Day 450: Dressed to Impress

It's Completely Fucked that we live in a World where there are Billions of Humans that do not have Effective Clothing to support themselves. I mean just the same as things like Cars, Houses, Education, Healthcare I can and will Never be able to accept a system that gives Shit versions of these things to the Majority while the Minority have the Best.

It's also interesting looking at how we React to clothing, It always speaks to me about how we are programmed with images where we have these specific contrived ideas based in Polarity friction of what is apparently "Good" and "Bad" clothing to wear. Or that we have to be a "certain way" because we are wearing certain Clothes - like when you look at a Policeman and how he will be like his normal Self at home with his family, yet when he puts on the police clothes they become the Police System itself as an Entity Acting completely differently as if they are a different person. Like this Clothing Possession Alter-Ego Clark Kent "Metamorphosis" into Superman point.

Or how we Use Clothing to be Dishonest and Self-Dishonest where we hide certain parts of our body from others, because we hide from Facing our own Self-Inadequacies about specific parts of our bodies design where rather then Self-Honesty and Self-Corrective application, the solution apparently is to just accept the reactions about your body and then cover what you deem to be the most "disgusting" or "shameful" parts of your body so others can't see it and deem certain outfits as "not being right" for your Feelings and your Definition of yourself which is not a Solution that is Best.

Are we understanding within all this that no matter what clothing you wear, when you remove all clothes, we are all just Lifeforms? All just Humans of various shapes and sizes underneath the clothes we wear, where our Body tells the True Story of what we have Lived through and what we Accept and Allow for Ourselves. 

Clothes has come up a bit this week, my partner for example mentioned she felt over dressed yesterday as we went to go out with some friends for our Birthdays. Then the day before a young guy I booked to come into my office for an interview for TechnoTutor, asked me if he should wear a Suit. I Supported my Partner reminding her she looked Fantastic and the young guy I explained that clothing can impact how we view ourselves and when it comes to other people if you are Financially able to Dress Well generally or at least for Major Events/Celebrations, people will think one of two things when they look at you - he is going somewhere Better or he has just come from somewhere Better and thus will adjust their behavior around you to Incorporate more Respect. This is a Fundamental reason why Government officials wear suits, why Bankers wear suits, Business owners etc. I have lost count of all the situations in Life where I was treated Well or an Opportunity came up purely because I was Well Dressed as Stupid as that sounds.

Then you see how the system presents either looking Great or looking Shit as the apparent only options. There has even been an increase in fashion that I have noticed before where many outfits will try to look like Shit, as if its cool to look like Shit. I mean go and ask a Really Poor person if they feel Good and Cool wearing rags that hang off their body and do not support them effectively in Any weather. The fact that we have any Humans on Earth wearing ineffective clothes to support the Body and our expression as Life is Completely Unacceptable. 

So you can see when you look closely in your own Life and in the Lives of Every Human that there is many Moments of Confusing, Fucked up and Abusive behavior we have Allowed in relation to Clothes. One example from My Life is for Years I literally would not wear shorts Ever, purely because I had all these reactions to how Skinny I thought my legs looked, when nobody else really ever gave me a valid reason to believe that. So basically as long as I had long trousers to wear I would Feel Good I have corrected these Reactions that I noticed early in process, yet I will still have to check myself because there will still be occasional moments where I will still have the odd Fear based thought come up around my legs in shorts lol.  

We have to be Honest with ourselves and Clear about our reactions to Clothing, to apply Common Sense in All Ways with Clothing - Comfort and Support of the Body must always be the first and most important point, but be Aware and Courteous to others where possible, understand that just like the words we speak, the clothes we wear impacts others around us. We cannot cater to peoples feelings, and yes we should never Blame others and take full Responsibility for our own Reactions - but we also cannot Completely Abdicate Responsibility to others either, because You are Me in Another Life so I'm Also Responsible for You as Me. 

