Day 445: Chatting Back to Myself

So Backchat is Self-Talking Thoughts, it is this internal Monologue that is Spiteful and Self-Aggrandising in it's Engineering. We create characters in separation from Physical Reality as Fear in relation to Survival and Money, these characters have thought or Backchat Patterns which will accumulate where Emotion is activated/connected to Survival and Money until the character has complete control and one will accept and allow Enslavement for Self and All Life. All these Characters of Commerce trying to Survive.

Backchat keeps repeating without effective self-correction, integrating more as the Totality of Self and each time it repeats the decision we make to participate over and over again with the specific Backchat is Self-Diminishing where we disregard the opportunities to Stop, the moments that is showing us that our Back chat is not Real and we have the Gift to Change in This Breath.   

Backchat as thought totally dominates Humans on Earth and it is only going to be with immense effort, Discipline, Breath by Breath, Facing and Forgiving, Here as Physical Life to End this.

You can always be the winner in your Backchat, but Really you are losing your competence in living as a Stable Lifeforce based Being, you are only feeding Character in Separation from Physical Reality where no Real Action can Emerge because the Character is the Authority and will only Isolate and Divide you from Life. 

I have seen this time and time again, just this past week even where Backchat keeps coming up based in Isolating myself in various ways which comes from a "Stronger on my own" character where I push people away who are getting closer to me before they can push me away. This character has caused much damage in my Life and has precluded me from Relationships and Intimate agreements many times, where the Fear is that after having Sex with someone a few times, I could become attached to them and there is so much about me they can react negatively about which will give the person the opportunity to leave when I start getting attached to them in someway, and the ability of the Lone Wolf Character to remain in control, so I should push them away before I get attached.  

But no matter how we try to justify Backchat to ourselves it is actually a Mental Disorder, because once you're possessed by backchat you cannot have Directive Authority over Self at all times, because the Character is in control through repeated acceptance and your mind is convinced that this character is "My Right" where Physical consequence will have to be faced.

Join Desteni where we learn to stop chatting with our self in our own isolated Mind Kingdoms, but rather develop Real communication with Self as All Life in Equality and Oneness -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Backchat is the resultant fruit, the broken record internal Soliloquy where I Fear/Desire Survival and Money as Characters that will accept what is here in this world without question as Emotion and Self-Preservation becomes connected to Survival and Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that anyone claiming that the Thoughts of Humans are benevolent has created a character with backchat patterns that cause the Human to ignore the clear Consequence of Humans placing all their value through Consciousness - A world of Accumulating Horrors.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Backchat only worsens without correction, where Every moment we decide to accept our Backchat is a moment we give in more, where least resistance is chosen, a gift in Time wasted in removing the Harmful programming and expanding as Life which will only continue to Diminish Self until the Character is in complete control. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Backchat is our Thoughts, Feelings, Emotions, Fears, Desires, Likes, Dislikes, Memories, it is every part of ourselves that we have created in Consciousness that accepts the world of Consciousness as it is.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and understand in every Breath that Stopping Backchat is going to be with immense effort, Discipline, Breath by Breath, Facing and Forgiving, Here as Physical Life to End this.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise Backchat is the Sentinel of Self-Interest where All Relationships are developed to uphold the idea of myself in my Backchat verifying my position in a Global System based on Ego with no understanding of how our thoughts are actually created.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Backchat is Always of Ego, thus Fear and thus is the Greatest Divider on Earth, which Must be Stopped so that Life can Proliferate on Earth. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in Every Here Breath that the world system is based on the unified Inner Backchat that only supports Ego as the Winning of the 1% over the 99% a fake lottery of Happiness for a small party while the Majority Suffer.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I keep getting thoughts around isolating myself from others coming up, is because there is a "I'm better on my own" character which is Fearing losing control and so will impulse Backchat like "they will leave me soon anyway so I should go now" whenever I actually develop intimacy with another to keep me within Self-Limitation as Character. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Backchat is actually a Mental Disorder, because once you're possessed by backchat you cannot have Directive Authority over Self at all times, you cannot be trusted with Life because the Character is in control through repeated acceptance and your mind is convinced that this character is "My Right" where Physical consequence will have to be faced, when Prevention is Always the Best cure.

I commit myself to show that within Backchat one is not actually seeing/living in Reality but rather our own isolated Mind Kingdoms idea of Reality - when if we would dare to we could Develop Real Communication with Self as All Life in Equality and Oneness

I commit myself to show that despite what the great thinkers of Humanity have and continue to claim - History and the acceleration of Rape, War and Starvation Clearly shows that our Backchat is the actual origin of Abuse in this world and so must be stopped at all costs.

 I commit myself to show that being Self-Honest is not Easy, because the oldest Characters built into us, many in our formative years, knows everything about us and will do whatever necessary to distract from and condemn Self-Honesty.

I commit myself to living the Realisation that it is only though me and all Humans coming together to end our backchat can we have a world of Real Communication as Heaven on Earth.