The Delusional Desteni hater

So there are many haters of equality, those that want to cause harm to the Desteni group and I have existed as this personality in the past before I started walking a process of self-realization and self-correction. 

Whenever someone comes to Desteni and does not read all the material openly with no opinionated clouded perspectives, does not test the tools out for themselves - then inevitably that person will start creating all kinds of judgements based in fear, and will be a Desteni hater like I was. 

It’s the point of free choice, the belief that we have the right to pick and choose what we want to believe and how we want to exist, which of course allows for us humans to be able to get away with abuse, where we can cover over our abuses, by saying that we are exercising our free choice which makes us “more free”, “uncontrolled” and thus an apparent “better person”, when in fact we are just showing how delusional and fucked we are.

So as a Desteni hater I would say that the Desteni group is trying to brainwash me, I don’t want to be in a cult - unaware at that stage of course that everyone is in a cult. They are trying to take away my “freedom” as a perceived choice to believe what I want to believe – so it must be evil, because my ability to choose is good lol. I can laugh now, but back then it was such a serious point for me, I was so unaware of what I was accepting and allowing to exist within and as me, where I would blame the group why I am experiencing such reactions of fear, to the message of equality.

And this supposed freedom as a “free choice”, was it actually real? From my perspective and experience as someone that once was a Desteni hater it is not real in anyway whatsoever, because it is dependent on our own individual opinion and is thus based in our fears, our self-interested ego, our programming.

Within opinion we disregard fact, so we can create our own internal reality that provides us with energy, which is separate from actual physical reality, So by existing within and as our internal opinionated realities it is impossible to do what’s best for all. I could see the undeniable facts of what was being presented by Desteni, but I didn’t want to listen, because all my opinions that created energy, everything I existed as, all of a sudden became invalid, and I immediately experienced massive fear, because I knew that equality would mean I have to let go of all my various ideas of myself and actually live real change. 

So anyone that attacks Desteni in anyway is basically saying they fear real change that’s best for all, and through attacking Desteni are actually only showing their own inner conflict, that they are attacking themselves in an internal storm and require to take immediate self-responsibility.  

As a Desteni hater, I simply believed that I can create my “own answer” that is best for me, that which sounds most appealing according to my programming. Which is what all humans do, so essentially anyone that does not live equality and oneness as themselves in every moment of breath is a desteni hater in a way, whether they are consciously aware of it or not.

I mean we have no actual ownership of anything, that only exists in our minds, we are all running around in a mind possessed state as the mind consciousness system we consist and exist as, believing we own things, basing everything we do on our own idea of “right and wrong” “good and bad” “positive and negative”. 

So a lot can be said about Desteni haters, but the bottom line is that a Desteni hater is essentially anyone that will do anything to resist and attack those that stand up for life. Desteni haters are actually a point that is needed in general currently to test the validity and resolve of those that come to Desteni, to see if people will be self-honest and take this process seriously. 

So the norm currently is that majority of people are Desteni haters, but In an equal money system it will be the other way around where the minority will be Desteni haters, because the majority will remember the group that first stood up for life, the group that first brought forth the message of an equal money system forward in a positive way. And then eventually everyone will see how effective the work of the Desteni group was, and there will be no more haters of life existing then, because all will be committed to creating heaven on earth as self.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a desteni hater in the past, which all happened due to not reading material effectively, reacting to certain statements, valuing my opinion as ego, and then creating all kinds of judgments based in my fears.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to allow my fears to dictate how I view information, which is a very dangerous dishonest starting point, because within accepting this fear to dictate decisions, I then miss taking on board information that is actually supportive to become a better human as the desteni message is. 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to look at information from a clear unconditional starting point standing equal to the words, where I can actually see what is being presented clearly, instead of trying to get something out of the information, making ideas in my head before, during and after reading the information from a conditional mind possessed starting point.