So if I tell someone to go Fuck themselves I have to understand that those Words do not Support the person I'm speaking with to not React - because directing the Words "Go Fuck yourself" at someone is still me trying to Elicit and Impulse Reactions in others - same with Clothing so if I look like the idea of "Shit" I have to be Aware that people will Likely React to that and Avoid interaction with Me. It should not be this way in a world that's Best for All but Currently Humans are automatically Programmed to treat people in Expensive looking clothes Better than those in Cheap looking clothes so Common Sense - perhaps don't walk into your next Job interview in a dirty looking cheap outfit and expect to get the job.  

Let's create a system where Everyone has the Best clothes to live in, No more Clothing ideas where you can Ignore those who don't have the "Clothing Privilege" You Do while Claiming Enlightenment, Compounding the Fucked Up World as it is. Now this doesn't mean all having the same looking clothes, its cool that we can all have our own unique Expression in that - but not at the Expense of Another, so lets Build a World where there are No More Humans going without Effective Clothing Support Anywhere on Earth Ever Again. 

Day 449: I Recognize You

Two people came up to me in a pub last night and said that they Recognize me, one proceeded to show me pictures of the person who did look similar to me. The other just explained to me that I remind him of someone he knows but he couldn't recall their name. Within this moment I said to him that we can Recognize and See ourselves in Anyone at Any time if we put ourselves in the Shoes of another. 

Afterwards I considered that it is fascinating how our mind searches for and looks to Validate Similarities to who we Remember in our own life. On the face of it this may not seem like an issue, yet in Self-Honesty if we turn our Life into some kind of Exclusive VIP Club there is a problem. You Remind me of this person I know! As if it is only people who have played a direct role in the Film of our life that are worth Remembering, but apparently people outside of our life narrative we do not need to Recognize as Me as You as Equals as Life within All. Self-Interested Recognition as Memory as Consciousness to validate our own existence as Consciousness you could say, as the Ego in Control looks for validation of our Individual Pre-Programmed Predilections. Yet do we Recognize Life? The world shows we Do Not.

It is clear that in Life we will always see people who remind us of certain people visually, but am I Really seeing the person? This is the question I always ask myself. Am I Really seeing that in Reality we can actually Recognize ourselves in everyone if we are Self-Honest? Do we see that everyone has things we can learn from? Do we acknowledge that everyone has specific Aptitudes whether they have honed it or not? Am I Recognizing that Everyone is Me in another life? The idea of Recognition is totally different to actually Recognizing someone as Ourselves as Life.

We look for Specific Similarities to our Personality formation, without often realising that when you strip away the Nuance of these characters we all follow the same types of Desires, Hopes, Wants and Needs - then on top of this we actually all are the same Life force as the Physical, yet we can only realise this if we Recognize this Life force as Ourselves and as being Equal in All of us.

You are Me and I am You, which also means we are Responsible for Each other yet we have not adequately created a world that Acknowledges, Enhances and Reciprocates this.

I enjoy Football, Martial Arts, Tennis, Snooker and many sports, which of course means I can Recognize myself in another that also Enjoys sports Easily, yet does that mean I cannot acknowledge myself as Life in a person who does not Enjoy sports as much? No, because when we are Honest with ourselves we have all no matter how Fanatical you are about sports experienced what it is like to Not enjoy Sports. So the question to check if you are Actually Recognizing Lifeforce as being Equal in All of Us, is when you can say in Self-Honesty - I am willing to exist as Every part, every Form in this Reality, I am actually willing to Be the Slaughtered Animal, The Starving Child. I Am Seeing Clearly that is Directly Me Suffering which I will Not Accept for Myself - Thus I take Self-Responsibility to Stop this Abuse of Myself in Another Body. 

How can we be a Species of Life Improvement in Anyway, if we Do Not Recognize the Life in Everything Equally? It is Not possible as the World has proven for Aeons of time.

Do Trees select who they will Recognize as being valid of breathing its Oxygen it produces? No, it is an Eternal Cycle for All Life. So we have to See, Realise and Understand that we Must become Arboreal as the Tree in Every way, where we Clarify to ourselves that All Life Contributes to our Every Breath, which then Allows us Exist Here to Intricately and Intimately get to Know Every Part of Reality as Ourselves - and in the Process Recognize its True Value, Regenerate Dignity and Honour in the Relationship with that Part and within that we Treat Every Part with the Equal Value as Life that you would Expect to Receive in Equality and Oneness.

