Wishes ay, fascinating how when we are growing up we are
taught that wishing is something which is a good thing to do, that the “sky is
the limit”, you know like wishing stuff when you blow out your birthday
candles, which is then the starting point for becoming an “ambitious” person,
someone that’s constantly wishing for more. But when we look closer at how the function
of wishing happens, it becomes clear that it is actually insane. This character
is fucked up because we operate on a level of self-interest of never actually
being here physically but only ever swimming from moment to moment within and
as the bubble of our wishes/ambitions/dreams.
I have realized that within this there is no self-direction
of any points here that can be done, but rather I become directed by my wishes
as a remote controlled machine, where I disregard what’s best for all as this consciousness
machine programmed for “dream attainment” only, and where I am constantly in a
state of believing that just for the fact that I am wishing something then
eventually it will come true.
And it is within this character and many, many others where
we completely separate ourselves from physical reality, where we cannot see
anything other than our own self-interest. Within and as this character we do
not even realize that abuse must end, that the way we humans are living is not
real and unsustainable. We cannot see this fact of a deteriorating state of
mankind around us because we are too busy existing as the deterioration,
fuelling our own destruction in each moment. Within this character we do not
even really see a homeless person on the street and consider how to formulate
systems to stop such an undignified standard of living from existing.
All we do
is look at the homeless person and react as an experience of fear, we do not
care about correcting the person’s situation, as long as we are safe we do not
care, we only care about avoiding what we see in front of us as this infinitely
repetitive self-deceptive cycle of “chasing our dreams”. I have experienced
this fear many times, a fear that if I do not fulfil my dreams then I could end
up like that homeless person.
I know that if me or anyone else in this reality claims to have
not had extensive wishes at some point or experienced fear of not getting a
specific dream then that is dishonesty. Because in self-honesty I notice that
there is many wishes that i have come up through the course of the day, as
thoughts and all of them I realize I am the starting point of, and thus I am responsible
for the effective management thereof.
While we humans are growing up our parents will tell us that
we can do anything we want, that as long as we believe in it then it can come true,
but within this there is no common sense, parents lie directly to their
children, because in actual fact any dream in this world can only become physically
manifest if one has money, which we can all test for ourselves - if I do
not have money then every dream I attempt to manifest will simply end up with
my face in the dirt on the streets.
So from my perspective as a parent, I have and still do see consequences
within myself growing up of existing as a “wishful thinking” character, so I would
never even consider to fuel my son’s imaginations as any wishful thinking he
has, because it is of the upmost importance for kids to realize as early as possible
the limitations of wishes, and hopes in the mind, the messy consequences which
can come from their acceptance and allowance. Wishes are not effective in
anyway, because wishing implies that magic is real, there is no self-movement
within wishing, there is constant stagnation as waiting for some miracle to
manifest what I’ve been charging in my head for years as wishing. I mean if I wish
for a banana now, then it is very few physical movements and a small exchange
of money then I will have a banana. However if I dream for a Ferrari right now
then it is in no way practical for me to achieve now, and as long as I don’t charge
this Ferrari dream with tons of value and energy then I will not have any major
detrimental mental effects when I realize it is not practical.
And regardless of whether I dream for a banana or a Ferrari,
the point is that without any physical movement there will be no banana or Ferrari
that will manifest, so it is very fucked up that we accept and allow this
concept and teach it to kids. Clearly the dream itself in my mind is not real, it
is not important, only the physical is real, so only the physical steps of
walking a point is relevant. For instance if I sit here dreaming about an equal
money system being here, then I am wasting my time in dreamland not taking
responsibility to walk, but instead waiting for something outside of myself to
do it for me, when I should eb directing myself as an equal money system in my
daily living in all moments because it is only by walking a point as myself as
an example can anything be manifested in the world.
And if I slowdown and use the equality equation on each
dream I have, I can see that dreams are based in self-interest purely. So if I have
a dream which is not practical to achieve and does not take into account what
is best for all then it is completely useless. It is of the upmost importance
that children and all humans learn how this reality really functions, which is
not according to wishes in our mind, but is according to physical actions as
labour, anything we want to see, manifested in our world and reality must be
done with our hands.
There is no way of avoiding this, and all parents do by
telling their children that “the sky is the limit” in relation to
dreaming/wishing, is setting up the child for a heavy emotional fall, when the
child one day becomes a young adult and starts having more and more emotional
problems because of realizing that the dreams they had as a child are in no way
practical to manifest now.
This person could now having extensive emotional problems-
anger, depression etc, may blame the parents for expecting so much from them, with
no self-will to direct anything, but instead just victimizing self, wasting
away in a pool of self-judgement/loathing, which leads to other consequential
problems such as addictions and in some instances suicide, and this is the
reality for many young adults today especially many that come out of colleges/universities
every year and do not receive the specific job they wished for, so the
consequences for existing as this “wishful thinking” character I can see is potentially
devastating.
But this character is not specific through our young years,
because as with any point of brainwashing this character is on automated pilot
within and as us, we are the pilots, but we believe others are the pilot which
is where we always fuck ourselves. So something automated never stops, unless
we take self-responsibility and I’ve noticed recently that I have had some
self-judgements/regrets come up in certain situations in relation to dreams and
wishes I had as a kid.
So I am facing this point now, I am not willing to accept and
allow this to exist within and as me in my world and my reality any further.
Continued.....
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