Day 141: Do you fear the Apocalypse? Part 2

 Continuing from my last blog -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that the end of the world will happen on certain dates because of information that I have reacted to. I realise that this fear is not supportive to me in living what is best for all when I am responding to information within and as the pre-programmed mind.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments, that when I respond to any information with a pre-programmed response of fear, then all following actions from this point will be limited to fear, and thus based in separation, which will only further share and create fear in the world while believing that I am "sharing the truth".

I forgive myself that I have believed that when I am sharing "end of the world" type information with others, that I am just "sharing the truth" when in reality, if I am sharing any information from a starting point of separation, all I am doing is sharing my fears with others and attempting to manipulate people to accept the same concepts and fears that I am experiencing, which would only serve to inflate my ego - so within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to believe that I am "saving  someone" by sharing certain information with them, when in reality, even if the information is true, I am actually attempting to manipulate this person to accept and move within and as the fear I am accepting/sharing. So I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be honest with myself about why I am accepting and sharing "Armageddon type information" in my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that everyone should think like me about "deep information" - so it should be of paramount importance in our life, we should all enjoy discussing these topics, and we should all be able to deal with the reactions that come up in relation to it -- the truth of course that I realise now is that this is not true, its complete self-deception, so I forgive myself for allowing this point.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments that if a particular piece of information is very profound, strange or likely to cause reactions in others, then it is my responsibility to assess if the person is likely to have the self-management tools to deal with any reactions that come up. Because I realise that if a person is already mentally unstable, then by sharing "far out" information with that person, no matter how profound or true it may be, would essentially be dangerous in causing further instability for this person, which is like directly abusing them, which is completely unacceptable.


So I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to recklessly share the most extreme information in the world with people, without any consideration for whether I am damaging or supporting a person with the information, because while I am equipped better then most to deal with my minds reactions to extreme information, many in this world are in no mental condition to find out about certain information currently.

Within this I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments, that is much more important to share equality and oneness, self-forgiveness and self-recreation tools before any "extreme information" is shared. Because it is only through first understanding how to deal with the minds reactions and how to change ourself for the better, that any "deep information" can be supportive, but if this is not understood, then for a person to learn "deeply extreme information" is damaging instead of supportive. I have seen this multiple times in my life, where I have essentially made a mentally unstable person much more unstable with strange information, instead of assisting the person to focus on tools to deal with the reactions before even considering sharing "far out information".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that if a person is mentally weak or unstable, then telling them about "apocalyptic type information" will only serve to deteriorate the relationship i have with them, not strengthen it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a self belief and self-definition that when it comes to "deep information", that it is a focal point in my mind of who I am and how I interact in the world, which I realise is actually a limited perspective because I am here to stand equal to and change all that is here to be what's best, not just the "deep stuff" lol - so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see all information as equal, through existing as limitation as an idea that sharing the most "out there information" is my focal point, which as I have mentioned is stupid. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as the "deep information" guy only, which is based in complete separation from physical reality, which is unacceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define my minds beliefs and fears about "certain information" to be real, and therefore "certain". When in reality my minds concepts about this "secret information" is not based on physical direct experiential certainty at all for the most part, but its actually mainly based on fear, which is which is not a trustworthy starting point for real certainty at all.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments, that even when I am certain about a piece of  "secret information" based on my actual direct physical life experience, no matter how true I know this information to be - that in no way justifies accepting fear or any unsupportive shit in my mind in relation to it.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments, that when I am accepting certain extreme information to be completely true, based on information I have received, but with no direct physical experience, then I am not realising that I am being mind controlled. Because while the information may be true, or certain facets of it may be true, there is information that is circulated in the world, which is funded by the elite to mind control and distract certain individuals from what is really happening in the world. So if I have no direct physical experience of a point, then claiming that point to be real is simply just mind fucking myself, and allowing myself to be manipulated by false information created by elite group controlled opposition psy-op campaigns.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to see humanity destroyed, because of experiencing depression about the state of humanity, so I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be depressed about the state of humanity. I realise that this desire and this depression I have experienced is not supportive in making a beneficial world for every inhabitant, and is essentially giving up of myself and humanity, which is not acceptable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as "too small" and "powerless" to stop the extreme abuses happening in the world, and then using that as an excuse for giving up on humanity and myself, when I realise now that nothing in this world is smaller then me, i am equal to and thus able to change anything in this world, and this understanding I have learnt has come about through a process of walking equality and oneness in my life.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that by focusing on "deep information" being done by elite wealthy groups as being paramount in myself and my expression in the world. Then I am completely separated from myself, because I am focusing on these groups as something separate from me, focusing on things outside of myself, focusing on the problem instead of the solution. Because in reality focusing on changing myself to be what's best for all, to end the abuse in me, is the only way I can learn to change things around me for the better, and as a group change the whole world system to be as such.
So I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to focus on what others are doing, instead of myself, because the truth is that it is only when I have learnt to change anything about myself for the better, that I can then learn to stand equal to anything in the world and change it.

