Day 259: Everyday can be Christmas for All! Part 2

Well Christmas has come and gone for another year, and we stand today on the precipice of 2018 on New Years Eve. So continuing from my previous blog, lets make sure we are all clear on what we can redesign Christmas as moving forward, because we do not need these pre-programmed limitations on Christmas, we can make it something that we have everyday in every moment -

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire it to be Christmas everyday, without realising in every breathe that this can only be achieved through our individual and unified existence as an Equal Money System, because it is only through an Equal Money system that Christmas will ever be realistically celebrated by all beings in this world, because Equal Money is based on giving and receiving for all, which is the basis of the best elements of Christmas.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in every moment that the reason so many people enjoy Christmas, is because things feel different, not that they are physically, because the world is still an abusive place, but for a moment Christmas reminds us of a world where we can all slow down, breathe, be kind and have fun - Christmas literally shows us that things can be different if we will it to be so.

I forgive myself that I have allowed and accepted myself to get addicted to the high of Christmas in younger years, without realising that it was just the self-interest of receiving only, of getting what I want to make myself feel better about my life for a moment, when I was simply feeding the sadness through this process.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to in the past use Christmas as a way of entertaining myself, of distracting myself from the sadness I feel within myself about my life and the world that we live in and to then react to this and feel ashamed to support Christmas even as I got older.

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear not having Christmas every year to "keep me happy".

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist Christmas more and more as I have got older, based on the knowledge and information I have learnt about Christmas, without realising that fear exists within this resistance, and this fear doe snot support me in living what is best for all life, so I must take Self-Responsibility to remove all elements of fear that exist in relation to Christmas.

I forgive myself for allowing myself to have an uncomfortable dread experience when I hear the word Christmas, where I fear being surrounded by the ignorance, paganism and consumerism of the Christmas period. I realise that this dread experience is showing me that I have issues that need to be dealt with in relation to Christmas.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge people as stupid that celebrate Christmas, which is so hypocritical because I have celebrated Christmas so many times in my life especially in younger years, and as we are exploring here, Christmas can be built to be something cool, so this judgement is completely pointless.

I forgive myself that I accepted and allowed  myself to define myself according to and hold onto memories of Christmas with my granddad and mother in younger years as being the best Christmas memories, and to then react in fear to these memories, where I feel like I cannot have the levels of smiles now that I did then at Christmas because my grandfather is dead now -

So i forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear and believe that I cannot create enjoyment within Christmas nowadays because of my granddad being dead, because when I let that concept go I always see that I can create enjoyment here within anything, thus I can enjoy Christmas when I breathe and do not allow these fears and beliefs to direct me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that because my blood family is small, then celebrating Christmas is always apparently "pointless" when in reality my family is the human race and all living beings in existence, therefore Christmas is something I can build to include all life.

I forgive myself that I have allowed myself to create separation within myself in relation to Christmas through learning about and reacting in fear to the pagan history and consumerist elements of Christmas. I realise that yes while the pagan and consumerist elements of Christmas are abusive, that does not mean I have to facilitate and feed into any of those abusive elements.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to engage in Christmas, through these fears, without seeing and understanding consistently that no matter how much I try to separate myself from Christmas, it is here in this world and it always makes sense to accept what is here, and direct it to whats best for all life where beneficial expansion occurs, instead of reacting and resisting interaction with that point, where change is impossible.

I forgive myself that I have not realised in every here moment of breathe, that I can transform Christmas to be something that supports all life, I can pull out the elements that don't make sense, keep what is of benefit and expand upon it.

I forgive myself for allowing and accepting fear to be the predominate factor in my Christmas experiences in my life, and now I realise that these fears are of no use, and that we can make Christmas a living organism in this world, create it into a world where we all masters giving and receiving equally.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feed into a money system that does not allow for all beings in this world to have Christmas, I realise that I must individually and we all must in unity stop supporting the abusive elements of this capitalist money system which is us.

I forgive myself that I have not allowed myself to see, realise and understand in every moment that this world is a reflection of me and vice versa, so anything I am reacting in fear, to anything I keeping myself in separation from is an element of myself that I have not accepted, investigated and corrected - no matter how you feel about Christmas, it is something that exists in this world, therefore it is a part of us all, and so we must all take self-responsibility to make Christmas something that we can be proud of. 

I forgive myself for not realising in every moment that we can use Christmas as a vehicle, a tool, a symbol of our growth in this world, with which to show how much better we can make this world with our input, with our intent and action, by basing everything we do everyday on the best part of Christmas, meaning giving and receiving equally, offering our gratitude to life with no expectations, including as many people in our joy as possible, making sure that nobody is left out, all eating the best food, the best for everyone.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to allow fear to infect my interaction with Christmas, as these fears only serve to limit me as the ego, so as and when I see my mind having fear based thoughts about Christmas, I stop and breathe, I do not allow myself to feed into these thoughts as I know the time looping cycles that will occur as a result - so I breathe and continue to do so until there are no more thoughts that come up and I transcend all these Christmas fears.

I commit myself to embracing the best elements of Christmas and to remove that which makes no sense.

I commit myself to living the realisation that a world where every person can celebrate Christmas can only be achieved through the implementation of an Equal Money system, and so I must take self-responsibility to embody an equal money system in everything that I do, because I want to live in a world where everyone is having fun, giving and receiving naturally and literally having Christmas everyday.

I commit myself to not allowing myself to judge anyone who celebrates or does not celebrate Christmas, because in reality Christmas is more of a symbol then something that you have to celebrate or not - building a world that takes care of all life equally is the point that is the highest worth, so Christmas is simply a societal event which we can use to show how much better our world can be through the implementation of equality and oneness for all life -- so as and when i see my mind judging someones perspective about Christmas, I stop and breathe and continue to do so until there is no more judgement that comes up.