeling offended, so in this moment there was plenty of rolling eyes, uncomfortable physical twitches, pretending that I didn't notice the person etc. Its the same kind of thing when you bump into a a face from the past that you remember going to school with for instance, and didn't necessarily get on with, so essentially you pretend like you didn't see the person - when in reality you did see them, and loads of memories and thoughts came up in the moment.

In this situation, as I say I was experiencing this awkwardness at seeing this person, and a desire that I could be invisible in the moment. I put my sunglasses on, as this person was looking around, which assisted in this person not noticing me fully. But the reactions I experienced in the moment - there is no hiding from that for me, I knew in the moment that I was reacting, and that self-corrective application will be needed in order for me to not react this way, when I next see a face from the past.

When speaking about faces from the past in another context, while some people just coincidently look alike, or remind us of someone we know, there are people that exist today, that are actual copies of people from the past. There is plenty of evidence to show that certain wealthy elite families, have and do like to find DNA of famous historical characters and bring copies of these people back through cloning technology. These people are then placed into Hollywood to be adored by the public as a celebrity and turned into a money machine, or placed into politics to fulfil some "prophetical" role they want, or just placed into society for any other number of reasons these people want.

Some may be sceptical about this, but it is simply a matter of fact that some of the richest characters and families in the world do have some massive ego issues, and therefore enjoy anything that enables them to experience themselves as a god, which as delusional as it may sound, some of these people genuinely believe. On top of accumulating money, and having lots of sex, there is only one other thing that allows a person to experience themselves as a god energy in this capitalist system - the ability to create and destroy life.

If we also look at certain ancient civilizations like Egypt, and when one researches the "book of the dead", then it becomes clear why the Egyptians did certain things. The evidence seems to suggest that the death/mummification process was done so that the "soul" could leave the body, but then be reunited with the body in the future to live forever. Essentially the evidence suggests that bodies of Pharaohs and characters of importance in Egypt were preserved as well as possible, because the Egyptians knew that there would be a way to reanimate or bring back these people in the future as technology grew. As if they knew that cloning technology would one day be developed to allow the Pharaohs to walk the Earth again.

Which on top of the beliefs that gold extends the life of a person, the construction of the pyramids, interesting hieroglyphics portraying different technologies, and the detailed explanations of their "gods" revealing all these things to them it is all interesting to note. Here are some links regarding these points:

http://www.playbuzz.com/katewalker10/45-people-from-history-who-look-exactly-like-todays-celebrities
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0NruQRHMoc8
http://www.independent.co.uk/news/uk/this-britain/back-from-the-dead-an-ancient-guide-to-the-afterlife-2003684.html       

So just as with reanimating past historical characters, I realise that we all individually reinvent the past as the pre-programmed mind that humanity knows/trusts and exists as. We continue to relive the past, because the patterns in our mind consciousness system are cyclical, eternally repetitive until we take a stand as life to stop the past being reborn again - to live here as life where we do not re-create our past mistakes -- but rather rebirth ourselves as a being that is able to create and live solutions to our mistakes.  

So whether we want to admit that we are seeing the past before our eyes again or not, the reality is that just like a test-tube of DNA, we carry our past, we cannot escape our past, we have to face it, accept it, and then take responsibility to change our relationship to the past, to live what is best for all here in this moment - where only pieces of the past that are of benefit to all life are maintained.


Join me in my next blog as I share self-forgiveness/self-commitment statements in relation to faces from the past.