I forgive myself that I have not lived the realisation that - no matter what happens on whatever date to affect humanity in a negative way, the fact remains in all moments that I must live my life, I must move and direct myself, because I am here in every moment of breathe regardless, so the time I spend as this body in this world, must be worth while time, and nothing is more worthwhile then living what is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have not realised that regardless of anything happening to humanity on a certain date, the fact is that no matter what happens, it is clear that if we as individual humans do not change for the best, then that will be the self-fulfilling end of humanity anyway. As a species the way we live currently is not sustainable, so we are clearly already on course for the apocalypse right now in this moment, so lets take self-responsibility to live the solution to stopping the Armageddon in everything that we do.

I commit myself to not allowing fears of the end of the world to influence and direct me in anyway, so when and as I see thoughts based in these fears coming up in my mind, in the moment I stop, I breathe, I do not engage with this, I know the destructive consequences that come from accepting these thoughts, so I continue to breathe no matter what, until the thoughts eventually stop from my dedication and self-direction of living within and as breathe, where I can make clear concise common sense decisions as to what is best for all.

I commit myself to creating and implementing solutions to ending all abuse existent in the world, which I realise begins with myself.

I commit myself to making sure that I am completely clear about certain information, that I am not reacting in anyway, before I share anything with anyone, and I commit myself to learning to make sure that it will be of benefit to the person I am sharing the information with to make them aware of it, if it is clear that it would not benefit them, then its best not to share it.

When and as I see thoughts in my mind desiring to see the end of humanity, I stop and breathe, I realise what is happening so I take self-responsibility to let these thoughts go, by maintaining myself within and as breathe until the thoughts are no longer coming up - I commit myself to taking self-responsibility to re-create humanity to be guardians and gardeners of this planet, which is of benefit to everyone, rather then wishing for the destruction of humanity which is of no use to anyone.



   

Day 140: Do you fear the Apocalypse?

Have you ever been afraid of the world coming to an end before? Or fearing the way of life for everyone being massively altered on certain dates? Well its an interesting topic that has been involved with humanity for a long, long time and right now in this moment, there are people around the world in "truther movements" and fanatical religious groups that genuinely feel that the world is coming to an end, or that our lives will be massively altered between 23-29th September 2015.

Now regardless of all the fears these people are having currently, there are some undeniable events that are happening during this time frame. There are five events that i am going to highlight here and provide links for -

* There is a scheduled Blood moon and Super moon that will occur in this time frame, meaning the moon is going to be closer to Earth then usual, and then it is going to be eclipsed, and will have a copppery colour from the suns rays, hence "bloodmoon". This will be the fourth lunar eclipse moon in two years, which many fanatics are convinced is going to herald the "end of the world".

Regardless of the fanatics though, upon my investigation there does seem to be a bit of a split in the Scientific communities around the world. As many researchers are concerned about the "equinoctial tide" and that during an equinox the Sun and the Moon both equally pull on the oceans of the Earth, and being that the Moon will be much closer to Earth, these researchers are concerned that we will experience a lot of high tides, flooding and earthquakes around the world. However in contrast there are also scientists that are stating that the tides will only be a few inches more then the highest tides of the past 20 years, and there will be no huge difference in the weather. Although many weather anomalies have become much more frequent around the world in recent years, so the matter of weather changes is certainly a point that must be taken seriously.


* In connection with this moon activity, the end of September 2015 into 2016 is also The Shemitah, which might not mean anything to you, but within the Jewish and Zionist beliefs, it is the year of the Sabbath, the end of seventh year of the seven year agricultural/biblical cycle.

Many within these groups believe that all financial crashes/major sacrificial events are orchestrated in tandem with these seven year Shemitah cycles. Which regardless of the fanaticism, it is interesting for instance that financial crashes do tend to always happen in the September/October time frame historically upon research. Also September 11th 2001 was obviously a massive event in tandem with these shemitah cycles, as was the financial crash of 2008 seven years later, so being as we are another seven years after 2008, in 2015 many are getting very concerned about what will happen this time.

* Then on September 25th 2015 Pope Francis is scheduled to go to America for the first time, to attend The UN summit in New York along with other world leaders to discuss and launch the implementation of "Agenda 2030". Again if you don't know much about this UN agenda I will provide links, but this Agenda is supposedly designed to "clean up" the planet by 2030. Now while the goals of Agenda 2030 do sound pretty cool for the most part, many are concerned that population reduction is a part of this agenda.