You are Me in another Life - Lets Truly Embody this Symbiotic Reality in Every way.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to Realise that the Mind Consciousness System in every Human will try to Deceive us through our allowance that "only certain" people are Memorable to us as we exist in Separation from Physical Reality as Consciousness - When in Reality Every Being in this Reality is Me as Equal Value as The Physical as Life and thus any ideas of only "Recognizing" certain people is not actually Real and Only Impulses a world of varying degrees of Respect as we see So Many people Not Recognized as Life by the Money System of Capitalism that only Remembers and Adorns a small Minority.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to See, Realise and Understand in Every Moment that Life force is Equal in All of Us, yet it is our Pre-Conceived ideas of our self that Fabricates a "Free choice" to only Recognize what makes us Feel Good as opposed to All Life Equally, which is completely Harmful Bullshit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that this System of Subjective Recognition was taught to us in childhood, where Parents Favour their child based on how many Similarities they Recognize from themselves in the Child as a "Stamp of Approval" of the Limitation of myself as the Mind - and so the less the Child reminds the Parent of themselves, the more the Child engages in things the parent doesn't Like, doesn't Recognize in themselves - the more likely the Parent will have a Limited, Lesser connection with the Child.

I commit myself to show that until Life on Earth will continue to get worse for Everybody until All Life is Equally Recognized as such in Every way, where we can Actually create Heaven on Earth for All For Real.

I commit myself to Recognize in Every Breath that I was given Life in this Body to Explore Everything Here and Restore a Relationship of Honour as Equality and Oneness with All.

I commit myself to Recognize Myself in Another in Every way as Life force, where I give the same level of Equal Value as Life that I myself want to Receive from others.    

Day 448: Why are your Opinions Irrelevant?

Opening up Opinions is always interesting because it is truly a Foundational part of why the world is so Fucked up, because with Equaliy Equation applied you will notice how every single Opinion you have, or anyone has is based on Consciousness that causes Inequality instead of Equality and Oneness as what's Best for All where Self-Honesty/Forgiveness and Common Sense is the Foundation. So  Questioning our own Opinions is where we essentially Open up the Onion of our Pre-Programming.

This past week a new friend of mine remarked on my Pantera hat I was wearing, he said Marley I love Pantera and Dimebag was the best guitarist ever. I said yeah I enjoy their music and I also agree that Dimebag was an incredible guitarist, one of my favorites and I have often had the opinion he was the best guitarist I ever heard. Then I prefaced this by saying - but ultimately this is just our opinion from a build up of Memories to Charge up, Enforce and Protect the idea of our self as a certain Character to others in a world run by Caricatures of Life. So it's not valid - Opinions deal in Unsubstantiated Absolutes of Gold, Silver and Bronze Categorizations in Everything where anyone outside of the "Medal positions" in our Opinion is Irrelevant.

Any Opinion we have is always based in Polarity as right and wrong, whats the best thing for making me Feel Good, whats the worst thing as the Mind and so while we say we "accept everyone's opinion" in fact we do not - we Vociferously Compete for our Opinions, we Defend our Opinions when we Feel it is attacked and we attack those with a different Opinion, without Consideration that all Opinions are Equal as mental projections placed on top of physical reality and so no defence or attack is ever going to be valid as what's Best for all because no Opinion is based on Physical Reality in the first place, they are designed to Disregard Physical Reality in the name of Free Choice as Self-Interest. You see how in this lock down Competing Opinions about Viruses and how we should live everyday life is creating so much Frictional Energy in so many Families, Friendships and Businesses.

We speak from a starting point of Opinions so often and you see even how Opinions always form the Basis of Gossip, because every single time we ever Gossip about someone its always based on our Opinion of them in secret that we rarely tell the person to their face. We validate our Opinions to ourselves with endless backchat around our "free choice"  to the "right of my opinion"  overriding any common sense of direct physical proof.

