Why is that? Well when I look In Self-Honesty its because the Seed, the Framework of the Lie of Me as the idea of Me as Consciousness began - what does consciousness run on? The Energy created through the existence of Polar opposites in Continual Friction without Awareness creating the chaotic fractious living/world we see.
The Lie being the idea that My Love as Good feelings is the highest importance in this world, where I can ignore what this is Creating as a world where we ignore that which does not give us our Good Feelings as the Crimes against Life that have been accelerating globally for some time. The Lie that it is acceptable using Love of the Family as the justification of Living in Fear maintaining the Fear that is Here. Then we go back and forth from fearing our family not loving us to loving our family fearing us - you always here that statement don't you that you "can't choose your family" which then becomes a justification of Blame and the idea that families are "supposed" to be in Separation, that the world is Supposed to be the way it is as haves and have not's.
From a young age I naturally thought Emotional trauma was just "how it is" in My Family which then caused me to have intense value in the idea that Families just inherently have fights, people who don't like each other, people who block and Blame each other in Vindictive ways which can switch to Loving Feelings in an instant and Back and forth etc.
The Family is where we first learnt to embrace the past, to trust our self-interested ownership without question - Yet how many Humans Realise that our Real Family is Life? not limited to Genetics, it is not limited to an idea, a principle - Family is any people we Share something together with on our Home of Planet Earth, Family is our Self-Responsibility to create in our living environment - I first learnt this through coming to Desteni, where I saw with my own eyes on the Desteni Farm a place that I didn't think could be possible to exist - A Family devoid of the horrors I had seen in every Family prior, a Family without the Fear/Love Polarity being Impulsed, a Family redefining the term to a purification of Living support within the Educational center as Home where All Life is The Family.
A Family walking in principle that is Best for All, where those "outside of the Family" as the Systems idea of Family are embraced with Warm arms no matter where they come from, because of the knowing Certainty that All Life is Truly Equal and One.
With this came tears of joy many times after leaving the Farm knowing that we Really can create an Equal Money System inside of every Family in this world as One Family of Life. With this came an idea that "conflict cannot occur" in this Family, this Family is too unique as The Home of Life. My partner also had this point built into her in relation to Desteni without the luxury of having visited the farm like me, so you see how easily this can occur.
It's fascinating how my memories of the Farm became embellished through the years with like a Heavenly Light in my Mind as Positive Feelings, where even the slightest South African accent would make me Smile in a deeply Gleeful way lol. The Reality of the Farm though is that there were moments of friction as you see in any Family, yet those frictions would be dealt with in an Ecumenical Common Sense Way, which is Best for All and I would suggest any Destonians having disagreements now in anyway - Find Solutions that work for Both, Do Not get Angry, Do Not Blame, Do Not Abdicate, Find Ways to place yourself in Each others shoes to truly come to a Resolution that Benefits Each One in the Family of Life.
No screaming and shouting in Emotions as you see in most System families "I can't believe you would say that to me!" "how dare you speak to me like that!" "go fuck yourself your lost in the mind!" and so on - Destonians interactions of friction usually comes back to one or both thinking they have a position of Authority in a particular Living Realisation and whether they are or not, the other perhaps not being so receptive to certain realisations/suggestions, which usually goes something like this - I'm Not Reacting You're Reacting and then back and forth trying to show each other who's Really Reacting lol. Yet what we Cannot allow into a Family home that's Best for All is the judgement of each other based on doing process the "Right" or "Wrong" way.
The Family is All Life, yet you can say that Desteni is the Family inside the Family that understands this clearer then the majority. Now in the Desteni Family you see people from all around the world with their own unique Names, Vocabulary, Thought patterns, Experiences, Memories, Skills etc. A Global Family where we are all Living our Understanding of Equality and Oneness in our world to the Best of our ability thus we will all have various perspectives, realisations, consequences that we will have to Support Eachother with - thus I may apply the Equality Equation in a way you have not yet and vice versa, now me with my Life Design and Resonance Here I enjoy Challenges, I like to be Challenged by others when I am talking Shit and I like to Challenge when I see what I determine to be Shit.
So If I find something to be effective in Living what's Best for All, I will challenge anyone in the Family of Life to test what I have with Full Effort to see if they see the same benefit I do as I would want from anyone on Earth as Myself. Yes there is Always a time to be Gentle which I am in the process of learning, yet I notice how much of our Shit we justify because of avoiding Challenging and being Challenged where we are not fully embracing everything that's Here as Self.
