Day 351: You trust me right?

You know those situations in life where something happens and you lose something, there's an implication in the air that someone has taken something from you and they say "you trust me right?".

It's a strange scenario because all you know is that you have lost something, nobody wants to accuse and nobody wants to admit it and trust is the point that comes up.

I don't trust people quickly and this really is due to the amount of times I have been in situations where someone has taken kindness for weakness and tried to exploit me in someway.

Yet if unconditional giving and receiving with each other is achieved consistently then I can develop trust with anyone and if this type of real trust can be extended to all human collectively so we can finally have a world of trust where nobody tries to deceive anyone and everyone lives for the betterment of each other's lives in equality and oneness.

The world we live in now though is all about the abuse of trust -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sometimes forget that films and media use words like "trust me" repeatedly to brainwash and imprint on the viewer throughout their life to physically trust the system, despite the fact that the system of capitalism we currently allow does not support life equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the words "trust me" are abused by corporations and our money system to deceive people into consuming regardless of the consequence of driving more people globally into poverty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the words "trust me" are implied when lovers say: I love you and this then creates the bond that more often than not nowadays ends often in divorce where trust was violated.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the words "trust me" and "I love you" are used by fake friends to manipulate you to have confidence in them so you drop your guard, so they can violate you with fake trust and fake love of the fake friendship to get what they want at your expense.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that politicians and governments use the same approach of you must "trust me" to get voters confidence despite the fact that once common sense is used you can see from the wording of the policies that promises will not be kept, that the world will not become a better place, because generation after generation the emphasis is on protection of those with money and the increased exploitation of those without money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that parents use the words trust me directly or indirectly to force children into a pattern of irrational trust, the same irrational trust that is efficiently abused in the world by many parties that direct world events to their self-interest - where the child will be taught no real life values and so will only end up as another consumer.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that trust as self-trust as life here is the realisation that life is the only real value, and that humanity as a group must give to eachother to such a level wehere real trust can be developed that is consistent for all life, so we can end this game of fear and self-interest on Earth. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that the words trust me have been embedded as physical response codes that determine the choice of humans to irrationally trust a system that has proven it cannot be trusted, which highlight the completeness of the mind control of the human.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that if i do not understand how the physical is programmed through the mind, then i can't be trusted with anything really as whatever I am its all the result of my programming. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that If I only trust the inner me as my great teacher, then I am lost, because the inner me, the inner voice is physically programmed to always follow the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that it is only that which is best for all which is the only inner voice which can be trusted - because this would stop hunger, war, abuse, to undo our untrustworthy behaviour and become the embodiment of real trust.

I commit myself to show that relationships smiling in my face built on "I love you" and "Trust me" are bound to fail as humanity doesn't seem to understand how this world of flesh as living words actually works.

I commit myself to show that politics exploit the programming of living flesh with "trust me" when there is never the best interest of life at heart.

I commit myself to living the realisation that humans are organic robots that are programmed to always trust the programs the system want sthe human to choose.

I commit myself to living the realisation that I must end this world of distrust and create a world of real trust as living what is best for all life.