Then you notice how all these Opinions didn't exist at Birth, they developed overtime as we became Protean from the physical body in our first 7 years into and as the Mind consciousness system from 7-14. Then we became aware of Death and created a Fear of Death and then created endless Opinions to substantiate our fear of death, so that we can have more opinions to make ourselves feel good, being right and designing a contrived happy life which in our opinion others should Venerate and Remember when we are Dead.

Within Opinions we assume, we categorize into endless Rubrics of Personality, we literally ignore Physical Reality through our right to our opinion, thus all participating in and continuing the Abuse on Earth as it exists.

The Mental Health industry is based on Opinions of how the mind works with Physical Evidence, Sport is based on Opinions of whats the Best sports and who are the "best players". Religions are all Opinions of what happens after death which none can cross reference yet we have killed each other for hundreds of thousands of years over these Spiritual Opinions. Our Money system of Capitalism is all based on the Opinion that some are more worthy of Dignified Living then others disregarding that we all inhabit the same body on the same Planet. Our Education system is based on Opinions of what is adequate preparation for a person and that its apparently OK to have varying degrees of Vocabulary and Knowledge with no minimum standard. 

I could literally write a list for days of where we embrace and Glorify Opinion ahead of Common Sense and Physical Reality feedback - Every time you locate Opinion as the basis of anything you will notice Inequality and the Abuse of the Majority in favour of Uplifting the Minority.

So rather then accepting everyone's Right to Opinions, the only solution that is actually Best for all Life is to end All Opinions, where anything we Favour is based on Common Sense Physical Feedback of what Physically Supports us as the Flesh, Not Opinions of Consciousness and where None outside of our Favour are Forgotten and Abused as a World where All Life Live in the Most Favourable of Living Conditions.

Day 447: Finite Forgiveness

Forgive them for they know not what they do they do, but I say I cannot take responsibility for another's sins as is implied in the Bible with the systems Idea of "God's Forgiveness" as the Hopes of Clemency in the Afterlife and Fears of  the potential Consequence of Not Bowing before God in this Life. I find Forgiving myself for what I know I have done, giving me back to me as Life is the only Forgiveness that Matters. 

What is interesting with Self-Forgiveness that I have learnt in my process is that there is a very clear difference between the idea of Self-Forgiveness and Self-Forgiveness Lived in Matter as whats Best for All Life.

I have found time and time again that the Key is Self-Honesty, without it one can write and speak a Million Self-Forgiveness statements but fundamentally change nothing of the Waters of who we Allow ourselves to be.

Without Self-Honesty all that happens is there will be a back door that you will give yourself in Awareness or not, the same as with the systems idea of Forgiveness where we can Always leave our Forgiveness in the Hands of another as the means to a Fallacious lack of Responsibility - This back door will be in the form of re-occurring thoughts based in Polarity which is the indicators of where I am Not Self-Honestly sticking to my word, where my starting point is Fucked and thus where need to Apply my Forgiveness to a far deeper level of insight. My thoughts must be aligned Here as what I am Living in every situation in my Life, if they are Not, If I am going somewhere in my Mind in Separation from what's Here repeatedly, I know there is more Forgiveness to Emboss into Physical reality as Me.

Be under no illusions in this journey to Life Self-Forgiveness is no Magical Feel good solution to pretend you have re-aligned yourself based on some pretty words you said once meanwhile ignoring/suppressing the Real thoughts in your head which were still endless cycles of horrifically Selfish Characters showing you that nothing has changed. Self-Forgiveness when fully grasped is Not a special remedy to make one Feel better but rather as the clear Blueprint to Be Better in actual Measurable Physical Matter.

