Day 216: Say hello to yourself part 2

So yes meeting yourself, meeting your clone is a proposition that will make any person react - whether you are seeing yourself within another in terms of their basic needs, patterns, skills, attitudes and character, or you are seeing a genetic copy of yourself, it is always the moments where we see ourselves that cause us to become uncomfortable.

Yet regardless of this, we have to get to a point where we do not react when we see ourselves, but rather are calm with the point, by teaching ourselves to take action through the self-corrective application of breathing to remain stable in these moments, where we can then apply common sense, learn and live effective solutions into reality.

I do not want to fight with myself, I will learn to say hello to myself in moments where I see myself, because we are just two people showing each other our self, so why would I take that personally? So we walk disintegrating the fears in the process -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react to seeing my clone in a positive or negative reaction where my ego wants to adore and praise, or reject and attack the copy of myself I see before me. I realise that wherever I am in my life, whatever situations I find myself in, I am seeing my clone all the time, therefore within this knowing I can learn to create stability here, where there is neither adoration or rejection but simply acceptance, learning and solutions.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments, that when I see myself in another that causes me to react, it is exactly the same as meeting a genetic copy of myself in this moment - I am literally seeing my signature, something I desire, something I am comparing to, Something I'm annoyed i don't have, something that makes my ego happy, or something my ego fears etc.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that there is only "one of me", where I disregard the existence of any other versions of myself that I see clearly in day to day living. Because as the ego I am believing that I am so "uniquely special" in self-interest, that I don't need to see myself in anywhere or in anything, feeding into separation, without ever realising that no matter if you like it or not, your clone is still you, it still shows you yourself, because we are all living beings here sharing this breathe, this sound.

I forgive myself that in this moment at work, I have been in awe of my clone within this person who is excellent at closing business deals, where others in the office have been jealous of their clone in this person. This experience of awe that I have had towards this person, stems from knowing that this is showing clearly to people how difficult business deals can be brokered to solutions in action consistently, and how much respect I have for people who can do that clearly with no cheating.

Yet within this awe I am also not supporting myself, because I'm not actually gearing myself to learn some of those attributes of this person, but rater put them on a pedestal denoting a "special power" to this person in my mind which is not real -

So I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to be in awe of this new clone I have seen within this person recently, I realise that while my ego has been adoring their precision, in reality I know that this level of effectiveness in any undertaking can be achieved by any being that is taken through an educative process to do so, and we all work at various speeds to learn various things, and any comparisons, adoration or disdain towards our self in any person only indicates i am not comfortable with myself, and this will hamper learning, so I take self-responsibility to not allow these problems to re-manifest, I hope you will too.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame my clone for the reactions I experience when I see them in the moment - I realise that this blame is simply my ego trying to defend itself, when in reality I am always responsible for how, when, what, where, why I react in any moment, so blame is never valid.

I commit myself to living the realisation that no matter where I find myself in life, I exist within everyone as this one breathe, and this one sound, this one movement. I am a cell, interacting with all the other cells of a larger body called existence. So as and when i see my mind reacting to someone or something where I am seeing my clone, I stop and breathe, I do not allow myself to participate with the charged thoughts that come up, I must walk and continue to walk until these reactions, in these various situations where we all meet our clones do not come up.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to fight myself, but to instead say hello to myself, as and when i see myself reacting to my clone, this I will do through forgiving myself in these moments, sticking to breathing, where I then apply common sense to be able to accept and learn when i see myself, instead of reacting. So as I continue this process of continually forgiving my reactions to all the clones in my life, and sticking to breathe consistently, then eventually there will be no more reactions that come up.

So it's time to get used to opening our eyes and seeing that our copies are within everyone all the time, we are all one copied code as living beings. So no matter what kind of clone of ourselves we are seeing in the world, we are learning here how to remain cool, to not lose our shit when we see our self, but rather take self-responsibility to learn and expand ourselves as one body.

Like many topics, we will revisit this topic again in the future, but for now, I hope you found this supportive and thanks for reading.