Day 447: Finite Forgiveness

Forgive them for they know not what they do they do, but I say I cannot take responsibility for another's sins as is implied in the Bible with the systems Idea of "God's Forgiveness" as the Hopes of Clemency in the Afterlife and Fears of  the potential Consequence of Not Bowing before God in this Life. I find Forgiving myself for what I know I have done, giving me back to me as Life is the only Forgiveness that Matters. 

What is interesting with Self-Forgiveness that I have learnt in my process is that there is a very clear difference between the idea of Self-Forgiveness and Self-Forgiveness Lived in Matter as whats Best for All Life.

I have found time and time again that the Key is Self-Honesty, without it one can write and speak a Million Self-Forgiveness statements but fundamentally change nothing of the Waters of who we Allow ourselves to be.

Without Self-Honesty all that happens is there will be a back door that you will give yourself in Awareness or not, the same as with the systems idea of Forgiveness where we can Always leave our Forgiveness in the Hands of another as the means to a Fallacious lack of Responsibility - This back door will be in the form of re-occurring thoughts based in Polarity which is the indicators of where I am Not Self-Honestly sticking to my word, where my starting point is Fucked and thus where need to Apply my Forgiveness to a far deeper level of insight. My thoughts must be aligned Here as what I am Living in every situation in my Life, if they are Not, If I am going somewhere in my Mind in Separation from what's Here repeatedly, I know there is more Forgiveness to Emboss into Physical reality as Me.

Be under no illusions in this journey to Life Self-Forgiveness is no Magical Feel good solution to pretend you have re-aligned yourself based on some pretty words you said once meanwhile ignoring/suppressing the Real thoughts in your head which were still endless cycles of horrifically Selfish Characters showing you that nothing has changed. Self-Forgiveness when fully grasped is Not a special remedy to make one Feel better but rather as the clear Blueprint to Be Better in actual Measurable Physical Matter.

It's like if you look at my partner, she writes and speaks Self-Forgiveness statements out loud, maybe she does not do it as often as me and has been walking her process years less than I have, yet I consider at times she can often be far more Malleable, Astute and Practical in Transcending her Pre-Programming. She would likely say the same about me at times and we both have our reactionary points of course - yet I notice she will often look at an issue she has playing out in her life and rather than over analyse in a methodical conflated over-worded manner which tends to often be my modus operandi, she just looks at the point that comes up, then in a nonchalant and simplistic movement will see the problem and decide to realign her thoughts, words and deeds now creating immediate Noticeable change - 

You see she understands that any Self-forgiveness statement is only as effective as the intention behind it, the words Self-Forgiveness themselves are in essence no different to saying I Give Myself Permission to Stop Doing That Now but without Self-Honesty any words of apparent Self-Change to your thoughts will Not work. Now not to completely write off taking your time peeling back the layers with brainwashing because it is needed at times, but one must be careful how the Ego can create back doors through the "I'm taking my time" point where procrastination can soon become an issue as the starting point of Finite Self-Forgiveness not really wanting to Honestly change rears its head.  

This is why when you meet a new group of people and you start talking about Self-Forgiveness you often get a lot of mentions of support for what you are doing, but will scarcely get someone say "I want to do that too". Humans are Pre-Programmed to resist taking Self-Responsibility for anything that creates Real beneficial change in our lives. So everyone wants to listen to change and speak about change but not Live change and the ones that do will usually have the Vocabulary and Financial stability in order to have the time and develop the processing speed to implement Real Self-Corrective Change to Rebirth oneself as the Flesh. I wonder what would happen if we could Equalise everyone's Vocabulary and Financial Stability in this world? Well It is Very Clear we would have a world of more Common Sense and True Caring for Self and Each other then what has ever been seen before on Earth. 

Also Pain in the Body can be another indicator of Finite Self-Forgiveness and Pain is easier for everyone in this world to locate as its presence in this world has accumulated substantially as The Mind, Being and Body merges. If you have Pains in certain parts of your Body, or specific Reactions of Pain to the words of others, know that you will need to create actual Real Structural designs of Forgiveness implemented for anything to change and the Pain to Truly stop. This is also why in a Economic sense in order for Humanity to stop the Pain of Poverty and Starvation we Require a Global Forgiveness of All Debts of Every Individual and Group.

A world that's best will never happen with Finite Forgiveness. So Stick to Self-Honesty and align your thoughts with your Living Here as the Breath of Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise in Every Here moment of Breath that Any Self-Forgiveness statement devoid of Self-Honesty will Not stand the test of time and is as pointless as trying to avoid getting wet while pissing straight into powerful Wind - I see and Understand that when past abusive thoughts re-occur, when my thoughts are not Here as this Body and what I am Moving with Here, then I know in Self-Honesty that this clearly indicates that my Self-Forgiveness was Ineffective and tainted with Polarity as Separation in the Mind and in the Mind I can convince myself of anything to make myself Feel Good ahead of actually Seeing what's Here in Equality and Oneness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create Polarity frictions as Finite Self-Forgiveness where just as with the Capitalist idea of "Gods Forgiveness" I will encode a Backdoor in my Self-Forgiveness in order to shift the Responsibility and Blame for my Hopes and Fears onto another.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not See that Self-Forgiveness are words as any other, words formulated with similar meanings to "Stop Fucking around", "Get Real" "Wake up as Life" - so I have seen time and time again it is not the Self-Forgiveness itself which provides Incantations of  Metamorphic change, it is the person speaking the statements, the Self-Honesty of the one forgiving oneself that Matters in Matter as a Matter of Manifesting Real Change that's Best.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that Self-Forgiveness Lived in Self-Honesty has nothing to do with creating occasional momentary Feel better moments, but rather as the clear Blueprint to Be Better in actual Measurable Physical Matter across Time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to at times over analyse and "prepare for the change" instead of just making a decision, sticking to it, committing and implementing the change through Breath by Breath Walking.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise I have many times disregarded the route of Pain as manageable and a part of Life to Justify Not Changing and Chastising Myself - without considering that Pain while not exclusively so, is often related to the Incorrect programming of words into the Flesh where Life is not Acknowledged and Honoured as Finite Self-Forgiveness.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that it is only when Humanity Lives Forgiveness as Whats Best for All can we Actually End global Financial Abuse of poverty through a Mandatory Debt Write Off for All Life. 

I commit myself to show as Me that the Only Forgiveness that Matters is Self-Honest Self-Forgiveness which is Eternally Effective to create Real change in this Limited form we exist in.

I commit myself to show that any ideas of Forgiveness other than Self-Forgiveness is nothing but the taint of Gods Forgiveness as Polarity Frictions for Energy Vampires.

I commit myself to create a world where Self-Forgiveness becomes the New Gospel of God for Humanity on Earth as the Linchpin Conduit of What is Best for All Life.