Day 162: The Prison Planet - Guilty as charged part 2

Continuing from my last blog -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the imprisonment of myself within and as my pre-programmed mind - I realise that this allowance to imprison myself as the mind consciousness system in ignorance and separation from physical reality -- is exactly the same as the world capitalist money systems imprisonment of people and the ignorance to re-educate prisoners.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that every human living in dignity deserves to be in a prison of ignorance, because humans created these prisons. I realise that this concept stems from my own spiteful misanthropic definition of humanity I have in my mind, which in itself is just one prison of my own creation, despite the fact that humanity are indeed an untrustworthy species.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to at many points in my life become depressed at humanities continual lack of understanding to live what is best for all life - and to then let that depression turn into anger and spite towards my own species -- which is only separation and does not assist me in anyway to create any beneficial changes in the world, because destruction is all one wants to see when possessed by anger/spite towards something. so I take self-responsibility to not allow this point to continue within me, but to instead understand in all moments that it will take an immense unified effort of solutions being deployed in the world to make a better world, and carrying massive anger/spite in me during this process is only going to make everything more difficult.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge humanity as spiteful beings, which although that is true, I realise that this judgement is just ego, because I am a part of humanity, so I am equally as responsible as anyone else, and although I am aware of certain information, and my role in adding to the spitefulness of humanity, and although I am in a process to re-create myself as the best version of myself - that does not give me any more value then anybody else.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to manipulate myself with a warped logic that because I am taking responsibility to better myself, then that apparently means that I am important and better in some way, which is complete separation and delusion, because the reality is I am a living, breathing, shitting human like anyone else.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that humanity "deserves" to be in all kinds of prisons, because of the mass continual acceptance of the abuse that exists in our world - I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define humanity as "guilty as charged"in destroying the planet and creating/promulgating a prison planet, which although may be true, that does not mean it is acceptable to believe that humanity "deserves" to be imprisoned in ignorance and every way possible, because no living being does.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments that any acceptance of prisons within and as myself, is really just an acknowledgement and allowance of limitation within and as myself - I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see, realise and understand, that by accepting the structure of a capitalist prison in my mind, I am accepting the continuation of abuse in the world.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments that my mind is set up like a a prison facility in capitalism - so some prisoners (pre-programs) are treated better then others, where some pre-programs are given plenty of energy/entertainment to continue in ignorance, and others are starved. I realise that all prisoners must be treated equally and taken through a  process of re-education equally in order to build a new world of understanding and growth in all, which is best for all.  

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing a monetary system that forces people in larger numbers to become involved with crime in ignorance and subsequently to become imprisoned in ignorance. I take self-responsibility to recreate the monetary system existing here on Earth, to become a life support system where crime and imprisonment as it exists, will slowly but surely become a forgotten relic of humanities dark past.

I commit myself to ending the existence of capitalist prison structures within and as my mind, so when and as I see my mind attempting to treat pre-programs unequally in ignorance - I stop, I breathe, I realise that all prisons that I allow are equal as such, and so all have to be processed effectively until they are no longer imprisoning me in anyway.

I commit myself to living the realisation that having a misanthropic concept of humanity, is while valid to a certain degree, not supportive in creating a beneficial change in myself or the world if I allow that misanthropy to consume my mind. So when and as I see thoughts coming into my mind about humanity "deserving" to be in prison, "deserving" to be destroyed, I stop and breathe, I realise that these concepts will not assist me in living what is best for all, so I continue to just breathe until there is no more thoughts like this that exist here.

I commit myself to creating a monetary system, where all people are uplifted in equality - where crime, poverty and the destruction of nature will be stopped -- and where anyone in prison in any country in any area, will be treated equally and in dignity, with a focus on re-education to one day be re-introduced into society as a changed being that can be trusted with life.

Day 161: The Prison Planet - Guilty as charged

Incarceration - Is the state of being confined in prison; Imprisonment.

Within this blog I will be highlighting the prison system in the world, the problems we face, and what solutions I see as being beneficial for all life. Humanity literally has imprisoned itself within and as the pre-programmed mind, so imprisonment is an interesting topic to investigate in general.

According to the Ministry of Justice, in the UK between June 1993 and June 2012 there has been a 98% increase of the prison population from around 41,000 prisoners to over 86,000. This increase has continued into today, despite the government very tactically attempting to hide this from the public in a similar way to hiding the increase of unemployment.