Also considering the high amount of statements Pope Francis has made about Aliens, has also added to peoples fears about him coming to the US for the first time on September 25th, that there could be a staged Alien invasion.

* Then I want to mention CERN which is The European Organization for Nuclear Research, which operates the largest particle physics laboratory in the world. Now many are aware of the fact that this organisation has created the Large Hadron Collider, which is the largest particle accelerator in the world, which took over 10 years to create with over 10,000 scientists and to this date has cost over £8+ Billion to make.

The purpose of this machine officially is to attempt to find the "God particle" and answer some fundamental open questions about physics, concerning basic laws governing the interactions and forces among elementary objects, the deep structure of space/time, and particularly the interrelation between quantum mechanics and general relativity, where current theories and knowledge is sometimes unclear. Now while that all sounds very intelligent, it is clear that this machine is also utilised for a purpose of "opening gates" micro-blackholes and portals etc.

Which on top of the fact that the logo for CERN features 666 very clearly, and bearing in mind the fact that Rihanna while wearing a Hadron Collider looking design dress said some very strange things at the gates of the White House recently, "Cyrus open the gates!" she said, which many people believe is referencing something to do with the Egyptian god Osiris and opening a gate with the LHC. This as well as the fact that outside the headquarters of CERN, there is a large statue of Shiva the Hindu god of creation, death and destruction, there is clearly plenty to consider here.

It also interesting to note that CERN is going to complete its largest ever collision or "gate opening" at the end of September 2015, and according to Sergio Bertolucci (The Director for research and scientific computing at CERN) "Something may come through dimensional doors at LHC. And out of this door might come something, or we might send something through."

* Also I want to point out the kid that was recently arrested in America for bringing a suspected bomb into his school. Ahmed Mohamed supposedly created a clock in a briefcase for a Science experiment and just wanted to bring it into school to show his teachers. However, while the media has been focusing on racist treatment of this boy, there are some points relating to this event which are interesting to note.

Firstly this boy is the son of Mohamed Elhassan Mohamed, who has twice run for presidency in Sudan. This in and of itself is interesting, because there is evidence to suggest that in order to run for president in Sudan, you must essentially be a Muslim fundamentalist. On top of the fact that Ahmed Mohamed is 14 years old, and this September is 14 years since 9/11, as well as the fact that President Obama tweeted about the story "Nice clock Ahmed, want to bring it to the White House?" its all worth consideration.

Then lets also look at Simran Jeet Singh, who is one of Americas most established religious professors at Trinity University, has been campaigning on twitter about the inequality of this event. In his campaign Singh shared a picture which is causing some concerns for some people, because he is holding a clock in the picture to "support Ahmed".
However when you look at the clock, the hands of clock very clearly are at 9/11, which because the 11 hand is between the 2 and the 3, has also caused people to see 9/23 meaning September 23rd. The fears are that considering how much predictive programming was in films/media before 9/11, that this picture of Mr Singh with the clock, the whole Ahmed bomb story, and certain recent films could be predictive programming for an event similar to 9/11/2001 happening on or around 23/9/2015.

Here are some links to assist with understanding these points:

http://www.independent.co.uk/news/science/blood-moon-and-supermoon-september-to-bring-brightest-and-dimmest-full-moon-of-the-year-on-same-night-10476716.html
http://www.charismanews.com/world/48667-the-shemitah-unraveled-what-2015-2016-could-bring
http://www.zerohedge.com/news/2015-09-03/2030-agenda-month-un-launches-blueprint-new-world-order-help-pope
http://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/europe/pope-francis-says-he-would-baptise-aliens-9360632.html
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Large_Hadron_Collider
http://beforeitsnews.com/prophecy/2015/03/top-scientists-issue-huge-alert-everything-in-place-to-open-gates-of-hell-this-year-2015-and-we-should-be-very-concerned-this-is-absolutely-shocking-shocking-videos-must-see-2467904.html
http://edition.cnn.com/2015/09/16/us/texas-student-ahmed-muslim-clock-bomb/
https://twitter.com/simrancolumbia/status/644154336038158338

Now if we look at all of these five points, it is clear that there is plenty of evidence to suggest that there are certainly some things to take note of, because there genuinely is an elite group of rich families (some call them the 13 bloodlines of the Illuminati) that enjoy the power of pre-planning and executing major events in society. But also it is clear that many people, are literally brimming with fear at the moment in relation to these five points, which is a complete detriment to themselves and all around them, despite thinking they are "sharing the truth".