It's like if you look at my partner, she writes and speaks Self-Forgiveness statements out loud, maybe she does not do it as often as me and has been walking her process years less than I have, yet I consider at times she can often be far more Malleable, Astute and Practical in Transcending her Pre-Programming. She would likely say the same about me at times and we both have our reactionary points of course - yet I notice she will often look at an issue she has playing out in her life and rather than over analyse in a methodical conflated over-worded manner which tends to often be my modus operandi, she just looks at the point that comes up, then in a nonchalant and simplistic movement will see the problem and decide to realign her thoughts, words and deeds now creating immediate Noticeable change - 

You see she understands that any Self-forgiveness statement is only as effective as the intention behind it, the words Self-Forgiveness themselves are in essence no different to saying I Give Myself Permission to Stop Doing That Now but without Self-Honesty any words of apparent Self-Change to your thoughts will Not work. Now not to completely write off taking your time peeling back the layers with brainwashing because it is needed at times, but one must be careful how the Ego can create back doors through the "I'm taking my time" point where procrastination can soon become an issue as the starting point of Finite Self-Forgiveness not really wanting to Honestly change rears its head.  

This is why when you meet a new group of people and you start talking about Self-Forgiveness you often get a lot of mentions of support for what you are doing, but will scarcely get someone say "I want to do that too". Humans are Pre-Programmed to resist taking Self-Responsibility for anything that creates Real beneficial change in our lives. So everyone wants to listen to change and speak about change but not Live change and the ones that do will usually have the Vocabulary and Financial stability in order to have the time and develop the processing speed to implement Real Self-Corrective Change to Rebirth oneself as the Flesh. I wonder what would happen if we could Equalise everyone's Vocabulary and Financial Stability in this world? Well It is Very Clear we would have a world of more Common Sense and True Caring for Self and Each other then what has ever been seen before on Earth. 

Also Pain in the Body can be another indicator of Finite Self-Forgiveness and Pain is easier for everyone in this world to locate as its presence in this world has accumulated substantially as The Mind, Being and Body merges. If you have Pains in certain parts of your Body, or specific Reactions of Pain to the words of others, know that you will need to create actual Real Structural designs of Forgiveness implemented for anything to change and the Pain to Truly stop. This is also why in a Economic sense in order for Humanity to stop the Pain of Poverty and Starvation we Require a Global Forgiveness of All Debts of Every Individual and Group.

A world that's best will never happen with Finite Forgiveness. So Stick to Self-Honesty and align your thoughts with your Living Here as the Breath of Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in Every Here moment of Breath that Any Self-Forgiveness statement devoid of Self-Honesty will Not stand the test of time and is as pointless as trying to avoid getting wet while pissing straight into powerful Wind - I see and Understand that when past abusive thoughts re-occur, when my thoughts are not Here as this Body and what I am Moving with Here, then I know in Self-Honesty that this clearly indicates that my Self-Forgiveness was Ineffective and tainted with Polarity as Separation in the Mind and in the Mind I can convince myself of anything to make myself Feel Good ahead of actually Seeing what's Here in Equality and Oneness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create Polarity frictions as Finite Self-Forgiveness where just as with the Capitalist idea of "Gods Forgiveness" I will encode a Backdoor in my Self-Forgiveness in order to shift the Responsibility and Blame for my Hopes and Fears onto another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not See that Self-Forgiveness are words as any other, words formulated with similar meanings to "Stop Fucking around", "Get Real" "Wake up as Life" - so I have seen time and time again it is not the Self-Forgiveness itself which provides Incantations of  Metamorphic change, it is the person speaking the statements, the Self-Honesty of the one forgiving oneself that Matters in Matter as a Matter of Manifesting Real Change that's Best.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that Self-Forgiveness Lived in Self-Honesty has nothing to do with creating occasional momentary Feel better moments, but rather as the clear Blueprint to Be Better in actual Measurable Physical Matter across Time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to at times over analyse and "prepare for the change" instead of just making a decision, sticking to it, committing and implementing the change through Breath by Breath Walking.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise I have many times disregarded the route of Pain as manageable and a part of Life to Justify Not Changing and Chastising Myself - without considering that Pain while not exclusively so, is often related to the Incorrect programming of words into the Flesh where Life is not Acknowledged and Honoured as Finite Self-Forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that it is only when Humanity Lives Forgiveness as Whats Best for All can we Actually End global Financial Abuse of poverty through a Mandatory Debt Write Off for All Life. 

I commit myself to show as Me that the Only Forgiveness that Matters is Self-Honest Self-Forgiveness which is Eternally Effective to create Real change in this Limited form we exist in.