This increase of imprisonment is also the case on a global scale apart from certain countries like some of the Scandinavian countries for instance (evidence suggests that Sweden's prison population has been declining between 1-5% a year since 2006). This worldwide increase of imprisonment is mainly due to an increase in crime, but also is due to the relaxing of the legal requirements that are necessary for being imprisoned in certain countries:

http://www.theguardian.com/world/2013/nov/11/sweden-closes-prisons-number-inmates-plummets
http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/uknews/crime/11662764/Million-violent-crimes-a-year-cut-out-of-official-figures.html
http://www.news.com.au/lifestyle/real-life/five-ridiculous-reasons-for-a-government-to-imprison-someone/story-fnixwvgh-1226764645872    

So what are the causes of this general increase in worldwide crime? Statistics clearly show that Sexual crime and drug related crime are the two largest crime groups responsible for this rise in worldwide crime statistics. As I mentioned in my last blog, if we look at the increase of sexual crime, we have to look at the activities of companies like Disney and MTV in connection with many pornographic companies as being involved in the general increase in the acceptance of sexual deviancy within humanity worldwide - simply put more people are allowing themselves to be programmed by companies like these which results in more people committing sexual crimes.

There is plenty of evidence to suggest that many of the current world elite like the idea of a brainwashing people to become sexually depraved beings, as it essentially makes them feel better about their own sexual depravity and feeds into their god ego of "creating" the world in their image.


Then if we look at drug related crimes rising, again its interesting to note how governments and elite groups have become increasingly involved with drugs through the years. Especially in the last 100 years with their creation of the pharmaceutical industry, which essentially was the elites admission that drugs/trafficking will be a cornerstone of this money system, which it has proven to be, because as this following article highlights, drugs has essentially been responsible for keeping the economy afloat:

http://www.theguardian.com/global/2009/dec/13/drug-money-banks-saved-un-cfief-claims
http://www.medicinekillsmillions.com/articles/pharmaceutical-drugs-injure-kill-millions-of-people.html
http://exopolitics.org/Report-Black-Budget.htm

So the super wealthy families have been using drugs to make profit and control people for a long time. Now with legitimate work opportunities becoming scarce, more and more people are following suit with certain elite/government groups long standing black budgets by engaging in drug related activities. It is clear that this capitalist money system that we all allow is responsible for these increases in sex/drug crimes.

Some of the more extreme causes for a rise in criminal activity/incarceration rates worldwide is elite groups utilising different technologies to manipulate certain poorer groups as these articles highlight:

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ethnic_bioweapon
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-2787943/going-viral-zombies-government-plots-miracle-cures-ebola-crisis-sends-internet-conspiracy-theorists-overdrive.html
http://www.thedailymash.co.uk/news/science-technology/poor-people-to-be-operated-by-remote-control-2013010354786

So crime is always inevitably increasing in a world of increasing friction, especially when as a collective we have not all yet understood our individual responsibility to change these frictions, because these frictions are us.

It is clear that capitalism creates crime, and in terms of prison life around the world, there are so many different types of prisons, such a varying standard in different parts of the world as is the case with everything in capitalism, no equality.

Some prisoners in some countries like the UK are treated very well with all their basics provided and loads more luxuries like TVs, computer games, cigarettes, alcohol and drugs in some cases. However some prisons in parts of the Middle East, South America and Africa have appalling living standards, where even the basics may not be provided to prisoners, and sexual abuse and beatings can be routine.
Then there is also many underground prisons, most of which connect to a variety of underground government facilities, these prisons will usually be protected under a type of official secrets act of a government. These underground prisons are often used for housing the highest national security threat prisoners. In these prisons, while basics may be provided, so to will interrogation, torture, and medical experimentation.

Not all prisoners in these underground prisons are national security threats, some will simply be normal prisoners, that have been forced or possibly volunteered to participate in a certain experiment. There is evidence to suggest this has happened a lot, especially if someone has been sentenced to life imprisonment or death anyway, certain facets of certain governments tend to ignore a persons human rights and rather see a person as their private guinea pig once they are sentenced to life in prison.