From my own personal experience I have dealt with these fears before, for instance I believed the world would end twice before in my life. For example I remember being a 13 year old boy being afraid that the world would end or a massive event would happen to change humanity on 01/01/2000, then 12 years later again I feared that a massive event would happen on 12/12/2012.

Now obviously we are all still alive lol, and what is interesting to note is that the days and weeks before these events, through my acceptance of fearing these potential large events on certain dates, was that I was basically shutting people away from me, separating myself from reality, passionately arguing with anyone that would question my concept of the world ending on this date.
I found that this "certainty" of the world ending on a certain date, was never really based on true certainty, but rather just my own fears, depressions and hopes to see humanity wiped out. Its like I was very sad with my life and the world as a whole, so on both occasions feeding into concepts of everything ending on a certain date, was really just my own personal desire and excuse to give up on humanity and myself.

Since 12/12/2012 passed I forgave myself for all fears, depressions and desires about the world ending that I had. I committed myself to living the realisation that we all live for a certain time frame, and no matter what concepts we accept in our minds, we will all die, and in reality we never know when this will be. It can be any number of things that can cause us to individually die, or for our species to die, so why spend any time at all fearing this?
Thinking about the Armageddon is truly pointless, it guarantees no movement, and being entrenched in the pre-programmed mind, which in and of itself, is a self-fulfilling prophecy of the end of humanity.
But what is of the utmost importance, is that we live the realisation that it is only through living what is best for all, that we can recreate ourselves and our world to be truly sustainable and something we can be proud to leave to our children, where there is no end of humanity, but rather a rebirth of humanity instead.

Join me in my next blog, as I share self-forgiveness and self-corrective statements that will be supportive for anyone that has experienced fears of the Apocalypse, if we are all still alive :)      
    


     

Day 139: Did you really experience what you think you experienced?

Interesting that many people in the world believe they have seen a ghost before, or that we know someone that believes they have seen some kind of ghost before. This is something that has been going on for thousands of years, there are so many cases of people telling other people that they have seen some kind of ghost, its fascinating to consider how much history is full of ghost and possession stories.

Now while there have been many genuine stories of entities and possession through out time, a lot of films for instance have been based on true events like: The Exorcist, The Shining, When the lights went out, The Haunting in Connecticut, Shadow People, The Possession, The Conjuring, The Atticus Institute, and many others.

What is not considered, is that some of these events have also been staged government intelligence events. For instance just with some basic magic tricks, some Hollywood make up/pyrotechnics, certain chemicals, and a little bit of hologram technology/nanotechnology, it is possible to make a person believe that a house is haunted or a person is possessed when they aren't. Or if you just put a person in a stealth suit for instance, then let them run around a house, it is possible to make someone fear that an actual ghost is haunting the house, when really its a guy running around in a suit. For instance a person of strategic value to a certain group, can be set up with a "haunted house" program in their home, to be able to mind control the valued person with fear to make irrational decisions, to psychologically traumatise and break the person. Or if a particular property is valued, this program can be used as a security system to scare any unwanted visitors away from the property.

But the point I am mainly focusing on within this blog is cases where a person has believed they have seen a ghost, yet nobody else witnessed anything, no footage was caught, and there is literally no evidence of any kind at all. Because these cases are the most common in the world of all the examples iv'e given thus far, so while there have been confirmed cases of haunted houses/people being possessed etc, as well as government false flag events, the most common of all is just humans making shit up in their mind.

Sometimes its a person trying to make a profit from nothing, like a shady wall street trader doing loads of naked short- selling, other times its someone just trying to give themselves value in the eyes of others, like "hey world i'm the all knowing super ghost man!" and sometimes most commonly it is a persons mind that has tricked them into believing they have seen something that aligns with their beliefs.

As the evidence of the Desteni group and others have proven, the mind is clearly holographic, which in certain circumstances is able to produce film like quality realistic projections before our eyes.These holographic projections can be triggered by the desires and beliefs of a person in their mind, who for instance is religious and is desperate to have an experience with a ghost or God in order to validate their own religious delusions and beliefs to themselves as reality. So these self-accepted belief and desire possessions in the mind, essentially trigger a chemical process, which ends with a person believing wholeheartedly that they have had "an encounter".

Now personally while I have had plenty of strange experiences based in physical reality in my life, anything to do with ghosts, gods and possessions, have all been events that my mind essentially fabricated and produced in order to align with my particular beliefs at the time. For instance when I was about 18 and I was intensely spiritual at the time, I often would have "visions" during meditations with "other beings", and these "visions" would of course further inflate my spiritual ego/beliefs. But it was only as I got older and learnt more about the functionality of the mind that enabled me to see how my own mind was deceiving me with images and experiences that were not real.