I commit myself to show that any ideas of Forgiveness other than Self-Forgiveness is nothing but the taint of Gods Forgiveness as Polarity Frictions for Energy Vampires.

I commit myself to create a world where Self-Forgiveness becomes the New Gospel of God for Humanity on Earth as the Linchpin Conduit of What is Best for All Life.

Day 446: The Gates of the Minds Monarchy

It is fascinating turning up unannounced at the doorstep of the wealthiest Humans, because what I notice is while some will discuss with you many will hide behind large gates, security cameras, guards and intercom systems instead of speaking to your face.

There will often be a shocked and or annoyed sound in the persons voice when you do eventually speak to the King or Queen of the Estate as they are likely not used to being disturbed in their Kingdom. What I considered a few times while doing this, is how we as Humans are Pre-Programmed to as we get more Money, to automatically create Hidden Kingdoms of Self-Interest, a Bubble for you to keep you safe from whats here as Fear as an outward Consequence of creating hidden kingdoms in the Mind instead of considering that we Must utilise .

These Kingdoms of Royal Consciousness so to speak will not do, where due to being born into Privilege or through Monetary accumulation you will believe yourself to be Lord of the Manor, thus live as the Lord of the Manor with the Most Manners. Then because everyone believes that you are the Lord of the Manor based on the size of your Castle and Army that causes Fear in people to not question your Authority as God - so it was thousands of years ago with the Inception of Royalty in this world and so it continues to this day until we wake up Individually and Collectively.

You could say that the Elite as the 1% was actually Genetic Modification from a generational Self-Interested focus of Humanity becoming Physically Manifest - because Competition is always based on the 1% Winning as the "Strongest", the 99% Losing as the "Weakest" but because the 99% are so Enamored with joining the 1% the cycle goes on for Aeons of time become more Emphatic and Metamorphic to DNA over time as the Signature of Anu accumulated and Birthed into existence over time. 

You could also say that the Bible even was created by the Elite families in this world as a disinformation document to paint themselves as the "New Gods", to protect the Monarchies that developed genetically into Humanity, to stop the integration of the message of Jesus as Equality and Oneness into the mainstream and to give justification to a "Divine Right" of certain families to take what they want being backed up by "Gods Will" where the word of God is actually a weapon for Inequality. This Weapon used through God demanding All to bow before him and Money was the substance to allow Man to experience himself as God as Consciousness.

You see in this world how those of us that stand as Life are persecuted Like Morpheus and his team in the Matrix, yet when you are a Sold as a Royal Agent of the Mind you essentially become a Soul as a Soldier a Soul-Jar - a Little piece of Consciousness stuck in a Pot, instead of Life where you will be a Loyal servant as the Self-Interest of Survival and so the Mind with its Barbarian armies will do your bidding as you do theirs. 

Royalty is literally the product of Labor based Slavery represented by Money as the energetic Currency of the Ego where Mother Earth herself is exploited and treated as a Slave. How could we Believe that this Loyalty to Royalty will have No Consequence when the world so clearly shows us the Horrors this Monarchy of Money Consciousness causes on Earth?

So within this all we must consider - where have I created Hidden Kingdoms inside myself and my Life? Why do I fear knocking on the gates of God? Don't fear knocking on the door of the Hidden Kingdoms in  this world in Every way because there is no person in this world, no part of your Mind, Being and Body that is more important then another -  so I suggest find the most expensive properties in your area and attempt to communicate with the people there, Plant Seeds, support them to understand that the more Money we have in this world the more Responsibility we have to Create a Kingdom on Earth for All Life, not a Hidden Kingdom.  Same as the most Value Laden parts of your Pre-programming you must Introspect and Communicate with yourself to Effectively find ways to Forgive yourself of your Abuses to Life and create Self as the Kingdom of whats Best for All. 

Common Sense clearly shows None are Free until All are Free - thus it is Only when we have a World where All Life is Acknowledged as the Royalty of Life that we All In Fact are in Equality and Oneness - can we Remove all Hidden Kingdoms and finally create Heaven on Earth as it Always should have been.