Day 442: Is my Happiness Birthed in Reality?

For context I suggest reading This Blog - so this past week a friend reminded me it is their birthday at the end of the month and they are having a party. Now knowing this friend places a large focus on their happiness as feelings and knowing I will not be available to go their party based on distance of living I said  - well if we don't speak before enjoy the Breath Day for Real. It is often the case that anyone who is planning their Birthday months in advance may be dealing with some issues in the Mind.

The person then said thanks and that they are very happy in their life currently and even though they "love their job" its really annoying that I have to do 9 days straight next week and thank god they would let me have the weekend off for my birthday. This person I have challenged many times before about their pursuit of happiness being based on money and feeling good as, while claiming to not care about money or being selfish which is not based on Physical Reality and which was first programmed into us by our parents in childhood - 

Meanwhile In Self-Honesty in my own life I saw my own Bullshit so many times with these ideas, where you don't actually love your job. In reality you love the Money you claim to not care about otherwise you Would do the job for Free, or you wouldn't be annoyed about doing it everyday would you? Then If I claim to be celebrating My Life on my birthday, yet some of my main concerns leading up to my birthday are: "Where will my birthday be held?" "How many people will come?" "Do I have enough food and alcohol for everyone?" "how many presents and statements of adoration will I get?" am I really celebrating Life with these kinds of thoughts? Or am I celebrating my own existence as an Energy Vampire to Good Feelings and Happiness for Me in Separation from Life - Receive for Me on my special day, without ever realising that no Happiness is ever Real without Give and Receive as you would want to be treated existing on Earth in Every Way.

I mean people without money do not tend to be grateful for being alive, while those with money claim to be celebrating how Grateful they are, when you will never see those with Money giving up their Money and living on this apparent gratefulness. So if my ability to be Happy and grateful for being alive is based on having money,  how can any of our Happiness be Real until all on Earth has Money so we all actually have the opportunity to be Grateful to be Alive?

Then some claim when you challenge them about Money on their Birthday, that its about "Love" not Money. When this is usually a justification for giving up on having Money and instead just accept a life of Condemning Self to "Just surviving" Of course you don't see people giving up what little Money they have to Live off this "Love" do you.

I'm not saying you shouldn't celebrate your Birthday either, but same as with other days of celebration in society like Christmas, Easter, Halloween - I call on you to redesign these celebrations to what is Best for All, find an expression within your Birthday that supports the Physical, Not the Mind.

The more you look at the dimensions within this all, you see clearly that it is clearly best for all to on an individual and unified basis - as we develop more Money in Life it becomes more of our Responsibility to utilise that Money to Politically, Economically and in Every way create a World where Money is provided to All Life as the Rays of the Sun shine on All Life as an Equal Money System - If you are claiming Happiness in this world and you are not Creating the Equal Money System as yourself, if you are not formulating and deploying solutions in line with this Goal, you are not Really understanding Happiness, because you have yet to Process the Fact that Your Real Happiness is Directly Correlated to the Happiness of All others on Earth as Self. The Individual must change to embody Real Happiness as Living whats Best for All and group with other Humans to Scale into the Global whole.

Then there were more people pretending to be happy about things with me this past week, one person explained to me that money doesn't make you happy, then a day later proceeded to ask me for some money to which I explained - can you see how limiting and Self-Dishonest the idea that Happiness is not dependent on Money?

Then another person told me how happy they are now after breaking up with their partner, lots of forced laughter abounds for this person, meanwhile you can see anger, blame and constantly trying to receive from others without giving. 

So I see time and time again how Self-Honesty is the key to Real Happiness. As an example - you hear the statement "poor people are so happy" but have you tested that by living with poor people for a long period of time? Or did you just pass through a poor village as a jingoistic tourist glazed over by the idea of them being happy that you didn't have time to notice how Contrived and False this is? I mean would you actually be Happy without Money? Have you tried? Were you Happy not to feed yourself or your Family? To be without your House, your Car and your comfy Bed? So can you see how Money is actually directly correlated to Happiness? 