At this point there is massive amounts of advanced technology that has been developed, which can imprison people in a variety of ways. For instance Bio-weapons, Chemical weapons, Cloning technology, Microchips, and Nanotechnology for instance can all be used to imprison someone physically and or psychologically.


Also while space stations have existed for a long time, there is a growing body of evidence to suggest that space prisons have been in the process of being built for some time now:

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/yourview/1905125/Is-prison-life-too-soft.html
http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/magazine-33197612
http://www.theonion.com/article/china-announces-plans-to-build-international-space-31993
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Experimentation_on_prisoners
http://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2014/aug/07/prisoners-reoffend-coalition-cycle-probation-service-support


Interestingly when we look at most prisons worldwide right now, that there is nothing that is happening in any of them which is based on re-education of the prisoners to become effective members of society. Instead most prisons have served to be essentially "crime schools" for prisoners, who inevitably re-offend when they are released. But if we just look at Sweden for example, then it is clear that bringing education into Prison systems is best for all in reducing world crime rates.

Because in an equal money system, re-education will be the focus of every prison in the world - where a person will only have access to basic necessities, luxury items will not be included in prison -- because the whole point of prison will be to re-align a person to live what's best for all, not to entertain.
Prison will become about going back to basics, the basics of living and the basics of ourself, to get to the root of why we have done what we have done, why we are in prison in the first place, and how to re-wire ourself to become trustworthy, caring beings.

Prison sentences will thus be based on a prisoners dedication to live real change - to scientifically become what is best for all. Because the sooner a person lives what's best for all, then the sooner this person can be re-introduced into society as a beneficial member of Earth.
So basically a person will only stay in prison if they are not ready to change their mind - meaning they still cannot take self-responsibility for ending the allowance of abuse within themselves consistently -- they are still mind possessed, deceiving, manipulating, surprising, avoiding etc.  

Crime is the basis of Capitalism - crime creates capital. This money system literally feeds upon crime - it is the life blood, the wheels, and we are the spokes that turn Capitalism -- meaning we are all responsible for the abusive consequences of Capitalism like this current worldwide failing prison system. Lets agree to change ourselves/this world to make sure that all prisons become what is best for all life, which will then result eventually in a world where no prisons exist at all.

Join me in my next blog as I share specific self-forgiveness/self corrective statements in relation to the prisons we allow in our world.   

Day 160: The abuse of Women - Don't disrespect your Mother

Well this point may be too late for many - so many of us are so used to disrespecting the mother that gave us birth, in a micro and macro perspective. In this blog I am going to highlight the increase of abuse towards women and our mother Earth.

So a work colleague of mine recently said to me when he saw a particularly attractive woman -  "I would fuck the shit out of that bitch". I looked at him and basically told him that he is disrespecting women by saying that, and disrespecting his mother too, because if someone said that to your mother how would you feel? He said this comment to me in a "buddy buddy" way expecting me to agree with him, so I think he was surprised with my response and he literally looked at me like an alien when I suggested he should stop watching porn as well.

I mean lets look for instance at the fact that particularly in the UK, but world wide in general there has been a massive rise of violence against women as the following article highlights:

http://www.theguardian.com/society/2016/jan/13/hidden-rise-violent-crime-growth-violence-against-women 

While many people say that women have many more rights and are treated more equally to men in today's world. Now from an employment perspective in most sectors in the world, there are genuinely more opportunities for women to work in any sector that a man does.

However, the massive rise of the sexual objectification of women through the entertainment industry and the porn industry clearly are playing a massive role in this. Companies like Disney and MTV in connection with many pornographic companies need to be investigated and where necessary legally  held accountable for their involvement in directly accelerating the abuse and exploitation of women and children in the world - if one looks at female celebrity true life stories like Miley Cyrus and Brittany Spears for instance, then it becomes clear that what these elite companies have done to these people in regards to mind control/exploitation and sexual slavery is completely unacceptable, needs to be exposed and stopped.

