I forgive myself for not realising that facts cannot be disputed because they are a living reality for every being in existence. Opinions are a dangerous reality where we make up the laws and parameters of reality as we go along. I realise that opinions are a danger to humanity and all life on Earth, so I take self-responsibility to un-fuck this fuckedness within humanity.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist within and as my projected opinions of physical reality. I realise that my opinions are nothing more then CGI effects in my mind - they are a projection which I have allowed myself to super impose onto reality in complete separation of myself.
I forgive myself that I have not realised that opinions are synonymous with acts of stupidity.
I forgive myself that I have not realised that when I'm existing as my opinions, I am not here as breathe, and therefore it becomes difficult to acknowledge factual reality, or to apply common sense.
I forgive myself that I have not realised that my opinions limit me to an existence where only "my version" of reality is apparently real in self-interest, which is of course a complete mind-fuck where I am not able to see the suffering that exists in factual reality right now - and thus I am contented in my blissful opinionated heaven in my mind, where I am unable to breathe, keep myself here, and utilise common sense where I can formulate effective solutions to the abuse existent within me and this world.
I forgive myself for allowing myself to exist as a type of religious fanatic through feeding so much thought energy into my opinions, where over time the fanaticism becomes more and more ingrained within an d as me, and eventually I am completely unable to accept a fact that contradicts my godly opinions.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to mix factual knowledge with opinion. I realise that through doing this, I am accepting myself to live in a blurred space between fantasy and reality, by filling in the gaps in my opinions with facts, which is a completely unnecessary separation of myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive myself and others that my opinions are as solid as physical reality, when in reality my opinions have no substance but thought energy and so are not real.
I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments of breathe, that just like a police officer investigating a case - I must be aware of my opinions about a case, but I cannot allow those opinions to affect my ability to investigate the case clearly -- so I just need to keep marrying the facts until the true story is completely unfolded. I realise that whether my opinions are validated as being a fact at the end of the case is irrelevant, but my opinion about the case from the start is only valid if it can be transformed into a fact at the end of the case - which is why I cannot trust my investigation to be started, and affected by my opinionated judgement.
I forgive myself that I have not realised that nothing can be claimed to be factual reality unless it can be provably cross referenced here - if it cannot be applied it is irrelevant in living what is best for all.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to charge my opinions with "positivity", where I do not realise that I am then charging factual reality with a negative connotation in my mind creating a polarity friction between facts and opinions -
So I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define my opinions as good, as an "expression of my uniqueness", and facts as bad, as something that doesn't acknowledge and boost my ego based opinions. I realise and understand that feeding energy into opinions about reality, instead of living in factual reality
I forgive myself that I cannot see the consequences of living within and as my opinions. I realise that I am a danger to myself and others if I am not living in factual reality in all moments. So I forgive myself that I have not realised that accepting my opinions ahead of what's best for all life means that I cannot be trusted with life - because I will always put my own self-interested opinions ahead of living here as breathe unconditionally in factual reality, where I can direct myself to live what's best. So I take self-responsibility to stop creating and feeding into opinions, and rather live in factual reality.I commit myself to living the realisation that just like breathe facts are powerful, trustworthy, stable and eternal. I realise that opinions are weak, deceptive, unstable and finite - so when and as I see my mind trying to place value on a opinion, I stop and breathe, I realise that through accepting this opinion as valid, I will be limiting my ability to see and live in factual reality here -- so I breathe, and i continue to breathe until my opinion on the matter is removed.
I commit myself to doing my best to end the accumulation of damage done to the planet from humans living within and as opinions. I realise that I am only able to live in factual reality through self-forgiveness, and the self-corrective application of breathing, where I can re-wire my mind and apply common sense to deploy clear solutions in my life and in the world as a whole.
I commit myself to understanding and realising in all moments that it will only be through humanity individually and collectively changing ourself to value factual reality ahead of our "feel good" opinions, that we will be able to avoid the extinction of our species.
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