Then this idea that what makes us Happy surely cannot be Evil right? that's the problem with the pursuit of happiness isn't it, we incessantly look to fulfill our happiness in self-interest for ourselves and friend/family gang, while we totally ignore the damage this starting point causes as a world of ignoring rape, war and starvation - Ignoring Real Evil is complicity and maintenance in the continuation of such Atrocities. Then people scream no its Human Nature that is why people are so Nasty, yet I would suggest its our Real Human Nature as Life which we have lost over Time to the point where now there essentially  is No Humanity but rather a bunch of Energy Zombies addicted to systems, all playing a giant computer game in our heads and collectively. 

A game where 99% of people lose and 1% win, the 99% all running around hoping and desiring to get into the 1% of happy winners bracket, fearing staying in the 99% and while we maintain this game of false happiness, we keep ignoring the fact that with an Equal Money System 100% of people will be Happy and thus it will actually be Real. Fascinating how Humanity as a Species still hasn't implemented Equal Money because Majority are still running around being satisfied with the occasional "Jackpot" in this Global Money Happiness Arcade Game, because no matter how Big or Small you won right? Now you can bullshit and glorify your tiny victory, lie about your losses, justify your addiction to Capitalism without considering and realising that  Nobody is winning in a World Where All Life is Not Equally receiving a Jackpot and thus not all Equally Happy.

Let's Make our Happiness Real in this World -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise many times in Life before walking my process that My Birthday and the Happiness I experienced on every Birthday through Childhood was Happiness dependent upon Money in Self-Honesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in Every Breath that Lies around Money's correlation to Happiness was first taught to me in Childhood - A Love of Money and Fear of Not Having it while pretending I don't Love Money and pretending I don;t Fear being without it - where I would suppress my enjoyment of Money because of Adults telling me its not needed to be Happy, until in Teenage years I first realised - these Adults don't have a fucking clue, telling me I don't need money while constantly stressing about Money, then I started getting Money anyway I could and when I came to Desteni I learnt how to remove the Consumer and utilise Common Sense of whats Best for All in relation to Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that claiming to be Celebrating your Life on your Birthday while being consumed with thoughts about presents, locations, food, attention etc. This should show you that you are not Really celebrating your Life but rather your relationship with Money and Feelings in Separation is being praised.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the idea of Receiving Energy for Me on my Special day, is based in and maintains a global system of Self-Interest as Abuse without ever realising that no Happiness is Actually Real without Give and Receive as you would want to be treated exists for Every Life form on Earth in Every Way as Me

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in Every Breath that All Life is Me and so when even One Child is still starving in the world our Happiness can only be momentary - it Cannot be Eternal until that Child and no Lifeforms on Earth are Suffering.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that huge corporations impulse Happiness implants in the Mind through advertising, which creates consumers that buy shit they don't need to satiate implanted Desires of those with Money/Happiness Now, meanwhile those without Money are left with no visible Cool Shit, without any remorse outside of pathetic Charities from those of us who know we are Responsible for the Happiness of All Life on Earth in Self-Honesty, when Charity is No Solution that's Best.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the Gratefulness I claim for being alive on my Birthday is dependent on Money because those without Money are not Grateful to be alive while their Life is falling apart.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that focusing on our feelings being satiated is temporary and the more we validate them as Real then the harder we crash when the Good feelings can't be maintained and Negative emotions come up, wasting a Life in Polarity friction bouncing back and forth from happy feelings and negative emotions and getting addicted to the charge from the friction while telling others I am never Negative only Positive which has been suggested since our childhood to project as hard as possible on our Birthday.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not question my idea of Happiness and defend it growing up when it was challenged because what makes me happy cannot be Evil Right? When as the world around us proves this is the true Evil that the Pursuit of Happiness in Self-Interest produces. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that instead of playing this rigged game of Capitalistic False Happiness on Repeat - an Equal Money System has no silly Casino games where 99% lose and 1% gain - just Pure Happiness for 100% of Life on Earth. 

I commit myself to show that None are Free until All are Free.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to support Illusionary ideas of Happiness not being correlated to Money in Myself or Another.

I commit myself to show that Birthdays Must be Redesigned as an Actual Celebration of Life - what I have Learned, what I still have yet to Learn, the enjoyment of the Body, where all are welcomed into our celebration.   

I commit myself to show that while I can redesign my Birthday to be a cool expression - I must be Honest with myself that while one person is still not able to celebrate their Life on Earth, my Happiness is Momentary and Not Eternal.

I commit myself to show that Equal Money will create a scenario of Eternal Happiness for All Life on Earth which is Heaven on Earth.