If a poor person collapsed in the street tomorrow in front of you, do you fear they are infected and stay away from them? Or do you realise they need a hand up and a platform of support to end their disease which is our responsibility in the elite to build?
The more we try to social distance from poverty in our mind and our physical bodies movements then the worse it will get, so lets walk -
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can social distance from poverty, which is fascinating because it is that very point that will make sure that it gets harder and harder to do - because through ignoring poverty more then ever, that means solutions will not be forged and poverty will increase to a point where poverty is pouring through your front door which by then will be too late to realise that when you forcefully separate yourself from something that is here in pain, their pain will soon be your pain, because all pain here is our responsibility to end, I am one body, this planet is one body. So better stand up for all life in equality and oneness now.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that despite what the TV says, Coronavirus is not the worst virus on Earth Poverty is.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that disease is the incorrect programming of words into the flesh where all that is life is not considered or realised.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself for avoiding poor people more then usual during lock down in the false belief that I am protecting myself from all that is "negative" such as poverty and infection.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe I am protecting myself first in self-interest by social distancing from people who look poor without realising that ignorance to poverty is what keeps the system of haves and have not's in place and during lock down this has unacceptably gone on steroids.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is acceptable for me to breach social distancing with my "positive" financially stable friends, having post lock down parties and teh like and then in spiting the poor through this belief by ostracizing them more then ever.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the justification that its for my health to social distance from poverty without considering that more we separate ourselves from poverty, then the worse poverty will get.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to call government officials to fix poverty for me when i see it, which will never happen when government is currently based on maintaining this capitalist system of haves and have nots - instead of taking on the point myself here.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider or realise how much more difficult it is for poor people in this current global scenario of social distancing "for our safety".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that poor people do not have the privilege of being able to keep space from others, as they often rely on people in communities and will often be cramped in housing that breeds disease.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define poor people as negative and rich people as positive creating a polarity friction which unconsciously feeds into the global system and maintains it as is which is not acceptable.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold onto memories growing up of being repeatedly told by the system that's here in media that rich is good poor is bad - when in reality this idea is not real because rich equals support for life and poverty equals abuse for life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the further I keep my body from poor people the safer I will be from the virus, when that is not true because powerful viruses do not care about your strategy, they will always find a way to infect you if the avenue is there and the vessel is open.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to unconsciously believe that by staying away from poor people I am "making sure" poverty doesn't come into my own life in self-interest, which then makes sure it exists in the world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that no matter how far you distance yourself physically and in your mind, we all live on one planet together, one body - it makes no sense separating yourself from yourself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that no matter how much money I have individually, I am still a poor man if ANY form of poverty exists on MY PLANET.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that it is pure spitefulness to ignore poverty, it is the same as writing a death sentence with your own hands and signing it without any care of the damage of that signature.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that I must redesign my DNA to be a living machine that does not fear facing and correcting any part of whats here within and without.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to to not realise in every breath that the sad story of this poor man I met, would have been a completely different outcome if we had an equal money system in place that supports all life equally with the best of everything - which specifically for this man would have been a basic income to stay off the streets and psychology/self-development at school to be able to deal with his traumatized mind years back, so he could have stopped the crumbling consequences he is facing now.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to to not realise that when one has money, one can stay in lock down indefinitely, while those without money cannot possibly stay in a room and stay away from people. Therefore we must put a system in place where everyone can be comfortable lock down or not, the lockdown merely highlights this further.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that if I talk to poor people and interact with them I could be seen to be breaking lockdown laws.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that until all are free none are free.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to ignore the growing number of angry poor people in the world and I see how the longer we in the elite ignore poverty, it will come for us and take what we have.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be honest with myself about how frustrating it is when I am ignored when I am trying to get someones attention, yet when I put myself in the shoes of the poor I realise how much more painful and frustrating it is to be ignored. When I get ignored I laugh because I have a cushion of money, when poor people are ignored, that could mean no food today and/or a tragic outburst of anger and depression where they might hurt themselves or someone else.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow anyone in my community, my world, to be ostracized based on their level of poverty.
I commit myself to not allowing myself to ever believe that I can social distance from poverty, so as and when I see my mind having thoughts like this, I stop and breathe I do not allow myself to interact with these thoughts as they are destructive, so I continue to breathe until there is no more thoughts.
I commit myself to living the realisation that disease is the incorrect programming of words into the flesh where all that is life is not considered or realised.
I commit myself to showing that disease as poverty and viruses will only continue to increase in their destructiveness until we take self-responbility to create a world of ease.




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