Now while these companies exploit so many women and children everyday, and are partly responsible for brainwashing men's perspectives of women. The bottom line is that without outside interference, we are all individually responsible for what we allow in our mind, so sitting back and judging companies like this will not get us anywhere, we have to first be honest with ourselves, so we can see how we have all accepted and participated in the formulation and promulgation of these companies at some point in our life. Also for men in particular it is necessary to look at where we have been abusive to a woman in our life in some capacity, so we can see the seeds of these dysfunctions in our mind and how to remove them if they are still existent.

There is also peripheral evidence to suggest that the Queen of England is actually a factor in the abuse of women also. The Queen of England is seen as the epitome of female power in the world in peoples minds, and so it is easy for reactive males to become Jealous of the Queens power. So when a women invokes a character like the Queen, they are more likely to psychologically annoy reactive males in their life, and therefore potentially expose themselves to more violence from men.

As we have seen all the paedophilia/abuse probes into the Queen/Royal family recently, I personally know of multiple arrest warrants against Queen Elizabeth herself for the disappearance of many children through the years. I have noted as others have, that as more and more of the Queens dark secrets come out moving forward, there will be unprecedented anger towards her. This is an interesting point, which I think really highlights why having one person with so much financial power in the world is dangerous for everyone else.

Also in regards to disrespecting our mothers, it is worth noting that cloning technology is slowly being brought into mainstream since its first developments privately around WW2. Which again will have an effect moving forward of more people being parent-less because a mother and a father is not a pre-requisite for certain types of clones.
There has already been evidence for years of many cases of family violence towards an "orphaned" cloned child in the family and vice versa - many people do not see clones as living beings, and so violence against clones is easier for many to accept, and sometimes the other way around  -- some types of clones can have mental and emotional dysfunctions, which on top of the fact that this clone is not born into the family naturally, can result in the clone committing violent acts against members of the family.

Clones being planted into certain families is something that the public will find out more about in years to come, as there are many celebrity/political families in history that have a narrative along these lines. And as cloning becomes mainstream and available to all families, there is a danger of a massive increase of abuse towards female clones, I mean upon your own research you will find there are many groups in the world that promote the use of cloning for sex slaves:

http://www.smh.com.au/articles/2002/12/29/1040511256230.html
http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3028762/Unnervingly-real-android-popular-presenter-transvestite-world-host-TV-show.html


Now while their are genuine benefits to cloning technology, if it is used in an way that is best for all, the current world elite have no interest in using this technology to benefit all life. The elite mainly use this technology for deception, war or sexual depravity and in a way undermining and disrespecting the natural process of life and female birth.

Also as we move forwards there will be a rise in androgyny, transsexualism, and trans-humanism, which again could also have an affect of increasing abuse towards women if the necessary steps are not taken.

Then to look at another way in which we disrespect of our mother read this article:

http://www.geoengineeringwatch.org/global-weather-modification-assault-causing-climate-chaos-and-environmental-catastrophe-2/

Now regardless of what beliefs you may have, the fact of the matter is that Planet Earth is our mother, our home, and as this article notes, weather modification technology is affecting worldwide climates and weather patterns. Technology like HAARP, and stratospheric aerosol geo-engineering (chem-trails), this abuse of weather modification technology is also happening at the same time that trees are being cut down, animals are being killed, the air we breathe is becoming more polluted, the oceans  are becoming more polluted, viruses and diseases are affecting more people, and more people are falling into extreme poverty/starvation.

All of these points really highlight how important it is that we individually and as a collective change ourselves to live what's best  for all - removing what is bad and keeping what is good. Words cannot really express how important it is that we respect and look after the mother that gave us birth, because there is no way we can clone the planet we live on, and it is a very likely scenario, that if we do not start improving our respect towards each other and our mother, then our mother Earth will become violent towards us as a species and take the necessary steps to remove humanity.

So lets do everything in our power to change our ways, and start taking care of our Mother Earth before it is too late.