Just recently I have a friend who is very "spiritual" who told me that she thinks her house is haunted, she explained some things that had apparently happened recently and asked me to come round. I didn't noticed anything all night, then I explained this point of the "power" of the mind with these types of situations to "fill in the gaps" making something seem real that isn't.
I also explained that even if there is a being in the house, it would be better to peacefully co-exist, to try and communicate and share yourself, instead of going into fear about it trying to "remove" the being. But since I came round weeks ago she has not had any more strange things happening in the house, which may be attributed to her being honest with herself and looking closer at her own minds role in these "haunting" experiences.


I mean if we look at the chemical DMT for instance, Dimethyltryptamine is a chemical that is released in the pineal gland of the brain when we are asleep, which is largely responsible for our mind producing dreams. This chemical is also released during near death experiences, which explain many "visions" people have during near death experiences. DMT can also be released during sex or any other intense events, and the "visions" we experience from this chemical have proven to always fit in line with our own individual beliefs. So for instance if a person is intensely thinking and attempting to pursue and experience a strange encounter that will validate their own beliefs or fears, the DMT in the brain will be released and will make sure that the person "see things" that will "validate" their own personal beliefs or fears, and further entrench the person within their own imaginary world in the mind.

So have you had a "strange experience" with ghosts, possession or a god? The question really comes down to this - did you really experience what you think you experienced? Be honest with yourself and you will see that its more then likely that you didn't really experience what you think you experienced, it was just a thought :)



      

Day 138: "What will be, will be" Part 2

Continuing from my last blog -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow the thought "What will be, will be" to exist in my mind, I realise that what is behind this thought is procrastination, hopelessness, inferiority, the acceptance of someone else to deal with my problems, and the concept of "going with the flow". Within this I realise that none of the points behind this thought are supportive for me in living what's best for all.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments, that the acceptance of this thought only functions to make me more ineffective at making decisions, and a more effective pre-programmed being which is not acceptable.

I forgive myself that within accepting and allowing the thought "What will be, will be" in any moment, I am feeding into procrastination where no effective movement can be made in my life, which of course has no benefit to me or anyone else in my life.

I forgive myself that within the thought "What will be, will be" I am defining my own direction and movement within a certain point to be "hopeless" where I am creating and feeding into a belief that I am powerless to change a problem in my life, so within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to experience myself as an inferior and hopeless being within the thought "What will be, will be". I realise that I am not powerless or inferior in any way, because I have the ability to change anything inside myself and in my participation in the world to be what is of worth to all life.

I forgive myself that I have not realise in all moments, that whenever I am experiencing this thought that "What will be, will be" I am literally comparing myself to a problem, and believing myself to be smaller then the problem, rather then breathing and directing the problem with my full effort and attention where I can make changes - So I forgive myself for comparing myself to problems when they come up, "gauging"  in my mind whether or not i have the capacity to change the point, instead of doing my utmost to deal with the problem as and when it come up -- I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am smaller then some problems in this world, because I realise that there is no problem in this world which is bigger then me, I realise that I am equal to all problems in the world, and thus equal to the solution of all problems in this world.
So i take self-responsibility to live my life as a being that is equal to all that is here, where I empower myself in every moment to remove what is not best and keep that which is best of myself as this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the concept of "going with the flow" within the thought "What will be, will be". I realise that this concept is the basis of many spiritual beliefs in the world, which have all been proven to be ineffective solutions in making beneficial changes - So I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feed into spirituality within the thought "What will be, will be" where the concept of "going with the flow" apparently will assist me in dealing with problems on a "deep level", which is complete bullshit, because in reality "going with the flow" is actually an excuse from facing and dealing with a problem, instead of solving it which is just not acceptable.    

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that things will "work out in the end" within the thought "what will be, will be". I realise that there is no problem that exists in our world that will be resolved by itself, it takes our own awareness, self-movement and direction in order to be changed. If I do not respond immediately when a problem comes up and deal with it, then I am literally saying that the problem should carry on longer, which is a direct acceptance of abuse in the world, which I am not willing to accept as myself.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to deceive myself through accepting the thought "What will be, will be". I realise that there is no actual worth to this thought in anyway whatsoever, so as and when I see this thought coming up in my mid, I respond immediately by stopping and breathing. I am aware of the trap behind this thought, so I do not engage, I breathe and continue to breathe until this thought no longer exists in my mind.

I commit myself to living the realisation that a world that is best for all, only manifests if I will it to be, and live it into being in every moment of breathe.