I forgive myself that I did not accept and allow myself to read the material more thoroughly, and to test out the desteni tools unconditionally as soon as I came across the group.

I forgive myself that when I first came across desteni material, I accepted and allowed myself to read desteni information with my “free choice” as the starting point of what I will listen to and what I will disregard, wherein I am only actually taking in half of what I’m reading. 

I forgive myself that I did not realise in the moment that my free choice to take in some information, and purposely look to pick and judge was where the choice to abuse the group came from, where all I was doing was abusing myself as a constant state of inner turmoil.

  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that by exercising my free choice it makes me a “better person” a somehow “less brainwashed” human, when in fact it does not make me “less brainwashed” it makes me a more fucked up human, because it is within free choice where I allow myself to abuse others.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realise in all moments that real change that’s best for all never involves “free choice”, but is simply a decision to do what is beneficial for all life.  

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that my free choice is real and is my right as a “free person” when in fact this free choice is not real at all, because it is only existing in my mind according to my programming, and because I had money to support my ability to pick and choose what I want to exist. Take away my money and I have no choice about anything, I will just go with whatever is happening around me. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can cover over my abuses through using an apparent free choice which is not even real because it based on my own individual programming and my ability to have money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from physical reality as who I really am through utilising an imaginary free choice in everything I do which allows me to choose and get away with abuse while painting it up as something positive. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that anything that threatens my free choice must be evil or negative in some way, when this belief is not real in anyway whatsoever, because it is within using an apparent “free choice” where humans do evil things to each other, the right to choose to do it. Within doing what’s best for all there is no picking and choosing, there is just best for all or not best for all, self-honesty or dishonesty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can be brainwashed by others, that it is another person’s fault why I would become brainwashed, when in fact it never is, it is always ourselves that allow something to brainwash us.

I forgive myself that I did not realise when I first came across desteni that to claim they can brainwash me, is to actually say I have no self-responsibility, that I can be brainwashed by anything and anyone at any time.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed myself to fear being labelled as being in a cult, completely unaware at that stage that every human in this reality is in a cult of some kind, so it’s best to stand within and as a cult that actually stands for life, just common sense best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being under the control of a cult and a cult leader, believing at that stage in my life that desteni has a leader, when in actual fact desteni has no individual leaders that have more value than others in the group, because within desteni all are equal as leaders.

 I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others in the past why I was having a particular experience within and as myself, which was just me standing as a point of ego, looking for someone else to take responsibility for my reactions, instead of realising in self-honesty that all reactions always originate from self.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in the past as a desteni hater that by placing my opinion in front of fact in everything that I did then, I was simply separating myself from actual physical reality here which is who I really am but could not see at that stage.

I forgive myself that I used to fear my opinions being taken away, because I was not fully committed to change that’s best for all back then. I have found whenever I am trying to validate and defend my opinions it is only because I fear losing the opinion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear real change in the past, to fear walking a process of self-realization and self-honesty which is best for all.

 I forgive myself that I did not realise in the moment, that by attacking the desteni group in the past I was actually only displaying me attacking me, showing the inner conflict I was allowing to happen through my reaction to the desteni material. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to have my “own answer” of what sounds appealing to support to me, when in fact no human in this world actually owns anything, it is just in our minds where we own something.

 I forgive myself that I have not realised in every moment that anyone that perpetuates this system of capitalism without researching, and implementing a solution that’s best for all as equality and oneness in every moment is essentially a desteni hater whether the person is consciously aware of it or not.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in every moment that desteni haters actually are a massive point of support for me and anyone at desteni, as a reference point of whether or not we are really changing to what’s best for all, to see if we are actually taking this process seriously.

I commit myself to exposing all abusers in this reality, to never again attack those that stand for what’s best for all, and removing them from my world and my reality, because I am not willing to accept a world where people can abuse each other. I simply want to live in a world where no more abuse is seen, a world where each participant focuses on embodying what’s best for all in every moment.