Day 323: The Uncertain and the Absolute Certain

So I was uncertain, It was a situation recently where I was not sure if I should introduce one of my friends to another - They are both good friends of mine, but despite this I had this uncertain experience come up as thoughts that they may not like each other, that these uncertain thoughts might be a warning that I should not introduce them. This uncertainty as Fear.

I was uncertain that they would get along because of having vastly different types of characters in terms of music taste, dress sense, principles/beliefs, aspirations, habits, mental patterns etc.

Fascinating then that weh they actually met they immediately had no issues with each other and they seemed to click almost immediately - then I considered in this situation how fascinating the mind is when it comes to the point of not being certain.

Because If had stood as the point of absolute certainty as myself, then I would have already known before they met that any uncertainty is invalid, because the fact that both of these people are friend with me, then it was always certain that I would be a bridge for them to also become friends regardless of any differences.

The pr-programmed mind seems to notice differences before similarities, to follow uncertainty as fear as being trustworthy and within this the point of absolute certainty is missed.

I see how this and various dimensions of uncertainty has come up as a pattern at points in my life - uncertainty around friends, family, jobs, travelling, aspirations and never once has this uncertainty assisted me in living what is best for all life, it like a disease has caused nothing but dis-ease, a dis to being at ease, being uncertain is where mistakes are made, it is where my perspective and living is completely limited within and as the idea of myself as ego in complete separation from physical reality.

Yet standing as the point of absolute certainty here as every breath that breathes in and out of the body is certain - it is when I am absolutely certain that I always produce the greatest results.

So we walk out this uncertainty -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate with uncertain thoughts that came up about two of my friends meeting recently, I realised as the evening unfolded that this uncertainty was merely a trap of the pre-programmed mind, where I allowed fear to dictate how I experienced myself and which was based on no actual factual physical feedback here, just assumptions of fear as uncertainty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that when I know two people who seem different to each other, that that automatically means they will not get on when in reality If I had stayed here as this breathe in self-honesty, then through applying common sense I would have been absolutely certain that not only should they meet, but in fact they would get on very well with me as the clear bridge to communication and the development of trust with all three of us. While my uncertain mind tried to deny this.

I forgive myself that I have not considered in every breath that when I allow myself to interact with thoughts of uncertainty there is only mistakes from uncertain actions that is produced, where as standing as absolute certainty as this breathe is accurate, reliable and will always produce more effective results because there is no taint of "maybe" as uncertainty measurably affecting results.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to notice differences before similarities as uncertainty, yet when I release fear of the unknown as breath I stand as certainty where similarities will be my focus ahead of differences.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realise and understand in all moments that wherever there is fear that comes up about anything as an experience of uncertainty, that in fact this only shows that I am stuck within and as the idea of myself as the ego, that I am limited, and that by the very nature of fear coming up should tell me that where there is fear, that is where I must have absolute certainty about anything, just as it is certain that I for instance will die one day -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny that there is absolute certainty written into the stones of the earth, which should act as guidelines to effective living that which is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the absolute certainty of death, because it cannot be denied that I as any physical being in existence will die one day.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not pay more respect and attention to time as a denial of the absolute certainty that I do have limited time here on Earth.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see in every breathe the complete certainty that what I leave behind when I die, is that which I have allowed to exist as myself as this world - this then will in fact be my heritage, my blueprint for those to follow after my end and so it is crucial that this blueprint stands the test of time as what is best for all life here.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to refute the absolute certainty that in the world system right now - If a person has no business, no job, no money then they cannot eat, they have no clean water, no home, no effective education and that person then is left outside of the system with no equal access to the fruits that nature provides for life here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deny the absolute certainty that in this current system, if I only focus on my own happiness in self-interest as my own abundance, that I in fact will create the polarity of lack in the lives of many because this system is closed, restricted with limited allowances to resources such as money.

 I forgive myself for allowing and accepting the money system which only cares for those with money and will deny anyone without a business, job or means to money.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted the complete certainty that this economic system will lead to eth total destruction of all lifeforms on Earth and that despite this happening measurably already, I refuse to stop what I allow as the ego, justifying with the idea that there is nothing I can do and this is just the will of the people - I will  not accept this attorcity to exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed ideas to exist that saviours will save humanity, without realising the complete contradiction here of the "freewill" I exercise and that this saviour would have to remove freewill to as life zombify mind control humanity to a world of peace. I see that If I am as all parts of humanity the source of real caring, then the world would already be heaven without the need of any saviors, because only humanity can save itself in fact - one cell at a time 1+1+1+1.

I forgive myself  that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow the absolute certainty of the doom of the human race to exist without doing anything practical that will change what is being allowed, which I will not allow to continue.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as denial of the absolute certainty that when a child is born they automatically become equal to the environment and education that they are born into, which is why it is so crucial that when the certainty of my death is here - that I have done everything I can to leave behind a world where all children will have the very best environment and education possible.

I forgive myself for denying the absolute certainty that the monetary system as it exists now is the actual cause of crime, where I have blamed the criminal that is spawned by the money system I participate in, when through this participation I am the creator of the criminal, as I have refused to allow equality for all life to exist because it gets in the way of my selfish happiness.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to deny the clear certainty that I am no more than my thoughts, that is in my secret mind and that only by taking self-responsibility to face this secret mind and investigate/remove all pre-programmed patterns that create the atrocities in this world, is where I transform from ego into the embodiment of that which is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments the absolute necessity of all to work together in oneness, as principled living instead of personal preference.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to participate with any thoughts of uncertainty that come up in any situation, so as and when I see my mind reacting to something as uncertain thoughts, I stop and breathe -  I do not allow any interaction as I know this will result in uncertain actions which will only keep me trapped in a loop as a pre-programm, so I breathe and continue to breathe until there is no more thoughts of uncertainty that comes up.

I commit myself to locate each point that with absolute certainty will result in consequences that we as humanity can in fact utilise to create outcomes that is of benefit to all life.

I commit myself to be ready in every breathe to face death which is always uncertain when it will come for any of us,with respect and trust knowing that I have lived in a way that is supportive to all life equally as the image and likeness of life, which will assist those that come to Earth when I am gone.

I commit myself to facing and removing any uncertainty I have about anything, because uncertainty means fear and self-interest and I will not allow fear and self-interest to dictate how my life operates - If uncertainty exists I do not avoid it, that is where I will leap headfirst.

I commit myself to living the realisation that in order to find and present a new ecosystem that supports all life equally, I must remove all personal fears and delusions about self-interest and align myself to life where I am able to give as I would like to receive.

I commit myself to challenge anyone that claim to be doing what is best for all life when I am absolutely certain that their solutions will not benefit all life in every way.

I commit myself to be part of the group that is directed by the principles of what is best for all life as oneness and equality until it is actually done.

I commit myself to be part of the creation of a world that in every way will be absolutely certain to be best for all life.

I commit myself to create myself as the absolute certain living word as life here on Earth.