I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that the end of the world will happen on certain dates because of information that I have reacted to. I realise that this fear is not supportive to me in living what is best for all when I am responding to information within and as the pre-programmed mind.
I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments, that when I respond to any information with a pre-programmed response of fear, then all following actions from this point will be limited to fear, and thus based in separation, which will only further share and create fear in the world while believing that I am "sharing the truth".
I forgive myself that I have believed that when I am sharing "end of the world" type information with others, that I am just "sharing the truth" when in reality, if I am sharing any information from a starting point of separation, all I am doing is sharing my fears with others and attempting to manipulate people to accept the same concepts and fears that I am experiencing, which would only serve to inflate my ego - so within this I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to believe that I am "saving someone" by sharing certain information with them, when in reality, even if the information is true, I am actually attempting to manipulate this person to accept and move within and as the fear I am accepting/sharing. So I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not be honest with myself about why I am accepting and sharing "Armageddon type information" in my life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that everyone should think like me about "deep information" - so it should be of paramount importance in our life, we should all enjoy discussing these topics, and we should all be able to deal with the reactions that come up in relation to it -- the truth of course that I realise now is that this is not true, its complete self-deception, so I forgive myself for allowing this point.
I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments that if a particular piece of information is very profound, strange or likely to cause reactions in others, then it is my responsibility to assess if the person is likely to have the self-management tools to deal with any reactions that come up. Because I realise that if a person is already mentally unstable, then by sharing "far out" information with that person, no matter how profound or true it may be, would essentially be dangerous in causing further instability for this person, which is like directly abusing them, which is completely unacceptable.
So I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to recklessly share the most extreme information in the world with people, without any consideration for whether I am damaging or supporting a person with the information, because while I am equipped better then most to deal with my minds reactions to extreme information, many in this world are in no mental condition to find out about certain information currently.
Within this I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments, that is much more important to share equality and oneness, self-forgiveness and self-recreation tools before any "extreme information" is shared. Because it is only through first understanding how to deal with the minds reactions and how to change ourself for the better, that any "deep information" can be supportive, but if this is not understood, then for a person to learn "deeply extreme information" is damaging instead of supportive. I have seen this multiple times in my life, where I have essentially made a mentally unstable person much more unstable with strange information, instead of assisting the person to focus on tools to deal with the reactions before even considering sharing "far out information".
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realise that if a person is mentally weak or unstable, then telling them about "apocalyptic type information" will only serve to deteriorate the relationship i have with them, not strengthen it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed a self belief and self-definition that when it comes to "deep information", that it is a focal point in my mind of who I am and how I interact in the world, which I realise is actually a limited perspective because I am here to stand equal to and change all that is here to be what's best, not just the "deep stuff" lol - so I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see all information as equal, through existing as limitation as an idea that sharing the most "out there information" is my focal point, which as I have mentioned is stupid. I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as the "deep information" guy only, which is based in complete separation from physical reality, which is unacceptable.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define my minds beliefs and fears about "certain information" to be real, and therefore "certain". When in reality my minds concepts about this "secret information" is not based on physical direct experiential certainty at all for the most part, but its actually mainly based on fear, which is which is not a trustworthy starting point for real certainty at all.
I forgive myself that I have not realised in all moments, that when I am accepting certain extreme information to be completely true, based on information I have received, but with no direct physical experience, then I am not realising that I am being mind controlled. Because while the information may be true, or certain facets of it may be true, there is information that is circulated in the world, which is funded by the elite to mind control and distract certain individuals from what is really happening in the world. So if I have no direct physical experience of a point, then claiming that point to be real is simply just mind fucking myself, and allowing myself to be manipulated by false information created by elite group controlled opposition psy-op campaigns.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire to see humanity destroyed, because of experiencing depression about the state of humanity, so I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to be depressed about the state of humanity. I realise that this desire and this depression I have experienced is not supportive in making a beneficial world for every inhabitant, and is essentially giving up of myself and humanity, which is not acceptable.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as "too small" and "powerless" to stop the extreme abuses happening in the world, and then using that as an excuse for giving up on humanity and myself, when I realise now that nothing in this world is smaller then me, i am equal to and thus able to change anything in this world, and this understanding I have learnt has come about through a process of walking equality and oneness in my life.
I forgive myself that I have not realised that by focusing on "deep information" being done by elite wealthy groups as being paramount in myself and my expression in the world. Then I am completely separated from myself, because I am focusing on these groups as something separate from me, focusing on things outside of myself, focusing on the problem instead of the solution. Because in reality focusing on changing myself to be what's best for all, to end the abuse in me, is the only way I can learn to change things around me for the better, and as a group change the whole world system to be as such.
So I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to focus on what others are doing, instead of myself, because the truth is that it is only when I have learnt to change anything about myself for the better, that I can then learn to stand equal to anything in the world and change it.
I forgive myself that I have not lived the realisation that - no matter what happens on whatever date to affect humanity in a negative way, the fact remains in all moments that I must live my life, I must move and direct myself, because I am here in every moment of breathe regardless, so the time I spend as this body in this world, must be worth while time, and nothing is more worthwhile then living what is best for all.
I commit myself to not allowing fears of the end of the world to influence and direct me in anyway, so when and as I see thoughts based in these fears coming up in my mind, in the moment I stop, I breathe, I do not engage with this, I know the destructive consequences that come from accepting these thoughts, so I continue to breathe no matter what, until the thoughts eventually stop from my dedication and self-direction of living within and as breathe, where I can make clear concise common sense decisions as to what is best for all.
I commit myself to creating and implementing solutions to ending all abuse existent in the world, which I realise begins with myself.
I commit myself to making sure that I am completely clear about certain information, that I am not reacting in anyway, before I share anything with anyone, and I commit myself to learning to make sure that it will be of benefit to the person I am sharing the information with to make them aware of it, if it is clear that it would not benefit them, then its best not to share it.
When and as I see thoughts in my mind desiring to see the end of humanity, I stop and breathe, I realise what is happening so I take self-responsibility to let these thoughts go, by maintaining myself within and as breathe until the thoughts are no longer coming up - I commit myself to taking self-responsibility to re-create humanity to be guardians and gardeners of this planet, which is of benefit to everyone, rather then wishing for the destruction of humanity which is of no use to anyone.
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