I came to Desteni through my own process to accidentally come across the information and work it out over time as I am still doing, yet I know that right now there are families all around the world that know nothing about Desteni and Yes maybe those Family members will come to Desteni over time, Yet many will Not. So Not to be a Saviour, yet I would always rather be a Suggestive/Coercive force in a persons Life for this then Not. Sure someone could listen to a Bernard video, and they may be too set in their ways and lacking receptivity to Truly understand it, yet with the Vocabulary they will be afforded the opportunity to Process whats being said ASAP, to try to prevent the cycles of Consequence playing out as the Best Cure and of course Ultimately nobody has the right to decide for anyone else what they are Ready to Hear, Each One must be afforded the opportunity to Cross Reference Themselves -
If you have had issues with the world Family then walk with Me because Family is the Problem and the Solution, so lets continue to learn how to Create and Live Family as whats Best which is what we All Want -
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in Every Here Moment that Family is Where the Creation of the Lie of the Human as Consciousness run on Energy as Polarity Friction First Occurs - because contrary to the idea that the World creates Humans that Lie, it is Actually in the Family Home where the Seed of BeLIEf and the Maintenance of Fear and Love systems as Punishment and Reward Originates.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Fear of Punishment by the System as Poverty and Love of Reward by the System as Money, which was first inbuilt within the Family causes Us to Never Question the Manifested Horrors this Results in as Rape, War and Starvation on Planet Earth.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I had for Years Defined Desteni as the Perfect Family because of creating a Belief that the members that encompass the Desteni Family are Beyond Conflict when I compared them to my own or any other Family in the System I had come across.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the idea of myself as Consciousness was Developed and Encouraged in my Family growing up and that Desteni was the first Family I ever saw where Consciousness was Actually Not Encouraged and Developed but Rather a Tangible Living of a Solution that's Best to the Fucked up System of Family on Earth.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Compare my own Family to the Desteni Family - Blaming my Blood Family for "Fucking me up" while Praising the Desteni Family for "Saving me" where the Polarity Friction of my Blood Family being connected to Negative Emotions and my Desteni Family being connected to Positive Feelings occurred causing me to be an Incessant Inquisitor to those in my Blood Family because of seeing so much Passive/Aggressive Chaos up close and an Automatic agreement with anything Desteni related whether I had cross referenced it or Not due to Trusting Each Destonian as Myself to Create the Best Family.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I Created a Polarity friction of Fearing not being Loved by my family to Loving being Feared by my family and back and forth due to defining myself as a Hero in my Family from looking after my Mother at a young age, yet also defining myself as a Black Sheep in the Family due to being the one with the most mixed up Genetics in the Family.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the statement "you can't choose your family" added layers to the justification to Blame my Family for my own Negative experiences and the acceptance that Family is Automatically a place of Uncertainty, Fear, Doubt and Imprisonment instead of Realising that when we Redefine the Word Family to What is Best Family is Lived into Existence by each Self-Responsible Being to be a Place where All Families should be - in an Inherent Place of Harmonic Equal Support for All Members of the Family of Life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that while We Humans still Exist as Ego in Separation from Physical Reality as our Pre-Programmed Thoughts, Feelings and Emotions there will still be Reactions and Frictions that Occur as we "Subdivide" people into various groups and Definitions through our Authoritative Opinions until we Actually Stop Making Groups within Groups in our Mind and Stand as the Family of Life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Each Human is Programmed from a Young age to Live in Fear with Love of the Family as the Justification which Must be Ended to create a True Family of Life On Earth.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Regardless of what we Believe about any group of Humans, there is only One Family of Life and we must at All times implement this Living Reality to Any and All situations we are in.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I have Feared being Gentle with family members through an idea of myself being the Strong Center of the Family and seeing how I have misconstrued the word Gentle with Weakness many times.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that Each Destonian in the Family of Life Is walking together and Al-one, Each One will find different ways to implementing What's Best For All - Yet as I trust Myself to Make suggestions to any other as Myself of what Benefited me that I see would Benefit another as Me, this is in the Exact Same Way I also would want as Myself for anyone else to do to Me should they Realise something which would support Me as Another which I have Not Considered.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that While Vocabulary and Family Lived in Chaos is the Problems in the World - Both Lived in a Way that is of Benefit to All Life is The Determinate Solution because the Inception of All Education is the Family Home. Thus if Every Family Home Purified its understanding and Living of the Word Family, then a World that is Best for All Families of Life on Earth including the Animals and Plants Will Emerge.
I commit myself to show that Regardless of what ideas we Humans come up with in Consciousness around Family, there is only One Team, One Family of Life Equally Living on Earth.
I commit myself to show that in a World where even One Child is still Starving in any Family, then the Family of Life is Not Stable and thus frictions will emerge at Times which must be Dealt with in Common Sense.
I commit myself to show that Any ideas around Desteni or any group of Humans being a Perfect Family, is missing the point that we are All still Learning how to Live Family as Whats Best for All as there was Certainly No Blueprint for this in Childhood.
I commit myself to show that if we Do Not Stand Equal as The One Family of Life, then Divided we Will Fall.
I commit myself to show that in any Family if one member Walks Equal to something I have Not Considered and I walk Equal to something you have Not considered it will only Strengthen us Both in the Family of Life for us to Congratulate each other, but also Suggest Each other Test what we have found, because Communication through Each others Shoes is Always Best for All.
I commit myself to show that the Blood Family is where our Fucked Up Pre-Programming emerged, Yet when we take Self-Responsibility to Live the word Family as whats Best for all Life, then we will create a Family Home that we can All be proud of.
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